Chapter 13: Parting
When he returned to the house, Xiao Fan had already sat up.
I walked over to the bed and said, "The séances have told me everything. ”
Xiao Fan frowned slightly, and looked at me without saying a word, looking tired.
Then I told Xiao Fan about the method proposed by the séance, "So, from now on, you can be a cute pet, and we will take good care of you." I pressed Pink's shoulder, and it felt like he had lost a lot of weight.
"Starting tomorrow." Xiao Fan lowered her eyes and said softly.
"Huh? What the? Starting tomorrow? Thinking I hadn't heard clearly, I continued to ask, "Why start tomorrow?" ”
He looked up at me.
It dawned on me that today was my birthday, and it turned out that he wanted to spend my birthday with me.
I'm a little embarrassed when I think of this, but my heart is warm, I feel like I have a family, but when I think of Xiaofen's body......
I tried to make my tone gentle, "Little pink, actually...... I ......"
Xiao Fan interrupted me, "Humans are omnivores, about 10,000 or so taste buds. His serious expression reappeared.
"Huh?" I listened inexplicably, and said in my heart, why did you suddenly give me the knowledge of popular science taste buds, this is ...... Serious again?
"Carnivores with a single recipe have relatively few taste buds, such as cats, which only have 500."
"Ah, that's it...... So? I stared at him closely, not knowing what he was trying to say.
"Grilled fish tonight." After Xiao Fan finished speaking, he got up and left.
I stood alone by the bed for a long time......
It turned out that it was because people had many taste buds and it was more fragrant to eat grilled fish that they bargained with me, and they had to become cute pets a day later!
Your grandfather's! Suddenly I felt like I was being teased...... A nameless fire burned in his chest.
In the evening, I lowered my head to grill the fish, and the two siblings sat opposite each other and ate the fish, which seemed to be different from what the spirit had said before, "Grill the fish for me at night."
There were seven fish in total, and they ate six.
The séance took a mouthful of fish in his mouth and said, "Bai Yi, I didn't expect you to be so good at grilling fish, would you make anything else?" ”
This girl's face was all over the face, and Xiao Fan was about to turn around to get the tissue, but found that the tissue had run out, so she got up and said, "I'll go back and get it." ”
I glanced at Xiaofen, "What's your birthday?" I'll prepare the fish in advance when the time comes. ”
Xiao Fan paused as he ate the fish, and his face sank, "I'm just that kind of thing." ”
I looked at him suspiciously, did I not want to let myself be "old" anymore? Seeing that he didn't mean to continue, I didn't ask anything more.
The fish in this deep mountain forest are really different from the outside, they are very fresh, and the meat is very tender.
While savoring it, I wondered if the fish I ate happened to be an incarnate fish, so that I also became a fairy, and maybe I could play deep diving and meet a mermaid or something in the future......
The brother and sister ate with relish, looking satisfied. The séance occasionally talked about the funny things that happened in the fairy world a long time ago, and although I didn't understand it, I laughed along with it.
It was getting dark, and the branches were crackling in the fire.
This birthday, very happy.
In the past few days, I have slept until I woke up naturally, and I stretched out comfortably, and the small white figure was on the mat at the staircase at this time, curling up into a circle, leisurely enjoying the sunbath, and next to the water bowl I prepared for him.
Xiao Fan fell asleep quietly, and her little ears moved from time to time. He got up halfway through and drank some water, then walked back to the mat, and after a few laps on it, he fell asleep on his stomach. After getting up in the afternoon and eating some canned fish, he began to comb his hair, he combed it very carefully, basically licked every place, and slept satisfactorily after combing.
Eating and being lazy all day together is the restoration of the body in the mouth of the séance......
I used to think that I would see a white cat meditating cross-legged, with his hands folded and puffs of white smoke coming out of his back...... Looks like I'm thinking too much.
Xiaofen's drinking water is always well prepared for him, and there is no limit to it.
One day when Xiaofen was drinking water, I picked up his mat and tried to pat him on the hair, but he turned his head and pounced on me, and he was so angry with me that I immediately threw down the mat and bounced away from him a few meters away......
Seeing this, the séance hurriedly ran over to me and said, "My brother doesn't like people touching his bed the most. ”
I looked at the brother and sister with a confused expression, I have heard of the food and cub protection, and the bed protection?
One afternoon, Xiao Fan was resting in the old place, and the place where he was lying happened to be shaded by the eaves.
I walked over with the séance and sat down next to Pink.
Little Pink's eyes narrowed and looked at me, and I pretended to look at the sky casually, and then exchanged a look with the séance.
I immediately took out the pink bib prepared in advance from my pocket and was about to bring it to him, and Xiao Fan looked frightened when he saw the bib in my hand, and the struggle became more intense, and his paws waved wildly......
Because the process is too tragic, I won't go into details......
The little powder with a bib glared at me and the spirit with a sei, and all the hair on his back choked and became a mess. It can be seen that when the spirit descended at that time, he really didn't think about the love of brother and sister at all.
By this time, I had already gotten carried away from laughing with the séance.
When I took a bath at night, my arm hurt "hot", and I looked at the scratches on my arm and smiled.
It's fascinating to get back to nature, but I know it's not my life after all, and it's time for me to leave.
I still have a lot of things to do, and in a few years, they will also return to the fairy world where they were supposed to go back, since parting is a matter of time, it is better to let it come sooner......
I rested my head against the barrel and put a hot towel over my face.
Xiao Fan killed Lao Scar to avenge my sister and my parents, but for my own chaotic life, I don't know who to hate. Many things need to be closed, but before they can end, there must be an answer.
I decided to go back to Bai Ye.
Two days later, in the morning, I simply said goodbye to Xiao Fan and the séance, and the séance cried and held my hand to prevent me from leaving, and Xiao Fan stood aside and watched me quietly.
I touched the séance's head, "Silly girl, it's not like we won't meet again in the future, I'm just going to do something, I'll come back when it's done, and I'll bring you a gift." I gently hugged the spirit.
"I'll send you out." Xiao Fan said.
I nodded.
The time of the return trip felt very fast, and in the evening, Xiaofen and I walked to the woods where we spent the night for the first time.
Little Pink stopped and asked me, "Is it familiar?" ”
I smiled, "How about it, is it still canned fish for dinner today?" ”
We made a fire and sat facing each other across the fire.
"What are your plans for going out?" The little fan broke the silence.
"Can you stop talking so sad, I've been squatting in the number all this time?" I said, "Let's find Bai Ye first, he owes me an answer to many things." ”
"Where to look?" Xiaofan asked.
"I don't know, but I still have to do something, I have lived passively for twenty-six years, because I don't know anything, I have been living in what I think is life, now I know something, if I have to pretend that nothing has happened, it is impossible to live like before." I casually threw a twig into the fire, expecting Xiao Fan to tell me something about Bai Ye.
Xiao Fan said, "Have you ever thought that sometimes not knowing anything is the best result, and after knowing the answer, maybe you will lose more?" ”
"I thought about it, just like the days I lived with you and the séance, I felt at home and was very satisfied. But this is the life I get after escaping from reality, I can't escape for a lifetime, and you can't stay with me for a lifetime. A lot of things need to be truthed, and they need to be ended. "I looked at Xiao Fan, it seemed like the first time we had such a serious conversation.
"The end of things is passive, not the end of one thing before another thing can be started, but only when another thing begins, the previous thing can be ended." Xiaofan continued, "Now that you have started a new life, is it worth it to chase after the past? ”
Xiao Fan looked at the fire in front of him, thoughtful, and I vaguely felt that he was not asking me, but himself.
I looked at Xiao Fan quietly for a long time, and he looked at me as well.
I know that there are many things I want to explore, in fact, he already knows the answer, and he doesn't say that he naturally has his reasons. And I went to find the answer, also because of the fetters in my heart.
Actually, my heart is afraid, I am full of fear of all unknowns, I am afraid of losing, but in my opinion, not having an answer is also a loss. If knowing the truth is the same as losing, then I would rather choose to know what I have lost.
I said, "Whether you want to do something or not is not worth it, but whether it should be done, and when you feel that you should do it, whether you have to pay for it, is whether it is worth it." ”
Xiao Fan looked at me in surprise and smiled for a moment, "What a stubborn donkey." ”
Actually, I don't know if it's the right thing to do, but it's definitely wrong to do nothing.
My parents have the grace to give birth to me, and Bai Ye has the love of nurturing, but if the two are really opposites, what should I do?
The next day, we walked for half a day, and after walking out of the woods at noon, I saw that the big G was still parked where we had parked.
It should be said that the owner of this car has a big heart or a lot of money, and the car is lost for a month and does not come to look for it.
Xiao Fan suddenly threw a car key to me, I saw that it was a big G, and my heart said, is this to let me drive the stolen goods on the highway? I quickly shook my head at him.
Xiao Fan raised the corners of his mouth, "My car." ”
"What? Your car? "I still can't believe it.
"Let's go, be careful." With that, he turned and left.
Until I couldn't see Xiaofan's back, I whispered, "Thank you." ”