There were a lot of people who came to see the performance, all cheering and shouting Li Yaonan's name in the audience, and I finally saw him shine on the stage with my own eyes, and I was really happy for him. But it was also at that moment that I realized that he was no longer the same person he was, and the distance between us was getting farther and farther away, he was like a dazzling starlight, and I was just the most inconspicuous grass in that corner, and I could only look up to him......"

"On the 51st day of his departure, now I have a habit every day, that is, every day after coming home from school, I have to go online to scroll through his dynamics, I am really happy to see him more and more popular, his original choice was right, and he is more attractive than ever to work hard for his dreams.

I don't know if he will occasionally think of me when he is free, and think of the days when we used to chase and fight together, maybe, maybe not, after all, I used to bully him a lot. But whether he will or not, I want to tell him that I miss you so much......

Speaking of which, this is the first time in my life that I have skipped class, and when I got home, I was severely criticized by my dad, I lied to him that I sneaked out to play, and then I thought about it for half an hour, but it was worth it, and I was still very happy. ”

"Today is his first fan meeting, and unfortunately it's not a weekend, so I'm skipping class again. The so-called one time is born and two times cooked, with the experience of the last time, this time I successfully slipped out of the school over the wall, but fortunately, the location of the meeting was in C City, not very far.

The fans who came were still crowded, they all desperately wanted to squeeze forward, only I was an alternative, quietly hiding in the last inconspicuous corner and watching, I didn't want him to find out, and I didn't want to add any trouble to him, I was already very content to look at me from afar. I secretly took a lot of photos of him, and even bought a signed photo of him from someone else, happy!

But after I got home in the evening, I was scolded again, and I was ready to be scolded before I went home, but this time it was more serious than last time, I was locked in the room and punished for copying the text, which was worse than making me think about it, and finally my fingers were blistered by the pen, and my dad let me go, and asked me to promise that I would never skip class again, but I think I will have a next time, because I miss you, stinky carrot! ”

These words are like a huge and dense net, shrinking little by little, and finally tightly choking Li Yaonan's heart.

At this moment, he really felt what it meant to be in pain, because of her sentence "I miss you", his tears overflowed his eyes, dripping on the words she wrote, and slowly blurred.

Li Yaonan originally thought that it was in extreme pain now, but he didn't expect that there would be even more pain.

"It's been three months, he's been gone for three whole months, and I'm counting the days every day, when will I see him again? Now I can only follow his messages through my mobile phone and TV, and the distance between us is always separated by a screen, which feels so far away.

I called him countless times, but every time I picked up the phone, I gave up, I didn't want to bother him, besides, what could I say after making a call? He has someone he likes, and I'm afraid that I can't help but say what is in my heart after hearing his voice, so what I can do is not disturb, and watching him happy, I can ignore my own discomfort. ”