Chapter 150: Divergence
I was startled and hurriedly went to help him, "Xiao Chou, what are you doing?" Get up! ”
Bai San said, "He said that he devoured your spiritual sense, and he was very sorry for you." ”
"I don't blame you, I don't blame you, you get up and speak." I pulled him, but he still insisted on kneeling on the ground, and I said sharply, "Xiao Chou, I am your master, I order you now, stand up!" ”
Xiao Chou raised his head to look at me, but he still couldn't see any expression on his face, and after a moment, he stood up.
I said, "Now I'm going to give you a second commandment, don't kneel to anyone again, including me!" ”
Xiao Chou nodded stiffly.
After probably cleaning up a little bit of appearance, I sat down on the sofa, Xiao Chou stood aside, I patted the empty seat next to me, "Come and sit." ”
Xiao Chou sat down.
I looked at him, "I don't have to be restrained, how to get along with me before, how to get along now, how to get along in the future, we are equal." ”
Xiao Chou immediately stood up after hearing this.
I was stunned, "Bai San, what is he doing?" ”
Bai San said, "He said that you are the master and he is the servant, and you can't talk about equality." ”
"I am the Lord and I have the final say, and if I say equal, I will be equal! Sit down! ”
Xiao Chou sat down obediently again, holding the leaf in his hand all the time.
I asked, "Bai San, is this leaf still useful to Xiao Chou?" ”
Bai San said, "There is still a lot of spiritual energy left in there, which can support the offering for a long time. ”
I sighed, "Shangxian is really arrogant, and he is so generous. ”
I looked at Xiao Chou's side face in a trance, and I felt like I was in a dream, this is the summoning spirit king! It's not that your mother called you home for dinner, and you can see people in your throat, and before I could open my voice, I went out for a drink, and as soon as I came back, this person came out. Still...... So good-looking......
"Xiao Chou, I heard that you have been grounded in the woods before, and this time you finally came out, do you have any places you want to go?"
Bai San said, "He said that as long as he follows you, he can go anywhere." ”
"Oops, hey!" I slapped my thigh, "Look, look at Bai San!" This man is so good-looking, and he even speaks so nicely! You learn from others, too! ”
Bai Sandao snorted disdainfully.
I looked around and said, "Now that the Shangxian family is like this, there are a lot of things to be added, let's go to the city tomorrow to buy some things and come back, just take you out for a walk." ”
Xiao Chou nodded.
Before going out the next day, I found Xiao Chou a set of my clothes to wear. I wondered when he put it on, this dress is the two most inconspicuous items in the wardrobe, a pure white shirt without any decoration, and a pair of extremely ordinary jeans, why is he so conspicuous when he wears it?
Xiao Chou's limb flexibility is much better than yesterday, as long as there is no excessive movement, it is basically impossible to see that he has a stiffness problem. When he was put on a hat and a mask, the whole thing was like a star airport look. I stood with him, looked in the mirror, and felt like I had become his assistant in seconds.
My opinion was quickly confirmed, and no matter which store I took him into, he would be stared at sideways, and he only showed a pair of eyes, and my whole face was left stunned.
Even the sales clerk always wanted to talk to Xiao Chou, intentionally or unintentionally, and there was no professional ethics at all, and then I was not in the mood to shop, so I went to check out just by buying and buying. The cashier actually wanted to use the public for personal gain, and asked Xiao Chou on WeChat, saying that if there was an event, he would notify us in time.
I left my number and said, "The two of us use one WeChat." ”
When the small clerks around heard this, their reactions were unanimous, first stunned, and then regretful...... Their "You're not worthy of him!" The expression couldn't be more obvious.
I cursed, his uncle! You only have to see a pair of eyes on a clothes rack, and you know that this shelf doesn't have a nose and a sausage mouth? What a fucking superficiality! Vulgar!
When I got home, I put the two stools I just bought on both sides of the bar, and Xiao Chou sat across from me to eat takeout.
I said, "Xiao Chou, how about taking you back to the black market tomorrow?" Take you to meet Ink and Brother Huo, Brother Huo must be very happy to see you! That kid is also a guardian now, do you two guardians want to exchange condolences? I just heard Bai San say something about you today, and I have to implement it as soon as possible, otherwise I won't remember it in a few days. ”
Xiao Chou paused, put down the dishes and chopsticks, and looked at me. I found that Xiao Chou seemed to be particularly sensitive to topics such as "memory" and "spiritual sense".
Sure enough, a moment later, Bai San translated, "He said I'm sorry. ”
"The third order, don't tell me sorry again!" I said, "It's none of your business, and no one blames you, so don't always take it to heart." ”
Bai San said, "He said that the immortals blamed him, and he also blamed himself." ”
I wondered, "Is the fairy monster worried?" ”
Bai San said "um", "The last thing Shangxian said before he left was that he would not forgive him. ”
My heart tightened, "Why haven't I heard you say this?" I looked at Xiao Chou, "You don't have to care about what Shangxian said, he was talking angrily at the time, and I will help you explain it to him when I have the opportunity in the future." ”
Bai San said coldly, "Later? If I don't mention it, it won't take a week, and you won't even know who the immortal is. ”
"White Three!" I scolded.
Bai San has always had no good impression of Xiao Chou because of spiritual sense. I looked at Xiao Chou, he looked at me blankly, and suddenly felt that he was very pitiful.
The Spirit King in everyone's perception is emotionless, but they are wrong, if they also have a translator like Bai San, they will know that the Spirit King understands everything, but he can't express it, which has nothing to do with whether Xiao Chou swallowed my spiritual sense.
"No way!" Bai San suddenly roared, startling me.
I wondered, "What's not going to work?" ”
"It's fine." Bai San replied.
I looked at Xiao Chou, he was the same as just now, he didn't move.
"No way!" Bai San shouted again.
I was confused, "What the hell is not going to work?" What did Xiao Chou say? ”
Bai San said, "I didn't say anything!" ”
"Comrade Bai San, is it reasonable for the lie detector to lie? What's the difference between you and a prison guard? I asked, "What did Xiao Chou say?" ”
After a while, Bai San said, "He said that he wanted to return the spiritual sense to you." ”
"That's a good thing!" I was excited, "Can you give it back if you take this spiritual sense?" Then I won't have the same complete memory as before! Why are you stopping him? ”
Bai San said, "That would require the Immortal Spirit Rune to be sealed in your body. ”
"Seal, seal it! Why is this so hard to do? ”
Bai San said, "It's not a question of whether it's difficult or not, it's risky, if the Spirit King is in your body, when he has the heart to fight back, you don't even have a chance to defend, you will die!" ”
"How could Xiao Chou turn against me? Don't forget, he is Xiao Chou now, not the Spirit King. ”
Bai San said, "When he returns the spiritual sense to you, naturally there will be no more memories about you, what is the difference between him and the original spirit king at that time?" ”
Bai San is also right to say this, Xiao Chou, who wanted to fight back against my formal and no memory, he seized the opportunity when I offered the Immortal Spirit Rune, if I put him into his body, wouldn't it be equivalent to helping him sharpen his knife while stretching his neck to cut him?
But then again, my daily life is a mess right now, and it's not the worst yet. If one day, I forget yesterday's events today, forget the morning's events in the afternoon, and even need Bai San to repeat the same words to me every moment, I might as well die at that time.
"I don't want to live my current life anymore, I have to choose for myself." I blurted out.
Bai Sandao, "No matter what kind of life you want to live, at least you must ensure that you are still alive, the kind you want to choose is not 'life', but 'death'." ”
"Bai San, we believed in Xiao Chou when we took the spirit before, so I picked up a life, this time, should we also believe in Xiao Chou again?"
Bai San said, "These are two different things!" You're calling it a wolf lure in now! ”
"White Three!" I scolded.
Xiao Chou stood up suddenly, although he still had that poker face, I could faintly feel his anger at the moment. Xiao Chou's clear and pure eyes, the more he looked at it, the more cold and piercing he felt.
Bai San suddenly said, "What guarantee do you take?" ”
Then I heard Bai San shouting emotionally like a one-man show-
"Is memory or life important?"
"I'll remind him what he doesn't remember, so you don't have to bother! It's all thanks to you, isn't it? ”
"That's because he doesn't know what's at stake!"
"I'm protecting him, and you're the one who harmed him! Who do you think it's because of the way he is? ”
"I'm just like the immortals, I don't believe you! I won't forgive you either! ”
Although I can't hear what Xiao Chou said again, but from Bai San's words, I can guess eight or nine.
Bai San roared, "If you can eat him once, you will eat him a second time, and the thief's heart will not die!" ”
After Xiao Chou heard this, he suddenly slapped the bar hard, and the whole quartz stone instantly cracked, and the food fell to the ground. Xiao Chou clenched his fists and looked directly at me. Bai San is in my body, otherwise at this moment, it is estimated that it is no different from this bar.
I thought that Bai San would stop there, but I didn't think that it would start to gather spiritual power at a rapid pace, and I immediately went to suppress it, but the momentum continued to surge, and the whole person was immediately manic, and his heart was violently hit.
I pressed my chest, panting heavily, my eyes were black for a while, and a nosebleed flowed out, Xiao Chou immediately supported me, Bai San yelled, "Don't touch him!" ”
I yelled, "Enough! ”
Bai San gradually calmed down.
I closed my eyes and said slowly, "That's the end of this topic for today. ”
After a brief silence, I glanced at the food and the crumbling countertops...... I don't know how long Xiaofen's home can last if it goes on like this.
Xiao Chou looked at me, as if he was saying something to me, and only listened to Bai Sandao, "Every time I apologize afterwards, what were you thinking before doing it?" ”
"Bai San, say a few words." I patted Xiao Chou and said, "It's okay, just give the Shangxian family a new one." ”
At this time, I noticed an extremely subtle change in Xiao Chou's eyes, and I couldn't help but be stunned.
Bai San said coldly, "Don't call him that again!" ”
I was stunned and looked at Xiao Chou, "You were my brother just now?" ”
Xiao Chou nodded.
I smiled and didn't speak.
I know that this "brother", Bai Yi has been waiting for a long time, but now, there are too many things missing in my heart. I think that even if I can hear Xiao Chou screaming with my own ears at this moment, I can't make a trace of waves in my heart. Just like now, I'm not happy, I'm not excited, I'm not sad and sentimental.
There is no greater mourning than the death of the heart, and the death of a person is secondary.
Is it really meaningful to live like this?
I was about to squat down and clean up, but Xiao Chou stopped me and cleaned up before me. I looked at him and asked him to do something, maybe then he would feel better.
I walked to the second floor and helped Xiao Fan change into a new hammock, and after fixing it, I looked up and saw Xiao Chou standing alone by the lake.
Actually, I was more inclined to Xiao Chou's decision. There is a risk in making any change, and if the status quo is too bad to bounce back, why not try to believe that you will die and then live?
Returning the spiritual sense,It's the only hope for me.,Bai San, who has been lighting candles for me to make fire.,But this time because I'm worried that I'll start a fire.,Resolutely blew them out.。
In Bai San's opinion, sealing the Immortal Spirit Rune seemed to be a move to die, but he didn't know that I was more afraid of being hopeless than dying.
Xiao Chou stood by the lake for two days, and I sat in front of the window and watched him for two days.