Chapter 25: Indecision

Since the large dark clouds were dispersed just now, the full moon in the night sky has not changed at all.

The surroundings were still silent, and the moonlight was sprinkled, and every street in Fanyin City was shrouded in moonlight.

Zhou Xize was still standing in the open space in front of the Hege Medicine Hall, and he only moved a few steps forward compared to when he first walked over.

At this time, in Zhou Xize's heart, there were already a lot of strange ideas.

If this meeting is considered a probabilistic event, then the best and worst should be almost impossible. Zhou Xize put his mind at ease, as long as he lowered his expectations, he would not be too disappointed when the time came.

But if it is really the best situation, it is just as Zhou Xize wishes.

When Zhou Xize walked to the gate of the Hege Medicine Hall, he only needed to knock lightly on the door a few times, and gently call his name to the door, and the door would be opened immediately.

The sweetheart is waiting for him inside, so that it can be the most happy ending.

But if it's really the worst situation, just like what Zhou Xize is afraid of.

When Zhou Xize walked to the gate of the Hege Medicine Hall, he knocked on the door a few times, but no one paid attention. Even if you call the name of Rao in your heart, there is no change.

Even if someone opens the door in the end, it's just someone I don't know.

After so many years, I waited for so long, and I held on to the small hopes. All of this, all of it, are just their own dreams, they are all just their own fantasies, and they are all just rejoicing in vain.

Of course, Zhou Xize thought about this possibility, after all, not all people in this world can end up with a happy ending.

At that time, the gem that I have been carrying around my waist has no meaning to keep, and I can completely throw it away.

It has no practical effect, it only gives itself hope and makes itself more desperate.

Just be deceived by a profiteer, Zhou Xize thought to himself.

"Calm, calm. You can, believe in yourself. ”

Zhou Xize looked at himself, although he was chattering, his tone was very urgent, and he was obviously too nervous.

Zhou Xize wanted to calm himself down in a short period of time and no longer be affected by other things or superfluous thoughts.

Then, Zhou Xize continued to walk slowly in the direction of the door. Although the expression on his face has calmed down a lot, his legs still can't stop trembling as he walks.

Zhou Xize tried to speed up his pace, wanting to make himself look normal.

Although it was big night, there was no one on the road. But if it is like this, if it is seen by a patrolling head catcher or other people, it will be suspected of stealing.

At that time, that person directly tied up Zhou Xize, or went to the yamen to report the case, last night, at the door of the Hege Pharmacy, there was still idle heat, wandering around, looking as if he was about to pry the door.

That Zhou Xize really had a slurred speech, and if it was a big fuss, he might have to go to prison.

These are not unreasoned speculations, they are all possible, because Zhou Xize has encountered them before.

Therefore, I have to make myself look more like an ordinary person, just going to the Hege Pharmacy for help at night.

The further Zhou Xize walked, the faster he felt his heartbeat.

Even if the gem on his waist no longer had any reaction, Zhou Xize's intuition told him that as long as this door was opened, then all the mysteries could be solved.

It wasn't until standing at the gate of the Hege Medicine Hall, directly in front of the two doors, that Zhou Xize felt that his emotions had finally stabilized.

Zhou Xize stood at the door, not in a hurry to knock on the door, but stopped moving forward.

Everything has settled, and it has finally come to this point, it is really not easy, and my hard work has not been in vain.

Zhou Xize recalled that over the years, in order to find his long-lost lover, he didn't know how many times he had been disappointed, and he just hoped that this time he would not repeat the mistakes of the past.

Zhou Xize raised his right hand and clenched it into the shape of a fist, and his index and middle fingers protruded slightly forward, which was the action of knocking on the door.

Zhou Xize's hand was raised, but he didn't knock it down immediately.

If she was resting in the medicine hall now, wouldn't it disturb her to knock on the door so anxiously and then let her come and open the door?

In fact, Zhou Xize couldn't quite understand why she was in the Hege Medicine Hall?

Could it be that she was hurt? Will she be healing in the Hege Medicine Hall now? Could it be because her current family is unwell that she came to Hege Pharmacy for help at night?

For a while, Zhou Xize's thoughts were thousands, and he had drifted into the distance, and he had reached something that had nothing to do with knocking on the door now.

Could she not be as desperate as she was to see the other person right away?

Will she be angry with herself because she didn't find her for so many years?

There are too many uncertainties in all this, which makes Zhou Xize more and more hesitant. And his hand hanging in the air about to knock on the door did not fall, but was retracted.

Zhou Xize took a deep breath, he didn't expect that he would become cowardly at such a critical juncture and dare not move forward.

Zhou Xize raised his head and looked at the door, no longer looking at the ground, and now he couldn't see any results.

After all, you still have to face it, and it's not a way to keep thinking about escaping. It just so happens that everything is falling into place now, so what is there to hesitate about? Zhou Xize persuaded himself to put his mentality right and no longer be affected by other trivial matters.

Finally, Zhou Xize made up his mind and raised his hand again.

But suddenly, from the inside of the gate, there was a violent collision sound.

In the front hall of the Hege Medicine Hall, there is a corridor leading to the back, and then there is the backyard.

The overall structure of the Hege Medicine Hall is destined to have no other doors in the middle to be separated.

Yi Shengge and Yi Shenghe's two Rao rooms are in the middle, and the entire medicine hall is built in one go.

As long as the door of Yi Shengge or Yi Shenghe's room is open, and there is a loud noise inside, even the position of the door in the front hall can be heard clearly.

Zhou Xize's hand stopped in the air, but he still didn't knock down.

There seemed to be something going on inside, but there was such a door in front of Zhou Xize that he couldn't open at all.

This door blocked Zhou Xize from meeting the people inside.

Zhou Xize could only stand stupidly outside the gate, and he didn't know what was going on inside, he could only guess.

It was like someone was fighting, it was like something had fallen from a great place, it was like someone had hit something, and it didn't look like anything.

After this sound, there was no movement inside, and Zhou Xize was a little worried that he would miss any sound that he hadn't heard.

So now Zhou Xize seems to have completely let go, and the whole person is directly attached to the door of the Hege Medicine Hall, like a gecko.