Su Zheyuan looked at me as if he was going to swallow me, and my face froze, knowing what he had just touched.

I raised my hand and pushed him away: "It's not about you!" ”

But he was determined not to let me go, and pulled me to hide the anger on his face: "Fu Yao! ”

When he spoke, he was like a tiger whose tail had been pulled off, and his voice was loud and fierce, and his eyes were already a little red when he stared at me.

I kept tightening my hands, and the nails were embedded in my palms, making my heart harden a little: "Let go!" ”

I looked up at him, I don't know if my eyes were red, but I knew that my eyes were hot now, and if I continued like this, I couldn't help it, and I would collapse in front of him anytime and anywhere.

But I didn't want to run in front of him.

"Su Zheyuan, I don't like you, really, everyone, classmates, don't force me to say so embarrassingly."

I don't know exactly how I said that, but I know I did, and I can't take it back, and I won't take it back.

It's impossible for someone like me to get love at all.

"Are you with Han Mo?"

He just wouldn't let go, watching me keep asking, the disbelief and hurt on his face embarrassed and heartbroken, I raised my hand and pulled his hand off my wrist, and took a step forward to approach him.

Su Zheyuan is 1.8 meters tall, and I am 1.65 meters tall standing in front of him, and the fifteen centimeter gap seems to have narrowed a lot.

But only I know that there is more than a fifteen centimeter height difference between me and him.

I looked at him like this and sneered: "Yes! I'm with Han Mo, no, it's not together, I'm doing it in Hongyan, you know, Su Zheyuan, everyone, you like me so much, why do you embarrass me so much again and again? Does this make you happy? Or does it make you feel like you can get revenge on me for rejecting you? ”

Word for word, I never felt like such a vicious woman.

But now, I threw out the most vicious language in the world at the boy who loved me and the boy I loved, word by word.

I'm like that perverted psychological killer, reaching out for a knife and slashing at the victim's flesh, but I still ask them to laugh and tell me that he is fine and that he is not uncomfortable.

He looked at me, and the disbelief and disappointment in his eyes pierced me.

After staggering back two steps, Su Zheyuan gritted his teeth and said to me: "Fu Yao, I really didn't expect you to be such a person. ”

With that, he turned around and left.

His slender legs were running fast, and in less than a minute he had disappeared from my sight.

I stood there, and I felt like a balloon that had been emptied, so soft that it almost fell directly to the ground.

The tears finally couldn't help falling, and I finally couldn't help it, squatting on the ground with my knees and crying uncontrollably.

I used the most vicious language to drive out the only boy in the world who loved me.

Long after that day, Su Zheyuan seemed to have disappeared into my world, and I never saw him again.

Later, I heard that after that day, he had a serious illness and spent a week in the hospital before being discharged.

I really didn't know how to face Su Zheyuan again, so even if I had the opportunity to meet him, I tried very hard to stagger it. His thoughts are probably the same as mine, the two of us are obviously in the same department, and sometimes we will even be in the same class when we take electives, but we have never met face-to-face again.

After entering December, the weather in City A really starts to enter winter.

At the beginning of the month, I met Su Zheyuan a few times, and the first time was when I was called to the office by the teacher because of the New Year's Day party, and he happened to be there at that time, and he didn't know what to talk about with the professional teacher. As soon as I arrived at the door of the teacher's office, I saw his back, holding his stomach and pretending to have diarrhea and ran to the toilet, until it was almost class, I cautiously walked out, and after seeing that there were few people in the office, I was relieved to go to the teacher.

Another time was when I went to hand in the final table of the top ten singers, and he happened to be over there in the Student Work Office, I just wanted to stuff a watch, under the stairs, separated by so many people, I still saw Su Zheyuan at a glance.

In the end, I asked a classmate to help me put it in the mailbox of the conservatory, and I turned around and left without even having time to see if my watch was stuffed into it.

Zhao Miao said that I have changed recently, and the whole person has lost weight inexplicably, and asked me if Han Mo came to embarrass me again.

He didn't mention Han Mo, I almost forgot about this uncle.

In the middle of the night, he let me go from his hotel room and left, and he never came to me again.

For Han Mo, I really resigned myself to my fate, and I knew that he would not let me go.

I thought that Su Zheyuan and I ended with such an embarrassing and painful ending that day as the fate of our acquaintance, until we reached the finals of the top ten singers.

This time it's twenty into ten, and I chose the same slow love song, and it's not a very hot song.

This song was released in the year when Liming and Le Jier divorced, probably because the king of heaven is old, and the song did not cause an uproar like the current little fresh meat, at least the degree of heat is not half of the news of his divorce from Le Jier.

Although Zhao Miao and I are both from professional backgrounds, I know that after reaching this final, I can't afford to be beaten like I did in the last semi-final.

I've been listening to this song for three years, and when I sing along, I always order this song when the guest puts the choice in my hands.

Saying that, I wasn't nervous at all, maybe I sang a lot in Hongyan, and now facing a bunch of classmates in the school, to be honest, all of them can't compare to a Han Mo that makes me nervous and scared.

This time Zhao Miao's number is in front of me, she is drawing the number two, and I am the number eight.

As soon as she got off the stage, she ran over to look at me: "Fu Yao, you have to do a good job of psychological construction and be brave?!" ”

She rarely called me by name, and suddenly I was a little unaccustomed to being so serious, "What are you doing mysteriously?" ”

Zhao Miao looked at me for a few seconds before speaking: "The referee in the audience is Han Mo." ”

I was completely confused, what is Han Mo doing in a singing competition in our school?

Zhao Miao is worthy of being my best friend, she knew what I was thinking at a glance, she raised her hand and patted me on the shoulder: "I heard that their company plans to select a few people from our school to train them to become singers." ”

“……”

Zhao Miao raised his hand and wiped my palm: "Don't be nervous, just treat him as if he wasn't there." ”

My heart has begun to beat faster, I can treat other people as if they don't exist, even Su Zheyuan and I can have 10 million ways to make myself pretend that you are not at the scene. But Han Mo couldn't do it, whenever he looked at me, I couldn't help but tremble with fear.

But Zhao Miao didn't know what I had experienced in Han Mo's hands, "Look at you, what kind of cowardice, weren't you quite majestic when you smashed Han Mo with a wine bottle before?" ”

I feel like my heart is beating faster, Zhao Miao really can't open any pot. To prevent her from continuing to exacerbate my nervousness and fear, I could only stop her from continuing: "Okay, I see, you let me be quiet. ”

She pulled me and didn't let me go: "Don't be quiet, it'll be Xiao Wenwen later, look at how she behaves!" ”

I frowned, to be honest, Xiao Wenwen's voice is very good, and she sings well, but she is not distinctive. However, on campus, who cares if you are special or not, your classmates will only know that you are out of tune, or you may not be able to hear it when you leave.

Xiao Wenwen is the fourth, and the third has reached the end, and the two of us listened for a while, and it was Xiao Wenwen's turn.

She was across from me and looked at me before she went on stage.

She chose a very popular song, Soda Green's "I Miss You So Much".

She played very well, but she lacked a little hysterical spirit in the "" part, and the judges said that her gas was not enough, but overall it was still very good.

Xiao Wenwen came directly to me when she stepped down, I don't know if she did it on purpose, she stepped on me when she came down, I didn't be polite to her, I raised my leg and kicked her directly, and before she could speak, I spoke first: "I'm sorry, I thought something hit my foot, it hurt too much, I couldn't help but raise my leg to soothe it." ”

She was kicked by me and fell on the iron frame behind her, and looked at me with a blue face: "It's almost you, why don't you memorize the lyrics properly, lest you forget the words like last time!" ”

I fought back without smiling: "Hehe, I think I'd better practice the qi of the dantian, lest the judges and teachers say that I am not angry enough." ”

"Y-huh!"

Xiao Wenwen raised her hand and pointed at me, probably she couldn't think of scolding me anything, so she left directly.

I had such a fuss with Xiao Wenwen, and the sixth was already halfway through the singing.

The seventh will soon arrive, and the next one will be me.

I shook my hand, my palms sweaty.

Zhao Miao came back from chatting with the person and hugged me: "Don't be nervous, I am most optimistic about you." ”

I nodded, and just wanted to memorize the lyrics, but the little brother in charge of the accompaniment said to me, "Fu Yao, why is your accompaniment missing?!" ”

I frowned, went down and flipped through the USB flash drive: "Here." ”

"It's a virus."

"it!"

I didn't say it, Zhao Miao said it, but I also scolded it in my heart.

"Can you download it on the spot?"

The accompanist brother asked me, I was a little irritable: "This song has not spread on the Internet, let alone the accompaniment, I spent a lot of effort to find the original singer, this accompaniment is still I want to find a friend to help me get it, and I can't get the accompaniment of this song for a while." ”