Chapter 275: Secretly Sad
Rushed into the room, and saw Yun Wen burying her head and face between her arms and squatting in the corner, and the floor was in a mess, the table had collapsed, and the chairs had been smashed, and they were all bad, bad, and broken, except for some metal objects that could not be smashed and were spared, and she walked forward along the chaotic objects, and she was in the corner, sobbing silently, and beside her was the mirror I had secretly hidden.
I twisted in my heart, thinking that maybe Yun Wen didn't sleep much just now, looking at what I was doing, and I was anxious to hide the things that could shine on my face clearly, she estimated that she had already written down the location of the hide, and found it out from the secret place, the reason why I did it, I am afraid that as Yingchun said, I am anxious to hide things like mirrors, which will definitely be regarded as wanting to cover up, because I myself feel that Yun Wen is ugly and miserable, so I will think about hiding those, and many things are better than less.
But in fact, my real thoughts are just that I hope Yunwen can live happily and not be bound by these.
It's just obvious that girls' concerns are usually different from men's, Yun Wen deliberately turned out this mirror for this reason, she thought I was disgusting her, I thought she was ugly, so she would hide the mirror, and that was the case, she had to see how ugly she was, so I was so nervous that she could see herself, so she found a way to see herself.
I've done something bad with good intentions!
I walked towards her, and from time to time I could step on the debris of some object on the ground, and the sound was a little loud and harsh, and I came to her side, crouched down gently, and saw that her beautiful hands were covered with wooden thorns, and because of the smashing of things, the back of the injured arm and hand was bleeding again, and the whole body was covered in crimson.
"Yunwen, listen to my explanation, I didn't do this to prove anything to you, but I want you to have a good time, don't get me wrong." I whispered.
She was still buried in her head, and she could faintly hear crying, but she didn't reply.
I walked over and held her palm, trying to help her pull out the wood thorns in her hand, but she just shook me off and wouldn't let me touch her.
"Anyway, let's get up and go to bed to rest first, okay, don't let the wound worsen, as for the rest, don't think about it, I really don't mean anything else, you know, I may not know much about girls, so you misunderstood, but you believe me, I definitely don't dislike you." I comforted.
After a long time, her voice was faint like a flickering candle flame in the room, dissipating at any time, and said: "I don't want to listen to your explanation, I don't want to see my own appearance, I'm not me anymore, I'm a monster, I should be like the monster riding a black horse, wear that mask, so as not to scare others with my face, I can't accept this kind of me, I think you and everyone can't accept it, who would want to stay with a monster?" ”
Seeing that she was so frustrated, I hurried to ignore her struggle and shake off, and should have grabbed her left arm and said, "Don't say that, do you know how I feel now? I just feel very self-blaming, blaming myself for not being able to protect you well and making you suffer, I just feel that my Yunwen has suffered and wants to alleviate her a little, I haven't thought about the rest, as for what Song Bailu said and what you heard, if you don't want to listen to it anymore, we will leave them. ”
She raised her head, wiped the tears from her face, shook her head, and then put my hand on her left cheek without saying a word, I could feel the hot tears flowing down her cheeks again and again, a little warm, a little sticky, I leaned over and kissed her on the left side of her face, she looked at me in a daze, a little uncomfortable.
"Are you taking pity on me?" Yun Wen asked in a faint voice at this time.
I shook my head and said, "I'm proving how I feel right now." ”
She frowned slightly, smiled, but then sobbed again.
Unloading her guards, I picked her up, and she stayed meekly in my arms, and waited for me to put her on the bed, and she still hugged me reluctantly, with a feeling that I was afraid that I would abandon her.
I also hugged her, but relatively careful, after all, there are still a lot of wounds on her body bleeding, can't hold too hard, hands on her sweat-soaked back can't stop caressing and comforting, she cried on my shoulder for a long time, the mood eased a little, I helped her to lie down, in addition to being able to pull out the wooden slag on her hand one by one, wooden thorns and the like, and then I wanted to get her some herbs to apply to the wound on her right arm that was bleeding again.
At this time, the door opened, and Yun Wen hurriedly covered her face with the quilt, and immediately let go of her hand with me.
I saw Yingchun and Bai Lu walk in, and I couldn't help complaining when I saw the mess all over the ground, but seeing that I was on the side, it was not easy to have a seizure, so I asked Bai Lu to go to the medicine, and also told some things about Yunwen's wound rupture, so I went down to get a broom and a dustpan, and an iron bucket, and took it upstairs, but I saw Song Yingchun waiting for me at the door.
I didn't bother to pay attention to her, so I wanted to avoid her and go inside, but I heard her say: "Do you know why those people didn't do it to me, but to Zhang Yunwen? It's because I'm useful, I can make small handicrafts for them there, I can make wooden handicrafts, these can be sold on the black market for money, can be exchanged for fish to eat, and exchanged for good food, but Zhang Yunwen is different, she is a burden everywhere, so she was taken away, when I was captured, the ugly monster came to save me, and then it was broken by the one who rode the black horse, if it wanted to move me, why didn't it do it for a long time? ”
"Shut your foul mouth, and say one more thing, and I'll get you out of this city." I said.
"I'm just reminding you, don't waste time on useless things, my sister asked me to please you, but I think you should come to please our sisters now, otherwise one day you think Zhang Yunwen is cumbersome, and my sister and I don't like you, do you think you are still valuable? When the time comes, you won't have any women. Song Yingchun said.
I sneered and said, "When it comes to this, I want to tell you, die, I must not be interested in you sisters, as far as I am concerned, female orangutans are more attractive than you, get out of the way." ”
After speaking, when I went into the house, I saw that Bai Lu was giving Yunwen medicine, and she just stopped her mouth, and I didn't know if she was saying something behind my back.
I cleaned up the things on the ground and swept them one by one, but I accidentally found something on the ground, it was an oil painting, and this oil painting painted a strange cave, the grass grew around, the depths of the cave seemed to have several pairs of eyes, I don't know why, faintly added a few strokes of dark green, it may be some kind of strange plant buds, the whole cave presents a certain regularity, like artificially dug out, presumably some mining holes.
I can't help but think of something, this iron smelting must have iron ore, and there is no iron from the mine, so it can be seen that this mine may still be related to the territory of the hyena people, it seems that at least they existed in the sixteenth century, almost four or five hundred years ago.
After Bai Lu fed the medicine, she also applied medicine to Yun Wen's face, and wrapped a few strips of cloth along the top of her head, leaving the medicine inside, covering the right side of her face for the time being, and the cloth strip also buckled a hole, so that Yun Wen could see clearly, and the wound was simply bandaged, and she smiled at me and was about to go out after she finished smiling at me.
Since we went down to the cave it was still evening, to the hyena people's territory to make a big fuss, rescue the people who should be saved, and now everyone is back in the castle, about half a day, now tossed until the day is almost dawn, presumably everyone is very tired, so I said: "Clean up, call Yingchun in, everyone hurry up and rest and sleep, you sleep on the bed, I sleep on the sofa." ”
I thought Bai Lu would be happy, but I didn't expect her to say: "Oh, no need, we plan to rest downstairs, you know the reason, you can sleep." ”
With that, she went out the door.
Killing people and punishing the heart, this Bai Lu seems to be well-behaved, but in fact it is a heart-punishing move, and the change of direction is making a knife to Yunwen!
I sighed and walked over to Yun Wen, glad she had fallen asleep with her eyes closed, but I didn't know if it was real or fake.
But no matter what, life has to go on, Yun Wen also pointed to Bai Lu to take care of it, don't worry about it first, I am also very tired, so I went back to bed and fell asleep with Yun Wen in my arms.