"In the end, I agreed to He Zhiqing's request, and I had no choice because I loved him.

I desperately told myself that I can't be too greedy, it doesn't belong to me, letting go is the best result, I will definitely remember the days we were together, it is the most precious memory of my life.

Originally, I thought that he would hide this from me, but I didn't expect him to confess it to me as soon as he came back, but my heart hurt even more, because he never wanted to betray me, and he cared about my feelings, and I had to leave him. ”

"I've been thinking about it for a long time and I can't speak, if I use this incident to break up with him, he will definitely blame himself very much, in this case, let him think it's my fault, so he should be completely dead."

"When I was ready to let go, he told me one more thing, it turned out that he had never liked He Zhiqing, it was always me who misunderstood, and he admitted that he liked He Zhiqing completely to return her favor.

If there is no misunderstanding, I don't have to desperately suppress my feelings, and struggle with persistence and abandonment again and again.

In love, the saddest thing is not that you can't catch up with the person you like, but that you don't dare to chase after it at all, so you can only hide this love in your heart. ”

"Today, we broke up.

He thought I betrayed him, to be exact, I made him think that I betrayed this relationship, and he immediately injured Jiang Cheng uncontrollably, and it can be seen that he can't accept it, and I don't know if I did something wrong, so let him think it's my fault, so at least he won't live in guilt.

For Jiang Cheng, I'm sorry, I can't respond to his liking, because a heart is very small, and if you put on a person, there will be no place for you, he said that he won't force me, no matter how long I am willing to wait, I want to refuse, but I can't say it, because I saw my former self from him, it turns out that liking someone will really make me humble. ”

"I moved out of his house, and we completely cut off contact, my heart seemed to be missing, it hurt very much, and I had to pretend that nothing was wrong every day, and I could only hide at night and secretly shed tears. 020

Now I only hope that He Zhiqing can keep his promise, and I also hope that Li Yaonan will come out quickly, forget about me, cheer up early, there are so many people who like you, your future is promising, you must not disappoint all the people who love you. ”

The diary ended here, and when Li Yaonan saw the last sentence, he couldn't stop holding back tears, leaving two obvious tear marks on his face.

He opened his mouth, and his voice was hoarse, "You said that I should not live up to the people who love me, but I have failed you who love me the most in this world." ”

"I'm sorry ......"

"I'm sorry for making you suffer so much......"

"I'm sorry I was too cowardly to tell you earlier that I liked you and hurt you so much......"

"So, I'll love you in the future."

His voice was very low, and he spoke with a hint of trill.

Li Yaonan clenched the diary in his hand tightly, looked at a certain place and was stunned for a long time, until there was a knock on the door.

It was the maid at home, and Mother Ling saw that he had been changing his clothes for a long time and hadn't come down yet, so she asked the maid to take a look.

Li Yaonan was pulled back to his senses by the knock on the door, he looked at the diary in his hand sluggishly, and then suddenly ran to the door, opened the door and rushed out.