Chapter 9: I just want to go with you for the rest of my life

"Li Xiao, your letter."

When he went to work, Wang Qian brought a letter.

Looking at the familiar handwriting, Li Xiao knew that it was Liu Qiangjun who came.

Since he failed the college entrance examination again and left for a foreign country, the two lost contact again like a kite with a broken string. I don't know how he knew his address. The only possibility was what his uncle told him.

I couldn't wait to open the letter, and the familiar greeting came into view.

"Smile:

Hello!

I was very worried when I heard that you had left home for Guangdong. When you are alone, there are many inconveniences in life and work, so you must learn to face it independently and take care of yourself.

Don't know how you're working now? I heard that it is a case factory, is it dangerous to work? I have a cousin who used to work in the same type of factory, and it is said that there is still a certain amount of danger. Pay special attention to safety when operating the machine, and I hope you must protect yourself well.

Money is not the most important thing, talent is.

Hope you are happy!

I want to come and see you when I have time, is that okay?

Miss your Liu Qiangjun

**October 31"

As soon as he sent his father away, he received a letter from Liu Qiangjun, and Li Xiao's heart instantly rushed like a sea.

Tears flowed instantly.

"Liu Qiangjun" is a name that has always been in my heart. At this time, it brought him not joy but sadness.

Between the two, it is not only the identity, but also the region, education and educational background. Li Xiao felt that he was getting farther and farther away from Liu Qiangjun now.

Although in the dead of night, when she couldn't sleep alone, she especially longed for Liu Qiangjun's hug, longed for his caresses, longed for his kisses, wanted to hug him and cry freely, and poured out her grievances in her heart, but she felt that everything was so far away.

As she sat at her workbench and was saddened by herself, a voice brought her back to reality.

"What's wrong? Whose letter? Wang Qian walked over and asked.

"A friend's."

"Boyfriend?"

"It's not."

"No, why are you so sad?"

"Nothing."

"I've heard your father say that you have a good boy classmate who is in college, isn't he?"

"It's a friend."

"No matter what kind of friend it is, you still have to be serious when you work, if I didn't come to see it just now, your silk will be broken, and I just helped you turn off the machine."

At this time, Li Xiao noticed that there was no sound of the machine running.

Looking at Wang Qian, his eyes were still full of tears.

"It's not a boyfriend, why are you crying?"

"Nothing?"

"If you don't have anything, you can work with peace of mind, many times, we can't help ourselves, and we can't love. Do you want to know why I came to Guangdong to work? ”

"Huh?"

"Like you, I used to be a good student in school, I studied liberal arts, and I also failed the college entrance examination. I have a female classmate I like very much, we are from the same village, and they are all surnamed Wang. But your grandfather disagreed, thinking that the same surname did not come out of the five suits, and insisted on dismantling us. Later, he forced me to marry another woman, and I ran away from home the day after I got married, and it took a year to divorce the marriage. Every time I go back and see that female classmate, I feel a lot of emotion, for a while I was very negative, negative to the point of misanthropy, but when I came to this factory, I saw that many people risked their fingers and hands to get a little meager income, what is my emotional injury? Outside, it is more important for people to be safe and healthy than anything else. If you want to get what you want, whether it is money or status, you have to rely on your own efforts and struggles, and only when you are strong can you achieve your wishes. Wang Gan used his own personal experience to tell Li Xiao to let go of what he should let go of, and to work hard.

Wang Qian saw that Li Xiao's mood was stable and left.

Retracting his heart, Li Xiao arranged the work, and then wrote a reply letter to Liu Qiangjun on the workbench.

"Strong Army:

Hello!

Everything is fine, don't worry!

I started to learn technology now, there was no danger, and I was used as a reserve technical talent in the factory.

There are a lot of sisters who go out to work like me, they come from all over the world, Sichuan, Guizhou, Guangxi, Shanxi, and more of us from Hunan.

Also, an uncle in the same house also takes care of me, so don't worry.

We are very remote here, it is inconvenient for you to come, you should study hard, learn a good profession to serve the country.

All the best!

Laugh and laugh

**November 3rd"

After writing the letter, Li Xiao couldn't help but feel sad again.

"Liu Qiangjun, my soul confidant, although I love you very much, I miss you very much, I want to rush to you desperately to hug you, like a moth to a fire, transmit my strong and fiery emotions to you, but, every time I think of reality, I begin to retreat, begin to cringe, and begin to compromise. I felt like I was really weak, very weak, too weak to control the reality of being strong.

Let's end the relationship, and if we go on, maybe we will lose both, and I hope we can be friends for life, okay?

I really love you, but I have to let go. I hope you can find your own happy home!

The road ahead, let me walk alone! Li Xiao muttered silently in his heart.

Then the tears flowed down again. Every time she thought of the desperate thought, her tears fell uncontrollably, as if she had hurt him and even hurt herself.

Sometimes, Li Xiao thinks, let's die lonely like this, there is too much helplessness in people's lives, there is actually very little we can do, everything is natural.

The letter is written and sealed, and it can only be sent on weekends, and they can only nest in the factory in normal times, and at most wander around the perimeter.

I once again remembered the familiar Cantonese song "I Just Want to Go With You All My Life"

You've had the most beautiful encounter

You've had some ups and downs

You've been drunk and hurt to the end

But I find that I think you can't live without

In your eyes every time you complain

Like I never know how to give you tenderness

Stop telling us that we've broken up already

It's not enough for you to teach me to be sad

But you didn't take it

All in the dream

Let you go

Why can't you see through it?

But please don't forget

Old love

I would like to cry silently

I really want to go with you for the rest of my life

Even if it's the horizon

How much has changed

A lifetime only

Pursue in the wind

Don't want to stay alone

But please don't forget

Old love

I would like to cry silently

I really want to go with you for the rest of my life

You in my heart

You who think of the sea

You can't live without it in this life

In your eyes every time you complain

Like I never know how to give you tenderness

Stop telling us that we've broken up already

It's not enough for you to teach me to be sad

But you didn't take it

All in the dream

Let you go

Why can't you see through it?

But please don't forget

Old love

I would like to cry silently

I really want to go with you for the rest of my life

Even if it's the horizon

How much has changed

A lifetime only

Pursue in the wind

Don't want to stay alone

But please don't forget

Old love

I would like to cry silently

I really want to go with you for the rest of my life

You in my heart

You who think of the sea

You can't live without it in this life

But please don't forget

Old love

I would like to cry silently

I really want to go with you for the rest of my life

Even if it's the horizon

How much has changed

A lifetime only

Pursue in the wind

Don't want to stay alone

But please don't forget

Old love

I would like to cry silently

I really want to go with you for the rest of my life

You in my heart

You who think of the sea

You can't live without it in this life