163 She could no longer find her way home

The sinister and cunning, black-bellied and cold-blooded future Xiaoge Lao, at this time, is he the same person as later?

Xie Yuluo was absent-minded, and the needle in her hand accidentally pricked the tip of her finger, but fortunately, it was not very heavy, there was no blood, only a little skin was cut.

Xie Yuluo pinched her fingertips slightly, and returned to normal.

She only sewed a sleeve and went to bed with her two children, and after telling the story, Xiao Zimeng quickly fell asleep, and Xiao Zixuan occasionally tossed and turned.

Xie Yuluo was awakened by a nightmare.

In the dream, she dreamed that there was a beautiful woman standing next to Xiao Yu, she was happily nestled in Xiao Yu's arms, her eyes were full of love when she looked at Xiao Yu, and Xiao Yu's eyes were tender when she looked at her.

The two were intimate, and the woman stared at Xie Yuluo tightly and unscrupulously, and even laughed loudly.

She laughed loudly, her blood-red lips were snow-white teeth, cold and terrifying, and it made people shudder.

The glamorous woman said to Xie Yuluo hideously, Xiao Yu wants her life!

Xiao Yu has long since disappeared.

Immediately after, there was a pool of blood on the ground, broken flesh and bones.

She died, what a miserable death!

Xie Yuluo sat up straight in fright.

Xiao Zixuan hadn't slept yet, and when he heard the movement, he hurriedly got up, and by the hazy moonlight outside, he saw that his sister-in-law was shocked, and there were fine beads of sweat on her forehead, and she said distressedly: "Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?" Is it a nightmare? ”

Xie Yuluo swallowed hard and breathed a long sigh of relief.

Thankfully, it's just a dream!

But it was just a dream, which scared her like this, which shows what kind of frightening scene she dreamed of in the dream.

Xiao Zixuan poured a glass of water for Xie Yuluo: "Sister-in-law, drink some water." ”

Xie Yuluo took it and drank it, and her frightened heart calmed down a little.

"Did it wake you up?" Xie Yuluo calmed down and asked in a low voice.

Xiao Zimeng beside him slept sweetly, snoring and snoring.

Xiao Zixuan shook his head: "No, sister-in-law, I still ...... Not asleep yet! ”

Didn't fall asleep?

Xie Yuluo: "What's wrong?" Is there something uncomfortable? After speaking, he had to touch Xiao Zixuan's forehead with his hand.

Xiao Zixuan shook his head, "Sister-in-law, I'm not uncomfortable, I just ...... I just can't sleep! ”

Can't sleep?

Xie Yuluo looked at Xiao Zimeng beside her, she couldn't sleep anyway, "Zixuan, why don't you go to the courtyard to sit?" ”

Xiao Zixuan hurriedly hummed, got up and put on his clothes, and the two crept to the yard, the night breeze in May was still a little cold on his body, Xie Yuluo took a thick little blanket and draped it on Xiao Zixuan's body before coming out.

The two of them sat under the eaves and watched the stars in the sky.

At this moment, the moon is only half-bent and not bright, and the stars next to it are even brighter.

Xiao Zixuan wiped his nose, and Xie Yuluo handed over his handkerchief: "What are you thinking?" Xie Yuluo asked him.

The handkerchief has a faint fragrance, just like the sister-in-law's body, fragrant and smelly, smelling it, the whole person's heart is quiet.

After Xiao Zixuan wiped his nose, he carefully folded the handkerchief in his hand, "I'm thinking about the eldest brother." ”

The eldest brother is about to finish the exam, and I don't know how the eldest brother is doing.

Xie Yuluo heard what Xiao Zixuan meant: "Are you worried about your eldest brother?" ”

Xiao Zixuan's nasal voice was a little thick, and he snorted: "I don't know how the eldest brother did in the exam!" ”

Xie Yuluo didn't know how to comfort him for a while.

Do you tell him that your eldest brother will definitely fail the exam this time, or will you keep your eyes open and talk nonsense, and your eldest brother will definitely pass the exam this time?

It doesn't seem to work either!

said that if you can't pass the exam, doesn't that prove that you have no confidence in Xiao Yu all along? If you say that you will pass the exam, you will be disappointed as much as you hope when you get it.

Xie Yuluo also looked up at the Milky Way in the sky.

The stars are dotted like a black curtain dotted with countless brilliant diamonds.

It's beautiful!

Xiao Zixuan sniffed and seemed to cry, "Big brother said that if he can't take the exam again this year, he won't take the exam again." ”

If you can't read a book, it's always expensive. Moreover, it is a lot of money.

"Whether your eldest brother does well or not, we are happy, even if we don't do well, we are just as happy, not this year, continue to come back next year!" Xie Yuluo comforted, looked up at the stars in the sky again, and continued faintly, "Your eldest brother must take the road of imperial examinations in his life......

The future Xiaoge Lao, Lianzhong Sanyuan, has been on the road all the way to the pinnacle of life.

"Big brother, he came back to farm, and he never touched books again." Xiao Zixuan said what Xiao Yu said.

Xie Yuluo smiled: "Fool, then what is your eldest brother farming for?" ”

"To feed me and my sister!" Xiao Zixuan said in a choked voice.

Xie Yuluo smiled again: "Then do you think your sister-in-law raised you well?" ”

"Of course!" Xiao Zixuan said without thinking about it.

"Then I can support you, why do you want the eldest brother to give up his favorite reading?" Xie Yuluo asked solemnly: "I can raise you well, and I can also take good care of your eldest brother!" ”

Not really.

The sister-in-law can exchange a handkerchief for a full of profits, and a recipe can be exchanged for five taels of silver. She is so good, so beautiful, so gentle, and her sister-in-law in the world is not as good as his sister-in-law.

But what if the sister-in-law doesn't like the eldest brother and insists on leaving?

Where did the eldest brother find such a good sister-in-law.

"Sister-in-law......" Xiao Zixuan looked at Xie Yuluo in a daze, biting her lip, as if she had something to say to her.

"What do you want to say?" Xie Yuluo encouraged him: "There's nothing you can't say to your sister-in-law, just say whatever you want!" ”

Xiao Zixuan looked at Xie Yuluo, and finally mustered up the courage to ask, "Sister-in-law, are you ...... Do you still hate Big Brother? ”

Xie Yuluo was a little embarrassed: "That...... No, don't hate it anymore. ”

What qualifications does she have to hate the future Xiao Ge Lao, Xiao Ge Lao hates her almost!

"That'...... Then will you leave Big Brother and leave us? Xiao Zixuan asked nervously again.

This question......

Xie Yuluo didn't know how to answer.

Xiao Ge Lao will still have a lover in the future, and she is just a passerby in his life who has appeared in a hurry with the name of his wife.

It's not that she's leaving, it's that she has to.

She can only change the fate of her two children and change her own fate by herself, but Xiao Yu is ...... She can't influence his decisions and fate!

Xie Yuluo didn't speak for a long time, Xiao Zixuan couldn't do it nervously, holding Xie Yuluo's hand tightly, her eyes burning, and she looked at her worriedly: "Sister-in-law, will you leave us?" ”

He was nervous.

Xie Yuluo stretched out her right hand and hugged Xiao Zixuan in her arms: "I won't leave you!" ”

Unless, you don't need me anymore.

She didn't say the last half of the sentence, time will always go forward, Xiao Yu's sweetheart will always appear, the destined woman will take care of Xiao Yu and love the two children, and her mission will end here.

When the time comes, she doesn't need to talk about it, and she should leave.

When Xiao Zixuan heard this, he was overjoyed, and the two of them were next to each other, looking up at the stars in the sky.

"Sister-in-law, you say, we are living so well now, do they know it?"

"You'll know, they're in the sky, they're watching us!" Xie Yuluo looked at the stars in the sky and said faintly.

She looked a little sluggish, looked up at the stars in the sky stupidly, and felt that she was like a star in the sky now, looking very close, in fact......

It's so far away that you can't imagine it!

"Zixuan, don't worry, I won't let your eldest brother come home to farm! I will let him do what he wants to do the most until he accomplishes his own dreams. ”

Climb up to a position she could never reach again.

It's like the brightest star in the sky, which can shine on many people, but it can't shine on her alone.

Xiao Zixuan now believes in Xie Yuluo, believes her words, and he believes whatever she says.

"Sister-in-law, thank you! You're not alone, I'll work with you! Xiao Zixuan said solemnly.

Xie Yuluo smiled and stretched out her hand to hold him again, neither of them spoke again, only looked up at the stars in the sky. The largest and brightest morning star in the sky shines brightly in the sky.

Xie Yuluo pointed to the star and said to Xiao Zixuan: "Zixuan, look, the brightest star is the Morning Star!" Even if we get lost in the night, as long as we look at the morning star, we won't get lost. It can light our way home. It's just that I can't find my way home anymore! ”

She probably won't be able to go back.

Xiao Zixuan didn't understand what she meant, "Sister-in-law, no matter where you go, as long as you know the way home, I will take you home!" ”

Xie Yuluo smiled and didn't speak.

The way home?

She's long since lost.

No matter how bright the star is, it doesn't work.

Xie Yuluo's nose was a little sour.

I don't know how long it took before the two went back to sleep. Xiao Zixuan fell asleep after getting out of bed through Xie Yuluo's enlightenment, but Xie Yuluo was a little anxious this night.

She misses her family, her parents, grandparents, and grandparents. I am still thinking that if Xiao Yu comes back, will there be such a tragic ending in the book again.

Xie Yuluo in the book is really possessed by a declining god after leaving Xiao Yu, and she has been living in endless darkness and fear, she is afraid of that kind of day.

She has always been accustomed to the joy of the sun, how can she face such a dark day?

Xie Yuluo tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep all the time.

The sound of the two children's even breathing next to her was like a nice note, and Xieyuluo no longer thought nonsense, but turned to listen to the even breathing sound of the two children.

In the silent night, only the two children breathed evenly, and Xie Yuluo's disappointed and irritable mood was relieved a little.

Whatever God's reason for letting her come, it's better than watching these two children go through the tragic future of that book again, right?

No matter whether Xiao Yu will hate her or hate her, she has a clear conscience and brings the two children well, and her task will be completed.

When Xiao Yu comes back, let's see what kind of attitude he has, leave the money to them, they won't have to worry about money in the future, and she will also leave the dangerous man who can't be dangerous anymore and go to live her own life.

After figuring it out, Xie Yuluo was in a much better mood.