Four hundred and one chapters
Smelling the fragrance of jasmine, Su Bairan slowly closed his eyes and covered the sad mood in his eyes.
It's not clear whether the boy's method is useful or not.
It felt like a psychiatrist's routine, but there was no doctor watching from the sidelines, just ordering something similar to a mosquito coil.
The eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and I have to admit that this thing may not have any effect, but it does have a certain effect on the present as if it is in peace, and the eyes slowly close together, and the taste of sleepiness swept in instantly.
The irritable mind was stabilized at this time, and no activity seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep, but he could feel his own interactions, and at this time, he could even hear the sound of his own blood flowing, flowing one by one.
It seemed that some shadow was flowing before his eyes.
One after another, he squatted in front of the computer wearing a white shirt, stepping on slippers, wearing jeans, and holding a lollipop in his mouth.
I don't know what kind of wind I encountered, I don't belong to this era, and then I woke up blank for this world.
Every step seems to be in the depths of his memory, and the small details that he has forgotten a little bit have slowly spread to his eyes.
Especially...
The kind of shadow that I put in my heart and paid special attention to, carefully observed, the person who existed in my memory seemed to have been left in front of my eyes, but there was a slight difference in that memory.
But is it really any different? Obviously, I have noticed it a long time ago, and I have even written it down in my heart, but I just subconsciously came out of my heart, and slowly crossed away that shadow, and I had to have the mood of avoidance, and I didn't care at all, but now I look at it again, what's the difference, it's just that I began to admit it.
That little girl is not as pure as she imagined, at least when talking to herself, there are a lot of words that do carry a certain degree of information.
And the topic that came out of the discussion with yourself... Money.
For the first time, I said with great fanfare in front of myself, that I had accepted gifts from other people, and that I had now taken some of my belongings.
Naturally, the evidence collected by the young man cleverly corresponded together, deeply locked in his mind, and the scenes in front of him quickly crossed by, flowing back and forth between his eyes.
The old photos that can be seen for a long time have been paid attention to, and even complained with the girl's laughter, but they are all under the other party's simple and kind filter, and they have no way to see it, the real face of the one hidden under their own filter.
Yes.
Sha Hua is not as simple as he imagined, at least there is indeed a little triviality in his hands and feet, and the evidence collected is indeed true, and he had an awkward quarrel with Aunt Zhang for no reason, I am afraid there is indeed a certain component.
Now that I think about it, I am a little bit concerned, after all, Aunt Zhang is planning to cooperate with herself, so why did she come over and take a maid to save her face? It can only be said that the circumstances at that time made him have to do this, and he had to take this step.
Not to mention that under the evidence of the young man, he still had to quibble, and even planned a goal of the boss in his mind, without thinking about whether the record was true or not, and there was no falsehood, all of which were because he had seen the wrong person at the beginning, and he didn't have such a thought at all, but quickly attributed the reason to others.
Su Gulin, maybe he is really not a good person, after all, all kinds of conspiracies and calculations are really handy, and he doesn't have much of a good impression of himself, but in this matter, I am afraid that he really wronged himself, but he just said it in a weird way on the other side, and he will also have a significant desire for points in the future.
Su Bairan kept a fresh memory of every frame of the past in the dream, until...
Until a knife of white light flashed in the bottom of the heart, the memories that I was most unwilling to face, quietly flowed in, the words I had heard, the sound of the two people talking to each other.
Brother Jiu and Wang Jiu.
One has now been captured, and the other has become friends with himself by mistake, the voices of the two people are extremely familiar, they once walked their lives, and now there is also a certain amount of human voice, once again showing in front of them, and it is difficult to explode in the heart There is no certain shadow existence.
The words spoken by Shengsheng Si were exactly the same as those he had encountered.
Watching the familiar figure of the two people walking in, he flew forward again.
"Kill her!"
However...
In fact, it's not what I imagined, memory is the ability to be missing.
I also knew that my memory was really disconnected from the memory of the dead one, and I could deeply realize that I didn't really care about such a problem.
No matter how you say it, it is also the end of being hacked to death.
Even if you think about it, it's not good for physical and mental health, and it seems to be good to avoid it a little, and I have never thought about what kind of scene it is after that white light.
"Kill her!"
The familiar figure, the girl who was put in her heart, always thought that she was really thinking about herself, and the figure of the person who could give her life for herself, ran to the two people after a leap and said fiercely, "Kill her!" ”
There is no meaning of nostalgia or redemption, under the surprised eyes of the two people, this side is held fiercely.
Wang Jiu, on the contrary, was the most timid one present, took two steps back, and whispered, "There's no need, didn't he just say himself, but the eldest lady in this family is not the person we think?" Let's go find someone. ”
"Don't listen to this nonsense, this person can't stay!" Sha Hua's face was unprecedentedly distorted, and the look of jealousy had already been revealed, and he looked at this side with fierce eyes. It was as if they were going to eat people alive.
"When you stay alone, it quickly becomes an unfulfilled cry for help, and when that time comes, you have to think about whether the plan can still be completed, and when the voice spreads quickly, the plan in your heart will be in vain."
Sha Hua said this, looking at the two people, some generations of deep affection, directly picked up the knife in the hand of one of them and rushed over to this side. The distorted expression is a happy face that cannot be concealed in an instant.
"No!"
Su Bairan gasped for breath, sat up stunned with his heart covered, and thought blankly about the dark night, knocking on the open window.
The young man leaned on the window with his hands, rested his chin there, and looked this way cutely.
The nervous and panicked emotions turned into chains, wrapped around his heart, looked at the young man, looked at his shadow, and didn't know how to face it for a moment, knocked it twice, and sighed helplessly.
Fear re-confronts the truth of his death, the things of the past are turned upside down in an instant, the rotation of changes in front of his eyes, and too many things are shattered and reassembled in this moment.
It seems that it has long been imprinted in the depths of his heart, but he did not make himself destroyed as if surprised, there are a lot of emotions mixed in, and there is no way to say clearly even at this moment, in the moment of staring at the young man, all of them are shattered, no matter how terrible can this big brother be terrible?
Someone else is sleeping at the window door, what is this for? Either you come in, or you don't come over, run there and stare at yourself, not afraid of scaring people to death or whatever, and thanks to his many days of training, he has finally exercised a heart of stone, otherwise just looking at it with such a look is always scaring a little better.
The heart was pounding wildly, and at this time, he calmed down a little, sat there stupidly for a while, and then said according to his hand: "Young man, what are you still doing there, if you want to enter the house, come in." ”
Han Yuhuan said with a smile: "It seems that my sister is really fragrant when I think about it now, but I don't know what it is, looking at my sister's appearance, it seems to be competitive and frightened, is it because I dreamed of me in my sleep?" ”
Su Bairan: "..."This child is quite clear about self-setting and personal positioning, you know what kind of person you are, right?"
"What are you messing around with? I just remembered something I didn't want to think about. ”
raised his eyes to look at the other party's joking appearance, nodded helplessly and said. "It's related to that maid."
The smoke in my heart gave rise to the girl who spoiled you at this time, and the son could never be revealed from his mouth, he could only be converted into a maid, and he couldn't even think of more tiresome words at this time, otherwise he had to go up.
It's not a person who loves to live and hates to die, but the appearance of this person is infinitely planned in his heart, and it seems to be inserted into his heart.
Countless times of planning for the other party, even if there was something that could not be unraveled earlier, even if there were many things that could not be melted, but in these days, I have been tossing and turning for each other again and again, thinking about how the other party will live after I leave, is this thought not enough to move, can such emotions not melt for a short time, why should I continue to sell myself at such a moment.
I can't even figure out why I want to leave this world early after I can't get along to the extreme, and what kind of reason is in my heart.
Since there is resentment, why are these things finally willing to stay by his side and be a well-behaved and caring person?