The most healing thing in the world is food, and after a meal of grilled fish, I basically forgot about the bad things I experienced today.

It's almost summer, and even the evenings are getting late.

The two of us had just finished eating the grilled fish and came out at a little after six o'clock, and the sky outside had not completely darkened, and a large cloud dyed red by the setting sun was very beautiful in front of us.

"Fu Yao."

Zhao Miao suddenly stopped me, and the suppressed tone made me unable to let go of the relaxed hip-hop expression, looking back at her, I couldn't help but feel a little heavier.

I never asked her about Zhao Xu, but if she wanted to say it, I would never refuse.

"Have you ever thought about leaving City A after graduation?"

Normally, Zhao Miao asked like this, which proved that she had such thoughts in her heart, and she didn't really want to ask me.

I have never thought about this problem, and I never thought that one day, Zhao Miao would leave this A city.

In fact, I am a person who is very afraid of change, I have been in this state with Zhao Miao for nearly three years, and I even thought that even if we graduated, we would not change much from our current lives.

But when Zhao Miao asked, I realized that the time was too long, even if we had thought about going on like this, no one could guarantee that there would be no accidents in such a life.

Just like Zhao Xu for Zhao Miao and Han Mo for me.

I didn't know how to answer her question, I had never thought about it before she asked, but when she did, I found that the answer was always so erratic.

Whether it will leave or not, I don't know.

All I know is that the idea of staying is not so firm anymore.

"I want to get out of here, Fu Yao, have you ever thought that in fact, we are not suitable for such a big city."

I have never seen such a Zhao Miao, and the two of us rarely discuss such a serious and serious issue.

Now that she said this, I knew that Zhao Miao was right.

I am too similar to her character, poor and unwilling to bow my head.

From an outsider's point of view, perhaps the two of us must be the kind of women with a strong sense of career. But who knows, these are all forced out by life.

In our bones, we still like a quiet life, a life that is not disturbed, and a life that we can control.

City A is an international metropolis, but for Zhao Miao and me, it is more of a disaster. There are so many changes here, so many things that are uncontrollable here, and none of us can predict what kind of people we will meet and what will happen in the next second.

What's more, the city has already denied the future of both of us.

"Forget it, it's a year away anyway, let's talk about it then."

Zhao Miao smiled, the glow fell on her face, and the dimples on the side of her face were very good-looking.

I looked a little stunned, and couldn't help but speak: "Miao Miao, which Wang Ba calf said that you are not subtle at all?"

Probably didn't expect me to say such a big thing, Zhao Miao directly slapped me: "Get out, Fu Yao, are you stuffing grass in your brain?"

I laughed and said, "It's all you, really."

"Go, go, aren't you going to work, and what are you chirping with me here?"

I looked at the time and couldn't help but curse: "I'll go, don't say anything, go first, you go back and pay attention yourself."

"Fu Yao, if you don't get out of here, I'll kick you away!"

Zhao Miao really can do what she says, in order not to be kicked by her, I hurriedly got out.

After walking with Zhao Miao for a while, he was almost late.

It was almost time when I rushed over, and I threw my bag away and planned to change my clothes.

After all, it's a resident singer, and it's not good to wear jeans and shirts, so I put two skirts in the bar so that I can give the audience a new feeling after wearing pants for a few days in a row.

I just changed my skirt and came out, and Brother Hao suddenly slapped me.

I raised an eyebrow, not understanding what he meant.

He picked his eyes and pointed to the side, I followed his line of sight, only to find that Han Qing, who I hadn't seen for more than a month, didn't know how to come again.

I subconsciously frowned, didn't speak, took my guitar and sat down.

In fact, half an hour of the three hours was rested, and Han Qing sat under the stage, alone, without talking or playing with his mobile phone.

I don't know what he's doing today, after all, it's been more than five months, and he has to take the college entrance examination in a few days.

But I held back and didn't go to him.

After all, I'm not his parent, and this kid still likes me, and if he thinks I've responded to him, it's going to be a big deal.

"Your heart is hard enough, Fu Yao."

Brother Hao likes to come and say a word or two to me at this time, especially after knowing that Han Qing is here for me, I don't know how many times I have been laughed at by him.

I was a little innocent: "Or else? They didn't come to me with a sign and said they were looking for me, so do I have to go over and ask him if he's looking for me? ”

"Whatever you want, I see that when you get off work later, he will have to follow you."

I really said it to him, as soon as I came out of the bar, I saw Han Qing standing at the door.

He was smoking, and I remember when he used to come with his friends, he never touched anything like tobacco or alcohol. What the hell has happened lately, how it seems like everyone has smoked.

"Fu Yao."

I didn't like the smell of smoke, especially when he got close and called me, it was full of nicotine.

The lights at the door of the bar are not bright, but it is enough to see a person's expression clearly.

Han Qing probably saw the disgust on my face, raised his hand and threw away the cigarette, and looked back at me like a child who made a mistake: "I'm sorry, you don't like it, I won't smoke it in the future."

I couldn't help but laugh a little: "The body is yours, don't hurt it for anyone."

I originally wanted to say something ugly, but after thinking about it, he had to go to the college entrance examination in more than 20 days, and I hit him so hard at this time, if I failed the exam, I would ruin people.

In the end, I held back and changed to a more euphemistic expression.

Who says I'm hard-hearted? Actually, I'm the softest-hearted one, okay?!

I wanted to give him a cold face, but looking at his face, thinking that this person would soon be in his third year of high school, he couldn't get cold, so he could only look ahead: "Do you have something to do with me?"

His eyes lit up instantly, like a child begging for candy: "Yes!"

I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, in fact, I really wasn't a few years older than him, maybe three years, or two years in total.

But I haven't had such an expression in a long time, such an easily satisfied and innocent expression.

My high school was all gloomy, and I was worried about my grades every day.

I'm not a top student, my grades in culture classes are almost rotten, and I have taken many art exams, and I'm about to break the jar, but I'm glad I still went to A University.

After meeting Su Zheyuan that day, I became more and more afraid of facing those who used to like me.

No way, I'm just so pretentious.

I'm not asking them to like me all the time, and I know that liking at our age isn't worth long. When chasing you, it is sincere, but this sincerity will not last long, and it will be snatched by another person.

But I really can't accept that those who used to like me, in the end, only hatred is left for me.

I was afraid to see the resentment in their eyes and the embarrassment they had in me.

Su Zheyuan is like this, Han Qing-

"I'm going abroad, Fu Yao."

"Huh?" I didn't react at once, and I came back to my senses after half a sound, "It's good, study hard, and make progress every day." ”

He raised his hand and touched his head, looked at me and smiled: "Will you wait for me?"

I think I should be honest: "I'm lucky that you like me, but Han Qing, I'm sorry, I don't like you, so there is no question of waiting between me and you."

His eyes, which had been lit up, dimmed in an instant, and I was actually quite uncomfortable to look at.

I can understand the feeling of liking someone but not liking me, knowing that I and the other person will never be together.

"You have your life, and I have mine. You don't have to sacrifice anything for me, it's your life, you only have to be responsible for yourself. I'm sorry. ”

It's a good thing that liking someone makes you good, and if it backfires, then it's time to learn to give up.

I don't know if Han Qing clearly understands what I'm talking about, but I've done my best, even if he turns around and treats me like Su Zheyuan that day, at least I don't have to be as uncomfortable as I am now.

He lowered his head, more than 1.8 meters tall, but he looked like a little boy in front of me.

I was suddenly a little impulsive, and raised my hand to hug him: "Goodbye, Han Qing."

Soon, he didn't even react, and I was already walking with my leg up.

I couldn't respond to him, the only thing I could do was give him a hug and a goodbye.

I used to be too stubborn and arrogant in my way of dealing with feelings, which hurt others and hurt myself.

I thought, I should change that.

After all, life is so long, let's try to be kind to others.

"Fu Yao."

Han Qing was calling me, but I wouldn't stop anymore.

Being kind to others is not the same thing as dragging mud and water, and I can't give him any hope that he shouldn't have.

But he didn't care at all, and said word by word behind me: "Fu Yao, if you are still alone after four years, give me a chance, and I will try my best to make myself capable of taking care of you for the rest of your life."

I laughed a little, the moon was so bright today, and there were not a few stars missing.

Later I learned that this was the most beautiful and true promise I had heard in so many years.