I couldn't help frowning, I can be sure that there are only a few people who know about the matter between me and Han Mo, and the others are all things that catch the wind and shadows, even if they know, it is impossible for them to run to Xu Ran and say it.

But the woman's sixth sense told me that Xu Ran in front of me was very hostile when he first saw me.

Although she was smiling the whole time when she talked to me, and what she said didn't sound like anything to ordinary people, I just didn't know why, and it was particularly harsh when it fell into my ears.

The first time, I didn't know Xu Ran's identity, thinking that I was thinking too much.

But now that the media and TV are reporting it, the whole world knows that this Xu Ran is Han Mo's fiancée, and I can be sure that this Xu Ran should know about me and Han Mo.

She was clearly warning me now, and the meaning was obvious.

I smiled, I didn't want to worry about her, but I didn't know why I had a convulsion, and I couldn't help but look back at her and say, "I don't think this place is very suitable for me, the people around me are still the air around me, it's too noble, I can't climb it."

Zhao Miao always said that I was cheap, and I knew that I was cheap, but I just couldn't help it.

As soon as I said that, I regretted it, and after saying goodbye in a hurry, I hurriedly dragged my suitcase and left.

I didn't see any expression of Xu Ran, but I don't think that expression will be good, after all, I slapped her in the face.

She probably knew about me and Han Mo, but obviously she didn't know very well, thinking that I was just like those bewitching sluts outside, climbing Han Mo just for money.

Just kidding, if it's really for the money, am I going to be pushed to this point?

It's really not a problem that can be solved with money, even if you don't have money.

In the past, I thought that the people who said this sentence were so idle that they didn't have a backache when they stood and talked. Now I think that people who have not experienced it really don't know how strong the truth of this statement is.

If it could be resolved with money between me and Han Mo, would I be like this now?

As soon as I went back, Zhao Miao prepared a big table for me to eat, like us children from poor families, who went to the stove first before going to elementary school, and it was really not difficult to cook a meal.

But when I went to college, I was busy with all kinds of other things, and I would rather spend some money to eat out than do it at home.

We haven't had a fire in the kitchen for months, and it's rare for Zhao Miao to make food today, which can be regarded as healing me.

Zhao Miao's house is on the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau, a small village in the middle of nowhere, and the food made is very distinctive.

But the process was complicated, and she was busy in the kitchen all day today.

After eating, Zhao Miao suddenly came out with a box of wine: "Do you want to drink?"

Actually, I don't like to drink, although I drink a good amount, but I don't like the smell of alcohol very much, especially after a hangover, I can't get rid of the smell of alcohol the next day.

But Zhao Miao and I haven't been so quiet and free for a long time, so we threw a look over: "Okay, whoever gets drunk first will have all the food for the next week."

Zhao Miao didn't drink well, so after listening to my words, he came over directly and pinched my neck: "Fu Xiaoyao, you are taking advantage of the fire to rob!"

I raised my eyebrows, a little provocative: "Don't you dare?"

Zhao Miao is usually fine, but her nature is completely revealed when she is with familiar people, for example, she can't stand the agitation of others.

As soon as I said this, she immediately got into the trap: "Who doesn't dare, come here, I don't believe it, I can't get you drunk!"

I smiled and moved the case to the balcony with her.

The nights of more than two months are as cold as they are going to be, Zhao Miao and I are wearing scarves, but as soon as we go out of the house, we shiver.

I raised my hand and rubbed myself as I spoke, "It's too cold outside, or let's go inside?"

Zhao Miao waved his hand: "What's the meaning in the house, this bar, you have to look at the stars and the moon to have a meaning."

...... "I really don't know when Zhao Miao was so intentional."

But in the end, I couldn't resist her, and sat directly on the balcony on the ground looking at the ink-like sky overhead, and really drank a sip of wine.

Neither of us is a person who is used to talking about our hearts, and I know that the matter between her and Zhao Xu is obviously not so simple, but she doesn't say it, and I don't ask.

It's as if she never asks me what the hell is going on with Han Mo, sometimes friends are like this, not those friends who have to force you to say what you don't want to say in the name of your own good.

"Yaoyao, what are you going to do next?"

The two of us were silent for nearly ten minutes, and Zhao Miao couldn't help but speak after all.

I have completely offended Han Mo now, and there is no way back at all.

It's impossible for me to go back, and now there are probably not many companies that dare to sign me.

When Zhao Miao said this, he looked at me straightly, not noisy or noisy.

But this tacit silence made me more and more uncomfortable, and I raised my hand to pour the beer in my mouth and drank most of it before I spoke: "Let's find a bar first, and go sing first."

City A is so big, I don't go to a big bar, I can always eat.

Zhao Miao nodded: "Yaoyao, I can't help you, you know, Han Mohe-"

I smiled wryly and hit her with a beer can: "What to help, I'm out of the tiger's mouth now, instead of sending sheep into the tiger's mouth, what's there to help."

Probably because people talk a lot after drinking, I told Zhao Miao a lot of things from the past tonight.

Intermittently, drinking while talking, but Zhao Miao, who is usually chattering, didn't talk much at this time, as if it was just me.

I'm not actually drunk, at least I'm still conscious.

I was so sober that when I said Su Zheyuan's three words, I knew that I had said the wrong thing, probably because alcohol gave birth to thoughts that I never dared to have on weekdays.

Su Zheyuan and I haven't seen each other for nearly two months, and the last time we met, I really didn't want to think about it.

"Yaoyao, sometimes I'm very glad you didn't fall in love with Han Mo, but sometimes I'm very sad that you didn't fall in love with him."

yes, what a dilemma.

I looked up at Zhao Miao, and tears came out of my eyes: "Miao Miao, I don't understand why there is so much unfairness in this world." Money, status, appearance, looks, these are all counted, they are all external. But I don't understand why even feelings are unequal. ”

In front of Su Zheyuan, I will always look like a clown who can't hold his head up.

Zhao Miao looked down at me, probably because the moonlight was too good tonight, and I actually thought that Zhao Miao was better looking than me.

It's not scientific.

"Because, if you really care about a person, it is impossible to completely ignore the appearances of money, status, appearance, and appearance."

Zhao Miao looked down at me, I don't know if it was because of the tears in my eyes or if she was really crying, I saw her eyes flickering, and there were obvious tears in them.

For the first time, I didn't have any room for refutation when she spoke, so I just looked at her like this, and only squeezed out a sentence in the middle of a voice: "Zhao Miao, when did you go to take a philosophy class?"

She smiled and didn't speak.

We both knew what kind of philosophy class we were taking.

Just look at yourself and you'll know.

How much I like Su Zheyuan, how much I care about myself.

He was so good that I felt like I was defiling him even a little closer, only to push him away again and again.

But what can be done, we are just a drop in the ocean in this earthly world, and living is already the greatest gift, so what do we care about?

When I woke up early the next morning, I found that my head was about to crack, and Zhao Miao's magnified square face grinned in front of me: "Very good, Fu Yao, do you remember our bet last night?"

I raised my hand and pushed her away and rubbed her temples, sat up, and looked at her with a frown: "What the hell is betting?"

"Whoever gets drunk first will take care of the next week's food."

I thought about it, and there was such a thing: "yes, no—it!" Zhao Miao, you little Bego! ”

I can't be drunk more than Zhao Miao with such a good amount of alcohol, I didn't find it last night, but now that I am sober and think about it, I realized that the box of wine, I drank two-thirds alone, and Zhao Miao drank a total of two cans.

I grabbed the pillow next to me and threw it directly: "You yin me!"

Zhao Miao quickly flashed to the side: "I am willing to lose the bet, girl!"

“！！！”

I literally capsized in the gutter.

"Don't be confused, get me up and make breakfast."

I glared at Zhao Miao unpleasantly, she didn't see it.

"Well, this is the bar I just found for you, and they are all looking for someone to sing, you go and take a look, some of them are paid well."

was overshadowed by Zhao Miao, and my face was very bad when I ate breakfast.

But I didn't expect Zhao Miao to soften me with one move, the so-called eating people's soft mouth and taking people's hands short, she is so good at doing it, I can't do it: "Okay, I know, keep it and feed you as a pig this week!"

Zhao Miao raised her leg and kicked me: "You are a pig!"

Zhao Miao has a large skeleton, and a little bit of meat is particularly fat.

I smiled, lowered my head and ate the noodles without speaking.

As far as Han Mo's interpersonal relationship is concerned, I can't go to a slightly larger bar, and Zhao Miao obviously knows it, so I picked all the bars that Han Mo and others wouldn't go to.

There were dozens of them, and I searched them one by one according to the address, and the results were surprisingly better than I expected.

In the end, I decided on two companies, the time was just enough to stagger and fill up in a week, and I calculated the salary, which was about the same as expected.

Seven or eight thousand a month, although the money is small, it is better than nothing, and occasionally there are some unexpected incomes.

This went on like this for more than a month, until I met an old acquaintance.

I only knew why Han Mo threw down such a sentence when he left.