Chapter 105: Farewell Without Saying Goodbye
"Welcome back."
After so long, I finally saw Xiao Fan hook the corner of his mouth again.
He helped me sit up.
I eagerly felt the physical condition at this time, although I was still a little tired and weak, but the previous pain and malaise were gone.
"Success?" I looked at Xiao Fan in surprise, "Am I really so lucky to take that percent?" β
Xiao Fan shook his head, and his expression suddenly became a little melancholy.
I thought to myself, "I can't be eaten up, right?" But how do I feel like I've been eaten back, it's the same as before? β
Xiao Fan said, "The spirit retrieval failed, but you were not counterattacked." β
I don't understand, "Xiao Chou didn't say...... Oh, by the way, what about Xiao Chou? β
"Medicine Pavilion."
I said, "Tell me what's going on?" I remember thinking I was going to die, and then there was a thump in my chest, and it was like something had exploded, and I pulled out...... It's just, I don't understand, so let's just say it. β
"What you felt was right, that shock was Xiao Yuan's shattering of his soul."
I looked at Xiao Fan and couldn't speak for a while, I pressed my chest, "Is Xiao Yuan gone?" β
Xiao Fan let out a "hmm".
"Is there anything wrong with Bai San?" That guy was a grumpy mess.
Xiao Fan said lightly, "It's okay, Xiao Yuan's remaining aura and spiritual power are left to it." β
"Then what did you mean when you said Xiao Yuan was gone? What else does it mean to shatter a soul? β
Xiao Fan said, "Xiao Yuan was awakened by Xiao Chou in the process of countering you, but at that time, the spiritual power released by Xiao Yuan could not be recovered, she wanted to leave with Xiao Chou but couldn't leave, the desire to regurgitate controlled her spiritual sense, if she didn't shatter her soul, the last trace of lucid thoughts would also be dominated by desire." β
"This ...... What does that mean? I couldn't react a little, "So, she killed herself?" β
Xiao Fan paused and said, "It should be said that Xiao Chou helped her kill herself." β
"Xiao Chou?"
Xiao Fan nodded, "What I saw when I connected with you was that Xiao Yuan didn't want to fight back against you after she woke up, but most of her spirit sense has been controlled by her own spirit stone, and if she wants to stop the spirit stone, she must destroy the spirit stone, and shatter it along with her soul." It takes a very strong spiritual power to shatter the soul, her spiritual power is constantly released and cannot be gathered, and it needs to be given by the outside world, she asked Xiao Chou for spiritual power, and Xiao Chou also gave it to her. β
In the end, I heard Xiao Chou's sentence "Goodbye......", and I thought he was saying it to me, but when I woke up, I thought it was my delusion......
It turned out that he was telling Xiao Yuan that he was saying goodbye to his sister.
"Little powder, Xiao Chou's last sentence...... Did you hear that? β
Xiao Fan nodded, "I heard it." β
Suddenly I felt that a piece of my heart was missing.
Xiao Yuan would not hesitate to shatter his soul and not eat me, and Xiao Chou would "kill" Xiao Yuan with his own hands in order to save me.
"They gave up the last chance to return to each other, and it was for such a me." I can't believe it, and I don't want to believe it.
"I have eaten you, and the person who came back is not Xiao Yuan, they all know this in their hearts." Xiao Fan said, "Even if the person who is eaten against you is not you, they will choose this way, they are such people." β
"Is it worth it to give up the people who are most important to you just to do what you think you should do?"
"You said that whether you want to do something or not is not to see whether it is worth it, but whether it should be done, and when you feel that it should be done, it is not worth it when you have to pay the price for it." Xiao Fan said, "Since they have chosen this way, it is worth it in their opinion." β
I said this to Xiao Fan when I was in the woods, but I didn't expect him to remember it.
I asked, "Xiao Chou now...... It must be sad, right? β
"At least on his face, I didn't see the kind of thing you said."
Everything is hidden in the heart, this is Xiao Chou.
Losing the most important person twice was too cruel for him, and the last time he sent his sister away with his own hands, which is no longer the power of action that courage and determination can give him.
Ask yourself, if it were me, I wouldn't be able to do this.
"Fortunately, Ink didn't know that Xiao Yuan was Su Wan." I looked at Xiao Fan, "I remember you also said that sometimes not knowing anything is the best outcome, and after knowing the answer, maybe you will lose more." β
Xiao Fan raised his eyes as if he was thinking about something, and after a moment said, "I think he already knows." β
"Ink knows? What do you know after a failed retrieval of spirits? β
Xiao Fan shook his head, "I should have known about it before I took the spirit." β
I thought back to the time before the spirit was taken, and Xiao Chou and Xiao Chou were arguing here and almost started fighting, and I thought that they were just disagreeing because of the spirit extraction, but I thought about the last two sentences they said......
"Where is the ink now?" I asked.
"Knowing you're okay, I left."
"Leave? Where did he go? β
Little Pink shook her head.
I suddenly had a bad premonition, saying goodbye is not the style of ink painting, and this kid has always been unable to hide things in his heart, but after he knew that the spirit fetus in my body was Su Wu, he could remain silent for so long, what was he waiting for, or what was he planning?
"Xiao Fan, do you think Ink will go to Du Qingchen?"
Xiao Fan wondered, "Why?" β
"Su Wu was killed by Du Qingchen."
"How do you know?"
"I saw it in Xiao Yuan's memory before, when Xiao Chou held Xiao Yuan's spirit fetus and said to her...... said...... "I don't know how to tell Xiao Fan, Xiao Chou wants me to kill Du Qingchen for him," anyway, Xiao Chou said Du Qingchen's name. I'm wondering if Xiao Chou will tell about Ink Painting, I want to see Xiao Chou. β
"Brother, are you looking for me?" Xiao Chou walked through the black market.
Looking at his face, which was indifferent to the usual indifference, there was an indescribable feeling in my heart.
I said, "Xiao Chou, Xiao is willing to ......."
"It's all over, you're fine." Xiao Chou smiled faintly and continued, "Xiao Yuan's spiritual power and aura are still in his brother's body, if you can control it well, at the critical moment, Xiao Yuan will still protect you." β
Seeing him laugh, I felt even more uncomfortable," Xiao Chou ...... I feel very sorry for you for this, I didn't take care of Xiao Yuan. β
"My brother is wrong."
I was puzzled, and looked at Xiao Fan, who sat aside expressionlessly, as if he was not interested in our conversation.
I asked, "What did you say wrong?" β
Xiao Chou said, "This is Xiao Yuan's choice, it has nothing to do with my brother, and besides, you have nothing I am sorry for, I did something wrong." β
"How could this be something you're doing wrong? You gave me Xiao Yuan's spirit fetus in the first place, also to heal my eyes. After all, if I hadn't blinded myself, you wouldn't have lost her twice......"
Xiao Chou said indifferently, "Xiao Yuan and I will meet again eventually, so it's not a loss." β
I looked at Xiao Chou and suddenly wanted to do something for him.
"Xiao Chou, do you want to eat grilled fish? Didn't you say before that we'd eat together when the fairy came back? I've been sick all this time, and I haven't had a chance to bake you, so why don't we eat grilled fish today? I stood up and stretched, and asked tentatively, "By the way, Xiao Chou, what about Ink and Brother Huo?" Call them up too, and let's go catch fish together! β
"They're all gone."
"Where?"
Xiao Chou said calmly, "Brother Huo doesn't know, Shui Mo should have gone to find Du Qingchen." β
I mentioned it in my heart, but I didn't expect to hear such a crisp answer from Xiao Chou's mouth.
Xiao Fan also got up and walked over.
I asked, "Xiao Yuan was really killed by Du Qingchen?" β
Xiao Chou was a little surprised, "How does my brother know?" β
"Xiao Yuan showed me some of her memories."
Xiao Chou's eyes finally had some waves, and he asked softly, "Yuan'er, what memories are left?" β
"With yours and with ink, they are all very happy and warm pictures."
Xiao Chou had red eyes, "Brother, thank you for saying that." β
I patted him gently, "Xiao Chou, do you know where Ink went to find Du Qingchen?" β
Although Du Qingchen's Taoism is still shallow, he has a lot of tricks, not that he looks down on ink, but that kid is indeed not an offensive "divine beast". If in order to take revenge, your brain is hot, and you really come hard with Du Qingchen, you will inevitably suffer.
After all, this dog is more than a wolf...... There's no comparison.
As a result, Xiao Chou didn't know where the ink had gone. I made a mistake, looked at Xiao Fan, and found that he frowned slightly, and seemed to have some idea.
"What's wrong? What came to mind? I asked.
Xiao Fan hesitated, "Maybe if you find the sΓ©ance, you will find Du Qingchen." β
"Why?" I was a little surprised.
These two people who can't hit each other with eight strokes, how can they not let people connect together, even if Du Qingchen is with someone else, that person should also be descending, how can it be a sΓ©ance?
Could it be...... That pervert empathy don't fall in love?
Little Fan looked at me and said, "It's not what you think." β
I laughed dryly, "Why is that?" β
I thought I would hear Xiaofan's reasoning, but I didn't expect what he said was an incident.