This is the first child in the palace, Zhao Fei was very careful, instructed the people around him to send Qiao Meiren back carefully, and sent someone to inform Jiang Yao, but now Jiang Yao is very busy, and only some rewards are in response to Qiao Meiren, and let me take care of Qiao Meiren's baby.

I wondered a little, Jiang Yao didn't seem to be a person who would trust me at all, how could he leave his child so relieved to me to take care of? But since this responsibility falls on my shoulders, I will do my best to protect the safety of Qiao Meiren's mother and son no matter what.

"The queen mother is not strange, it was the concubine who asked the emperor to let the queen mother take care of the concubine and the fetus in the womb." Qiao Meiren had just drunk the fetal pill and said this to me who came to visit her.

"Me?" I'm a little puzzled, Qiao Meiren doesn't look like a deaf person, don't you know that the power is in the hands of Wang Yin and Zhao Fei? How could he rashly entrust me with such a person with no real power?

Qiao Meiren said that she wanted to eat sour things, sent away the people around her, and then said to me: "Only the concubine knows how unexpected and lucky this child is, and this may be the only child of the concubine." ”

What does this mean? I couldn't be a little innocent and looked at her.

Qiao Meiren smiled: "Don't be nervous, it's not that anyone wants to harm the concubine, it's just that there are some things, and I have experienced it before I am white, and it is enough to be lucky once in my life." ”

The smile on Qiao Meiren's face is very beautiful, and that feeling of satisfaction and happiness can rarely be seen from the face of a concubine.

"This child was originally because of the queen's mother, so I also hope to raise him with the queen mother in the future, this may be a bit excessive, a concubine's child is delusional to be raised by the queen's mother, but the concubine can assure the queen that in the future, this child will definitely be the mother's child."

"...... your father?" I really can't remember when I helped Qiao Meiren, so naturally I can only start from her family background, if she is my father's subordinate, all this is explained.

"The concubine's father was originally the leader of the small tribe of Xiliang, a few days ago I heard that General Rong took over the affairs of the frontier, my father was taken care of by General Rong, and the whole tribe could be protected under the strength of the King of Xiliang. The first child in the harem was supposed to be born to the queen's mother, and the concubine's child came suddenly, but she didn't mean to fight with her mother for anything. ”

"Qiao Meiren is too worried, the world says that I, the queen, was made by the Rong clan, although I am not as stupid as the rumors, but at least I can understand some words, my brother probably wants Qiao Meiren to help me more, not to completely make you my vassal, you don't have to be too nervous."

"Yes." Qiao Meiren lowered her head.

"The queen mother, Qiao beauty, the lady is here."

With that, Zhao Fei came in with a congratulatory gift for Qiao Meiren. Zhao Fei has never been a disgrace in etiquette, and their Zhao family has never lacked these things.

After Zhao Fei came, the content we talked about naturally changed in a direction, and with her, I didn't need to think about what to say later, and I didn't have to worry about being cold.

Zhao Fei is a busy man, he was about to leave after a while, and he didn't forget to invite me to go back together, so it seems that Zhao Fei didn't seem to come to see Qiao Meiren, but more like he came to me.

On the way back, Zhao Fei didn't beat around the bush and said, "The queen must know about King Xiliang's courtship, right?" ”

I glanced at Zhao Fei, neither stopped nor said anything, Zhao Fei smiled slightly, and said: "The concubine didn't come to deliberately satirize Princess Wenle, but I just hope that the queen mother can be alone and not get involved in this matter." ”

This is to wrong me, I have never liked to join in the fun, and I can hide when I encounter trouble, this time I was pulled into this troubled water by the Queen Mother for no reason, as for the matter of Wenle, no one has said anything to me, and I simply pretend that I don't know at all.

Zhao Fei was nothing more than worried about Zhao Yi, but he was afraid that the Queen Mother and Jiang Yao really didn't have a good deal, and would think of a compromise way to marry Wenle to Zhao Yi, who obviously belonged to Jiang Yao's camp. Zhao Fei doesn't want Zhao Yi to have obvious tendencies, although he is now a person by Jiang Yao's side, but at least he has no rights and actions, if he is really a colt, he is afraid that he will never be able to withdraw at that time.

Zhao Fei feels that no attitude is the best attitude, no matter what, he can always be invincible in the struggle, he doesn't need to give advice to anyone, he doesn't need to worry about anyone, he doesn't need to be a shield for anyone, and he doesn't need to be a thorn in the side or a thorn in the flesh of a person in power.

I didn't want to have anything to do with Zhao Fei in these matters, so I just nodded and reassured her.

A few days later, Jiang Yao came, looking much thinner, and the person also looked a lot haggard. I watched him handle government affairs well, and I felt a little unbearable in my heart: What's so good about being an emperor? If I can really have my own children in the future, I will definitely not let him be the emperor, I will let him live a full life freely.

Thinking about these ideas, which coincide with Zhao Fei, it can't help but be a little funny.

"What are you laughing at?"

This subtle expression was actually noticed by Jiang Yao, who had been keeping his head down, there was no question in his voice, it was more like a casual sentence in the chat, understatement, it was easy for people to relax their vigilance.

"Qiao Meiren's kid kicked me today." I'm pretty good at lying, Qiao Meiren is less than two months pregnant, and her belly hasn't been shown yet, where can she kick me?

Jiang Yao is also a father for the first time, and he has only sent people to comfort Qiao Meiren these days, and he himself has not been there once, so I am unscrupulous and unscrupulous, and I don't have to worry about being exposed.

Jiang Yao didn't seem interested in my answer, and then lowered his head and returned his gaze to the original recital.

For a long time, I was a little sleepy, Jiang Yao finally got up from the case, and I was anxious to stand up. Jiang Yao stretched out his hand to me, he didn't seem to mind pulling me on such a trivial matter, I was a little unnatural, lowered my head and refused as if I didn't see it.

I silently took a step back, making enough space for Jiang Yao to leave, and Jiang Yao didn't hesitate, retracting his hand as if nothing had happened.

The next day, Bunraku sent someone to send me a small box, saying that it was not big or small, and it was locked, but it did not give me the key. I thought I had something to keep, so I hid it carefully, trying not to wonder what was inside.

Later, I heard that Jiang Yao gave Wen Le a marriage, and he was neither the son of King Xiliang nor Zhao Yi. At the same time, he took care of the officials in the northwest, and personally placed a few of his own people, and the power of the queen mother was filed, but at least Wenle's marriage was saved.

On the day of Wenle's wedding, I was going to see her off, she was wearing a red dress, which always reminded me of the third sister at the beginning, the world is unpredictable, who could have predicted that the future life would really be as unsatisfactory as they imagined?

Leaving such a deep palace inner garden is not a good thing for her, after all, some people want to leave, and it is impossible.

Bunraku couldn't see how happy she was, but she didn't resist in the slightest, she painted herself with makeup and another layer of rouge.

She was born very beautiful, with the demeanor of an imperial princess, with innate arrogance in her eyebrows, and her drooping eyes were also a gesture of looking down on all beings; She also has the delicacy of a girl, and the rigidity and softness are vividly displayed in a person, she is going to be someone else's wife this time, and the brilliance of this body will be exhausted.

"I'm going to marry someone I don't like, just like you."

Before Bunraku sat down in the sedan chair, he took my hand and whispered in my ear. She stuffed something hard in my palm, and I held it firmly and tucked it in my sleeve.

"I'm sorry."

That was the last thing Bunraku said to me, but I didn't know what it meant.

We have never had any grudges, where did I get sorry, maybe there was something that she didn't tell me for some reason?

The Queen Mother has been in decline for a long time, and she is not as strong as before, but Jiang Yao has changed her anxiety from a while ago, and she has become more and more youthful and energetic.

I didn't say a word on the long palace road, looking at the road ahead and feeling a little emotional, I returned to the palace and took out the thing that Bunraku gave me, it was a key, and the size seemed to correspond to the box that I had given me before.

I just sent Bunraku away, and I'm not in the mood to sort out the things she left behind, and the items that put other people's thoughts on them are too sad, even if it's an irrevocable foregone conclusion, it will make people sigh for a long time and can't let go.

I always thought that it was the past of Wenraku and Zhao Yi, and I always felt that since it was all in the past, these things should not be turned out again and make some meaningless sadness, so I put the key in the jewelry box and stacked it with those large and small pearls and gemstones.

Su Ko seems to know that I am not very happy these days, from time to time to come to me to go out for a walk, the weather is gradually warming, it is the season to fly kites, I also think that I have been dull in the past, at least give the haze a chance to be blown away.

When Su Ko went to see Qiao Meiren with me, I saw the envy in Su Ko's eyes with my own eyes, she said: "I have been with Ah Yao for so long, and I have been thinking about what our child will look like in the future and what Ah Yao will give him a name, but I have never been. ”

"The Sumers are in full bloom, and they are so young, they will definitely have their own children." One is a favorite concubine, the other is a queen, Qiao Meiren didn't dare to take advantage of the two of us at all.

"This kind of thing is left to fate." Su Ko waved his hand and said, "It's hard to see that you can't eat or sleep every day, and now I'm also thinking about whether I really want to suffer this hardship." ”

"It's not hard, but it's tired of the queen's mother, and I send people to send a lot of things every day, such as fetal medicine, nourishing ejiao, bird's nest, where can the concubines be blessed to share these."

"One person eats, two people make up." Su Ko waved his hand and motioned Qiao Meiren not to take it to heart: "If you think it's good, I have a lot of them there, and I will send them to you." ”

"No, no, no." Qiao Meiren hurriedly said: "These are enough, don't bother Sister Su." ”

"Then I'll keep it for Ah Xuan, and when Ah Xuan has her own children in the future, she will also call me a mother." Su Ko smiled and hugged my arm, and rubbed her furry head into my arms: "My favorite people are Ah Yao and Ah Xuan." ”

I really don't dare to respond to Su Ko in this matter, after all, I may not be able to have my own children in this life, I am destined to be incompetent, if I can't give it to other mothers, I'd rather not have this child.

After Wenle got married, the power of the Queen Mother gradually shrank, and she retreated to the palace, and even my daily greetings were waived.

At the same time, Su Ko's status is also rising, not only has she jumped from a beauty to a legitimate concubine, but she only took Su Ko and Zhao Fei on the spring hunt.

The cold winter has passed, and the season of recovery of all things is followed by a steady stream of good news.

Soon, the wedding day of the fifth sister and His Royal Highness King Jing also arrived, under the care of Changyun, the corresponding gifts were sent over, Jiang Yao didn't mean to let me go, so I stayed in the palace obediently, anyway, the wedding banquet of these two, I was not interested in it at all.

Now Qiao Meiren is four months pregnant, and it stands to reason that she should settle down, I occasionally ask some words of concern under Changyun's signal, in short, I just eat and drink well, and that's all I can do.

But Qiao Meiren's face didn't look good at all, her originally ruddy face turned pale day by day, and her moist eyes were like frost, and she couldn't get angry at all.

Changyun also noticed it, and asked the imperial doctor to come over and have a good diagnosis. The imperial doctor didn't say anything wrong, only frowned, it seemed that the situation was not optimistic.

Changyun asked about the results of the imperial doctor's diagnosis, and the imperial doctor only vaguely said that he was not sure now, and he would go back and forth after going back and turning over the ancient books.

It makes sense to me, but it's better to be cautious about these things.

It's just that I didn't wait for the imperial doctor to come back and forth, and I heard the news of Qiao Meiren's miscarriage first that night. This is the first child in the palace, and it was handed over to me to take care of, so naturally if Jiang Yao wants to ask the teacher for guilt, he will also use me first.

My Fengluan Hall is a little far away from Qiao Meiren's palace, and when I arrived, basically everyone had arrived, even Jiang Yao, who didn't show up much.