Even if he had extra spare time, the old man of the Xie family didn't want to spend too much time thinking about this.

Because of what I did, I was pretty much right here.

As for the human heart, there is a lot of speculation. Instead, it may only add to the troubles!

He could have spent his time admiring the flowers and looking at the fish!

Because he's been struggling for most of his life.

Now I'm almost half a foot in the coffin.

I've thought about it too much in the first half of my life.

In the second half of my life, it's better to take a good rest!

You only have one life.

Living in this world, isn't it just a picture of comfort and comfort!?

But comfort and comfort are not something that no one can get. Or not everyone has that life, and that chance to get it.

Since you can't get it, then you have to fight for it, and exchange the efforts of the first half of your life for the comfort of the second half of your life, which is an extraordinary thing.

Presumably, no matter who asks about such a thing, there should not be much opinion.

Even if there is, don't bother with it.

Because others may not necessarily be good people, and the opinions and opinions given may not be sincere, but even if they are sincere, can they guarantee that the suggestions and opinions are really useful?

Obviously, in this world, there are still the most mediocre people!

Most of the opinions and opinions they give are useless, or they have no construction or very little construction, so that there is no need to pay attention to them.

And if you go and pay attention.

It's a waste of time.

After all, time is so precious, and time can't be turned back.

He doesn't change a little bit with anyone's will.

Even the emperor, above 10,000 people, can't stop the speed of time moving forward!

And Rao's life is extremely short, so short that it may pass in a flash, and when he comes back to his senses, most of the time has disappeared.

In the end, only an old body, and a tired soul were left, for such a thing!

A lot of people don't realize it when they're young.

Even if he was aware, he didn't have the one and the perseverance to make any kind of change.

But after all, there are so many people in this world, and there are always a few who belong to the other.

For them come.

Not only did they realize the problem early on.

And it also puts this issue on the agenda.

The purpose of this is simple.

That is, he doesn't want to live a mediocre life, he wants his life to be more brilliant.

Because, a mediocre life is boring.

Look at the helplessness and bitterness that others have, but you don't have yourself.

He's tried enough.

Now young, I still have a lot of time and the best experience. and minimal estimates.

If you wait until Lianmai to have such an exclamation, it will be much more difficult to change at that time than now!

And after failing, there is not so much time to make a comeback,

That failure can be a failure forever.

And if you do it now, it will be much better, for the things now!

But such radicalism has consequences. That is, there will be failure.

If it really fails in the end.

In the face, yes, it may be that all the savings of these years have been exhausted, or even lose their lives in the end.

For such an ending, no matter who thinks about it a little, they will feel very uncomfortable and speechless.

And the old man of the Xie family is also an ordinary person, he will also have such emotions.

However, he has long been a little numb to such emotions, because his family was poor before, and when he saw that others had it but he didn't, and he wanted to change but was powerless to change, he would have such and such emotions.

In addition, he has always been more intelligent, so when he faces this or that thing, he can see the essence behind the matter, and for those essential things, many times they are ugly!

At first, he felt uncomfortable, but gradually, he became very numb.

So much so that the scene looks like the heart is particularly bearable.

In fact, it was because of too many encounters that his heart was rarely able to make waves.

Although he was only a teenager at that time, he felt as if his heart had been accumulated for decades, and he had the mentality of an old man. 、

That kind of mentality can be both good and bad.

The good thing is that, in that state of mind, I won't let my mood fluctuate too much because of some bad things, and I am in a state of numbness to everything, and I have a lot less passion for life.

The young heart, on the contrary, is full of infinite curiosity about everything, has the most happiness and impulse, but at the same time has more pain and sorrow.

If they do not survive the pain and sorrow, those people may sink into the eternal darkness

However, in terms of expectations for the future, the old man of the Xie family is not completely numb.

Because he is extremely demanding, all of this is due to poverty.

Without poverty, he wouldn't be what he is now.

And the future will be full of hope, but if it can't be changed, his future still can't see a little hope, and he can't see much happiness in life.

Every time he thought about it, he was a little depressed and disappointed, and even a little bit of despair.

But if you don't change, the future may really be as you think, that kind of life is boring, meaningless, or like the walking dead, and there is not much wrong with that.

There are not many people who see this layer, and then make a vow, and then put it into practice, and even too few and too little.

It's so rare that when people hear such words, they treat it as a joke.

At the time of seeing such a joke!

People are selective about not thinking.

Because, they know that it is impossible for them to break such rules, because these truths are too simple, too simple, so simple that they don't have to think about it.

And I have thought about it countless times in these years of survival.

And the price of these countless times is that it has not played any role in the slightest, except for wasting time!

So after hearing or seeing such things many times, they choose to forget about it, or act as if nothing happened.

If there is one word to describe it, it is numbness.

It is a giant in thought, a dwarf in action, and even some people cannot be called giants in thought, but also a dwarf!

Although others are like this, the old man of the Xie family is completely different, although the cruelty and hypocrisy of reality have long been understood.

But at the same time, it also prompted him to understand that only by his own hands can he move towards a better Ming.

If you don't fight for nothing, after you fight, you can't have anything, it's really with such a mentality!

That's why he has such strong self-confidence and action.

Of course, at the very beginning of the matter, he encountered a lot of difficulties, but he had already expected them.

It's impossible to do things without encountering difficulties.

Because if there were no difficulties, wouldn't all the people in the world be able to do what they wanted.

Obviously, this is a ridiculous statement.

And this ridiculous comment also proves that he had expected it a long time ago.

But even if it was expected, it didn't prompt him to let go, and the reason was simple.

That is, he has a strong willpower, and is very competitive, and acts very strongly.

Once he has decided in his heart, he must put it into practice, and without it, he knows that it is impossible to get it.

After all, it is impossible to drop the pie. Even if the pie falls, if you don't have the strength to match it, you can only end up with a very miserable end, because once someone sees the pie dropping.

will definitely come to compete with him, if he is not strong enough, he will not be able to keep the pie in his hand.

As the saying goes, talent and ability match.

If it doesn't match, there will always be one who will take away what he got in various forms, and finally only leave what he should have.

Therefore, this also prompted him to constantly think and be prepared for danger in times of peace.

Only by constantly reflecting on the danger in times of peace can I be promoted, and then when I encounter the same difficulties or traps again, I will not fall into that environment again.

And the improvement of one's own strength also helps oneself to be able to pass unharmed in the face of greater difficulties.

Because some difficulties cannot be avoided by the will alone.

On the contrary, I just value strength.

Only if you are strong can you hide from the past!

It is precisely because he understands these things that he keeps charging again and again, and does not compromise with fate again and again.

Because he knows that once he compromises, there is no way to improve again.

Only by constantly improving, can you get the life you want, which may be far away, but at the same time it may be very close.

Because no one knows when the time will come, or when it will come.

Before he came, the only thing he could do, the best thing he could do, was to keep working hard, working hard, or in the process of his own efforts, the future he hoped for came.

For that kind of future, he has no expectations all the time, but he also knows that expectations alone are far from enough!

After trying a lot of hardship and bitterness, he gradually became a little numb and tired.

At that time, he may find a good way to keep venting himself!

After venting, maybe slowly, he will return to the right path, and then continue to look forward, and then continue to keep moving forward!

But really, at first he had almost nothing

At that level, he still wanted to have something, but it was unimaginably difficult, but even if it was unimaginable, he slowly survived.

Because, he knows, enduring hardship is like having fun, although it is a little different at first, but with the passage of time, after slowly going down, everything will become the same, everything will become no different, maybe as long as he persists, after reaching that numb point, he will slowly become accustomed to it.

For that kind of reality, he knows that that kind of time will come sooner or later, and the most important thing he needs to do now is to wait slowly, wait for the flowers to bloom, and wait until the time comes to an end.

He will be truly sublimated, and then he will be changed, and finally his life will be completely different, and he will go to a new world.

If at that time, when you recall all the hardships you have suffered before, you may instantly feel that it is worth it, very worthwhile, not ordinary.

Because of unremitting efforts, it has finally been reborn.

No, that kind of life can indeed be regarded as a rebirth.

Because although people live in the same world, they live lives in two different worlds.

It could be just two parallel lines that can't intersect. And everything that parallel lines go through can be completely different,

Some may not even be full and can't eat well, but some may feel that the most troublesome thing in this life is eating.

Because, almost a lot of things are gradually getting tired of eating.

Then look at this Naxi mountain and sea delicacies have no appetite at all, which is completely unimaginable for ordinary people, because in their lives, those things can be completely unseen!

But that is exactly what happened!

They may not be happy at that time.

But it is impossible for the old man of the Xie family not to be happy.

Because, in his knowing, he did not experience anything like that!

And since he climbed up from the bottom, he couldn't have lived such a luxurious life, even if he did have that kind of wealth.

It came to the end.

Facts have proved that the efforts of the old man of the Xie family were not in vain, he has come to this position, everything is due to the struggle of his youth, if he did not work hard for ten or eight years at that time, he would never have been where he is now.

After reaching this position, he looks back on the first half of his life,

He still thinks it's worth it!

But he also knows that he is fortunate to read, if he is unfortunate enough to read, it is estimated that he will not be able to go to this position now, because, at the bottom, there are not very few people who will work hard, in that group of people who work hard, and finally come to this position, he also knows that there are actually very few, not a few at all!

But even so, he still got to this point, and at the same time, he also felt that he was a little lucky,

And from the previous few choices.

It is true that he was fortunate to read, and if it weren't for those fortunate words, he would not have been able to get to this point anyway. For the current appearance, he is quite satisfied.

Although not the best of the best.

But compared to the bottom, it is definitely more than enough.

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