The shadow of the moon slanted to the west, and two or three stars hung in the dark curtain.

Su Bairan was lying on one side, his eyes were slightly blurred, drowsy, as if he was about to fall into a deep sleep.

The young man was lying on the other couch, his feet sliding back and forth, holding a book in his hand and reading it was very interesting.

Su Bairan didn't know where this young man came from, such a book.

When we first met, I clearly saw that the young man didn't bring anything, he was wearing thinly, and the young man's clothes were tightly tied around his waist, with wide robes and big sleeves, but when he was upside down, he could see clearly what was inside.

And the belt around his waist is tight, obviously he can't hide such a big book.

Apparently found it from inside this house.

In the Su family's mansion, there seemed to be some secrets that he couldn't know, what was hidden in the deserted garden, and in the places he couldn't touch, there seemed to be some quiet news that was explored in front of him.

Su Bairan was a little thoughtful between being half asleep and half awake.

I inadvertently explored the old and silent house, and saw that it had been abandoned for many years, obviously Hua's blanket hanging on the wall, and behind it was a dense spider.

It's impossible to say exactly how many.

I don't know what kind of breed it is, and how did I put it in?

It was a bit strange at the time, but if you just happened to get in a few, you would have climbed outside.

Although the blanket is heavy, it is not tightly pressed against the wall.

It's just that it's hanging on the edge, and there's obviously a gap to climb out of.

Why didn't they run out, but multiplied so much in the jar? It's all full, scraped into empty shells, and it's dried up, and I don't want to go out until I die.

What was it that was attracting those spiders, what was in the blanket.

Or were they trapped behind that blanket from the start, never left to struggle?

It's like my own miserable life, no matter how much I run, I am still under the constant pressure of that step, gasping tightly, as if living is like a luxury.

Involuntarily brought it in, I felt a more pathetic atmosphere, and my mind kept thinking.

What is the reason why so many living creatures gather under that blanket? Waiting until you die and don't want to leave?

There are huge numbers, and if you go out, you can have a living promise no matter what.

Anyway, it's just an animal, isn't survival the most basic instinct? Why is it so easy to give up, not one or two, but a whole group?

It's just a small number that can be explained, but it can obviously be regarded as a sufficient, why is this whole group of people unwilling to go out, tens of thousands of spiders, unwilling to go, waiting for death behind them, such insects always have such a high consciousness?

Su Bairan's pretty brows furrowed slightly.

The hand gently blocked between his eyebrows, and a slight shadow covered the moonlight outside, and his own thoughts fell into the dark abyss.

What is the reason why those spiders wait honestly without any intention of leaving?

In any case, animals will also have a little bit of a desire to survive, don't they want to live?

Even if you can still think about struggling to live, and you haven't given up hope in this ordinary situation, why do that whole group of spiders just drown themselves there?

Maybe...

Maybe they didn't have time to run yet.

Maybe they were there in the first place, and they were put there from the beginning, and they simply didn't have the ability to run out.

I can only wait for death to become a bumpy shell, watching the passage of life, the group of persistent beings are there, there is nothing to resist, they have been settled there from the beginning.

Is it?

Will that be the case?

If this is the case, it seems to explain why so many animals are willing to stay there honestly, without the instinct to take care of Qiusheng

Why is it dense, all of them have no sign of escaping at all, and the whole blanket is all crowded, or go back to that and wait firmly.

If this is the case, then there can be a smooth explanation, but with it comes an even more headache.

What kind of illness did you put so many spiders under the blanket, what was it for?

They don't have any value, even if you take those spiders and sell them for money, it seems that you don't want to put them behind, waiting for them to dry up and be useful.

There is no meaning, there is no need to exist, such an act is too absurd to make any profit at all.

Su Bairan's own thoughts fell into a dead end, and he couldn't figure out what it was, and the grogginess in his mind seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep, and the two of them kept fighting for themselves back and forth, quietly biting their lips, and a little troubled thought couldn't get out of their minds.

"Sister, what are you thinking?"

"Huh?"

When Su Bairan heard the young man's voice, he instantly shook, his brain suddenly cleared up a lot, and he moved his arm away, only to see the young man sitting not far away, looking at him a little confused.

Han Yuhuan pointed to the position of his lips with his finger, "You will bite your mouth and bleed, what are you thinking?" ”

"Ah..."Su Bairan gently touched his mouth with his hand, "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about myself now..."

She paused slightly, not speaking out about the real troubles in her heart, so he gestured to the surroundings.

"After all, I was thrown here by my own father, so I still have to understand the difficulty of surviving in my current environment."

Han Yuhuan tilted his head, blinked his eyes a little confusedly, and nodded seriously, not understanding at all, but agreeing with such an excuse.

Su Bairan pursed his lips slightly, revealing an embarrassed smile.

In order to make his excuse more far-reaching, he said some complaints by the way.

"Now, you probably can also understand my unlucky fiancé, now there is a problem in the business, the original family's attitude towards me was a little better, but now it has changed in an instant, and I am indeed a little troubled in my heart now."

Han Yuhuan listened quietly, the expression of incomprehension in his face was obvious, but he didn't say any words, nodding from time to time.

Su Bairan originally just wanted to plump himself up as an excuse.

But I didn't think about it and became more and more energetic, and I was a little dissatisfied in my heart, and when I talked about this topic, I really had something to say.

"And the two younger sisters in the family, they are really not fuel-efficient lamps, saying that it is Su Baiyu, which is usually convenient for me to be incompatible, and I don't know how such a small transparent is so hot, but this limelight quickly changed its face with a slight turn, and I really can't figure out how to figure it out."

Regarding Su Baiyu, he really has something to say, after all, there is no way to figure out what kind of change in his face is good or bad for him.

If he is a complete evil person, but for himself, if it is not for the other party, he has not been able to take a step out of principle.

Good... What are you kidding?

"Su Xiaoxiao, I don't know what Taoguang is at all, I do it bluntly, since I can use this stone, why don't you hurry up and plan for your future, when there are obviously no changes, but I still have to make a fuss at this time, but I didn't expect that I really walked into the fist."

When Su Bairan talked about this topic, he really sighed about his IQ and the operation of several other people, and such an obvious thing twisted a reason to send him away.

It's really not something that ordinary people can do.

Han Yuhuan listened honestly.

The only eldest son is unable to understand what the intrigue struggle among other families is.

There is no way to understand why his parents will turn their eyes to other people, for him, it seems that the whole family revolves around him alone.

It's just that Su Bairan, who revealed such troubles to him for the first time, actually wanted to catch it well, how could he not throw it away so easily, so he naturally listened honestly.

Even if you don't understand, listen carefully to every word.

Su Bairan complained a little about the people of the Su family from a personal level.

After all, it is not an environment where I grew up, so naturally there is no desire for family affection, and among these unfamiliar people, if there is any reason, it is even more obvious.

After all, there is no emotional bonus, and he is a complete outsider, so he naturally sees it much more clearly than the people in it, and the words he says come from a little touching.

Without the concepts formed since childhood, you can't be blinded, and your eyes can see things more thoroughly.

Su Bairan was chattering, and he was also mixed with the grievances he encountered now, the unfortunate and complicated resentments in his heart, and the complicated thoughts that he couldn't distinguish, he was always a little dissatisfied, but he couldn't say where this dissatisfaction came from.

may have a lot of resentment towards the Su family.

Why don't you also complain, why don't you have the ability to turn the tide, why do you have to follow others and walk the destiny you have set for yourself?

While she confided some troubles on the outside, she also condemned her incompetence fiercely in her heart.