Chapter 151: Is it loneliness or fear of loneliness
As a woman, Tasha's sixth sense is still very accurate, and she feels Guo Deguang's strong vinegar. In front of women, especially in front of the women they like, men tend to secrete too much male hormones, which is embodied in aggressiveness.
"I think Governor Deng is a person with a bit of a pioneering spirit, and he will make great achievements in the future. If we can have a good relationship with him, it will be very beneficial to the development of our group.
I said, Xiao Guo, you have to seize this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Our company's foundation is still too thin, and if we want to open up a larger market and industry, we need a lot of professionals. I'll look for you first. Qin Xiangyun saw that Guo Deguang was a little unable to raise his head with her and Tasha, so he comforted him.
"In the end, you are the leader, or am I the leader. This mentions, Deng Youxu, you are like being beaten with chicken blood. Why don't you want to give me some face? Of course, Guo Deguang got off the donkey.
"Do you want face, or do you want more money?" Qin Xiangyun said.
"If you have money, you have face, this is not a contradiction, it is not a contradiction.
I'm going back to Bencheng the day after tomorrow and Sunday, and Governor Deng is going to see me off, and he wants both of you to come over, and he also brings two people from there, about six. He said he wanted to thank us for doing him a favor, and I said yes without asking for your opinion. Guo Deguang said to the two beauties.
"I'm your subordinate, and of course whatever you say is what you say. Tasha is an international student, if you don't make it clear to others, you will pull them into your dinner, this is not good! Qin Xiangyun deliberately raised the end of this passage upwards.
"Wherever Qin is on, I will follow her wherever she goes!" Tasha took Qin Xiangyun's words.
"Tasha, how could you talk to him!" Qin Xiangyun blamed Tasha.
"I'm not on one side, I'm telling the truth!" Tasha said it cutely.
Qin Xiangyun's heart was very chaotic at the moment, from yesterday to today, the development made her a little unbelievable. Qin Xiangyun originally didn't want to participate in this meeting, she wanted Guo Deguang to let her come over, it was nothing more than to let herself be his shield, otherwise, at the cocktail party, he Guo Deguang and Tasha frowned, but it was too unpopular with men! If Guo Deguang took her Qin Xiangyun with her, the situation would have changed a little.
What made Qin Xiangyun even more excited was the provincial governor Deng Youxu, in her Qin Xiangyun's eyes, she may have a special rebellious psychology towards people in the officialdom. Qin Xiangyun also knew that this kind of mentality was not very good, but what her gloomy emotional experience left her was inferiority complex and unbearable. Qin Xiangyun didn't know if it was her own lack of self-confidence that led to her disgust with some powerful people.
The appearance of Deng Youxu made Qin Xiangyun's heart move, and this kind of heartbeat was different from spending time with Guo Deguang when she was in Ukraine. At that time, she and Guo Deguang were abroad, and there were no familiar people around, and there were no external factors to bother each other. However, Qin Xiangyun defined that experience as passion, and he never mentioned it to Guo Deguang again after returning to China.
When I first met Deng Youxu yesterday, Qin Xiangyun's first impression was his elegance. At the wine party, Deng Youxu's speech and demeanor were more profound, with fewer clichés and more truth. Although he didn't talk much to everyone, both foreigners and Chinese had the desire to talk to him.
When Cui Kev fell into a coma, she could see that Deng Youxu was also flustered. Qin Xiangyun thought that it seems that Governor Deng also had a mess of time! She watched from the sidelines with the mentality of watching the excitement and not being afraid of the chaos, and when Deng Youxu decided to send Cui Koh to the hospital for rescue no matter what, Qin Xiangyun's eyes were a little moist. Although the man in front of her had nothing to do with her, Qin Xiangyun was still moved by Deng Youxu's actions and mind.
Qin Xiangyun volunteered to stay, she wanted to help the young governor. Qin Xiangyun secretly asked Tasha to negotiate with the embassy, so that at least Deng Youxu could leave more space and time to deal with this matter. However, the development of things did not develop in a good direction, and to make matters worse, Deng Youxu actually asked a child to treat Cuikov. Qin Xiangyun didn't understand that such a calm and wise person in his mind could do such a reckless and hasty thing. Even so, Qin Xiangyun was still willing to help him. Of course, isn't Tasha the same for Qin Xiangyun!
When I entered the ward, Qin Xiangyun was a little psychologically resistant, she thought that if something happened, she would stop my nonsense at any time. Later, she saw that Cui Kov woke up with my help, and Qin Xiangyun suddenly woke up to the fact that although Deng Youxu took the risk to find a child, he solved a problem that many people couldn't solve.
Qin Xiangyun reminded me to leave, just because he didn't want so many people to recognize me. At the time, she also wanted to escape from that disgusting environment like Tasha, but she didn't. The reason for not leaving, at that time she herself was also vague.
"I'm going to see a classmate tonight, Xiao Guo, Tasha will be taken care of by you!" Qin Xiangyun said to Guo Deguang with a smile.
"It's still a night to see a friend, and after watching a friend, you can go home and accompany Tasha and me!" Guo Deguang said with a scowl in his face.
"Get out!" Qin Xiangyun angrily scolded Guo Deguang.
"Roll the calves!" Tasha said with a smile.
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Meilan Bar has been open in the provincial capital for two years, and the original owner of the bar was an American. Later, when the American returned home, he gave the bar to his wife in China.
At the beginning of the lanterns, Qin Xiangyun wandered aimlessly on the streets of the provincial capital. Summer nights come late, and even though the street lights are on, people can still see the clouds in the sky, and the stars hiding behind the clouds are too shy to show up, occasionally winking at the people on the ground, and maybe after a while, they will shine!
Qin Xiangyun is also doing well in the provincial capital, and as Guo Deguang's business is getting bigger and bigger, Qin Xiangyun basically doesn't have to worry about money. This Merlin bar is the same place she and Tasha frequent. The proprietress knew about the relationship between Qin Xiangyun and Tasha, but she didn't tell it. Because in those days, there were always some taboos. When the men look at this pair of Chinese and foreign beauties appearing, they will always have some thoughts. When men strike up a conversation with them, they simply reject each other. There are also some unforgiving Chinese who indirectly ask the bar owner, and the bar owner will mysteriously whisper a few words to the visitor. The person who came to ask smacked his lips regretfully and left gloomily.
Today, Qin Xiangyun came to Meilan Bar alone. Qin Xiangyun doesn't like it here, but he can't help Tasha like it.
"Miss Qin hasn't been here for a while! Why didn't you see your companion, Miss Tasha? When the bar owner saw Qin Xiangyun, he took the initiative to come over and say hello, and when he said "companion", the bar owner smiled mysteriously at Qin Xiangyun.
"She's not feeling well today, I'll come alone, I'll leave in a while!" Qin Xiangyun didn't know why she explained these things to this long-tongued woman, but she still said it.
"What do you have today? Still have a cocktail? The bar owner said to Qin Xiangyun.
"No, no, bring me a glass of vodka."
Qin Xiangyun rejected the cocktail recommended to her by the bar owner, not because she liked vodka, but because she didn't like the bar owner's perceptive look.
"Vodka, men drink, energetic! On the rocks! The words said by the bar owner made Qin Xiangyun even more disgusted.
Qin Xiangyun found a quiet place and sat down, he used to come here with Tasha, Tasha would occasionally order a glass of vodka, but Qin Xiangyun rarely drank vodka. Qin Xiangyun took a sip gently, even if the strong vodka was added with ice, it was still very strong for her.
"Miss Qin, you're here too!" The voice of a familiar but unbelievable man came from her side. She couldn't believe that the voice was here, and she couldn't believe that the owner of the voice was the person she wanted in her heart.
"Hello, good luck!"
Qin Xiangyun wanted to say hello politely, but then refused indifferently.
"Ahh You are ,,," Qin Xiangyun was stunned by the man with sunglasses next to him.
"Shhh,,, it's me, it's me." Deng Youxu looked at Qin Xiangyun's surprised look, and quickly made a gesture to calm her down.
"Miss Qin is waiting for someone?" Deng Youxu paced over very gentlemanly.
"No, no, it's just me." Qin Xiangyun's heart beat faster.
"Then I can ,,,," Deng Youxu pointed to the empty place next to Qin Xiangyun.
"Of course, if you want." Qin Xiangyun was a little incoherent.
After Deng Youxu got permission, he sat down.
Suddenly, Deng Youxu and Qin Xiangyun both quieted down, and they wanted to say anything, but they couldn't say anything.
"Just as the pear blossoms are blooming all over the world, and the river is floating with a soft veil, Katyusha is standing on the steep bank, singing like a bright spring light,,,"
Just as the two men looked a little embarrassed, a singer sang the Soviet song "Katyusha" from the center stage of the bar.
"My friends, welcome to the Merlin Bar, this Katyusha is especially for a lady here, oh no, it should be a gentleman and his sweetheart, although his sweetheart is not here today." The bar owner's explanation made Qin Xiangyun even more afraid to talk to Deng Youxu.
"Miss Qin, I also studied abroad, in fact, you don't have to be like that, so I can understand ,,, this." Deng Youxu saw Qin Xiangyun's panicked expression, and seemed to understand what the bar owner meant.
"Mr. Deng, why did you come here alone! People say that men who come to bars to drink alone are all because they are lonely. Qin Xiangyun was anxious to divert the topic, but found a more dangerous topic.
"Because of loneliness? I'm lonely because ,,, right. Miss Qin, what about you? You too, just like the proprietress of the bar said, you are also because of loneliness? Deng Youxu asked a difficult question.
"Women come here because they're afraid of loneliness, and I'm afraid of loneliness." Qin Xiangyun said.
"Mr. Deng, tell me about you, I want to hear you talk about loneliness." Qin Xiangyun became extremely interested in Deng Youxu.
"I, I don't have anything to say, my family conditions were not good when I was a child. It's just me who is studying, and the whole family is for me to get ahead! Fortunately, I was okay with my studies, so I kept reading. Later, he was sent to study abroad by the government, and returned to China after completing his doctorate in the UK. After returning to China, he successfully entered the university as a professor and taught for several years. Later, I felt that I should practice what I had learned in real life, so I responded to the call to go to the steel city of our province to be the mayor for two years. Now I'm drinking with Miss Qin here. Deng Youxu said lightly.
"What about your wife? She doesn't like to come with you? ”
Qin Xiangyun asked a little suddenly.