Su Bairan likes Bai Sanbei and tries to let it go.

After a little thought, it's not too bitter in the end.

At this time, I was already thinking about letting go of this emotion, and I could already see that they were not all the way, didn't they?

It's just that... For Liu Qingyao, what a suffocating word, and how to insert the pain into the heart.

His fiancée admires that someone likes someone else, and this person is still herself, and there is nothing to dislike about the other person.

This fact is enough to make people feel devastated.

What made the bitterness spread in his heart even more was that Su Bairan let it go.

He should have been happy, after all, this emotion has been put down, which means that he still has a future, and when he doesn't want to give up, such a group is already excellent for him.

But why did this sound so uncomfortable, why did the bitter taste in his mouth have spread to the root of his tongue, as if it was pouring up from his heart.

The eldest lady gave up for him, it was for him that he gave up the thoughts in his heart, not for anything, the others may sound natural, but he didn't have such joy in his heart, but there was a kind of sadness that he couldn't explain clearly.

In the dark, between the cold cages under that color, a beam of sunlight suddenly shines over, warm and considerate, illuminating the life of the film, if you want to catch it, isn't it all the obsession in everyone's heart? Even he turned his young lady into this light at the beginning, and without the permission of the other party, it changed into a thought in his heart.

It's not that you can't be in that abyss, it's not that people who have lived in the past can't understand such a mental pain.

It's just that there is a point in my heart...

He couldn't explain clearly why this pain was rooted in his heart.

Why wasn't he, the first person he ever appeared?

No, he appeared earlier, but he didn't come into his heart earlier, saying that he, as a gentle and considerate person, appeared early and warmed the dark light, whether he would not give up for this.

How much psychological preparation do you have to make to be able to be so calm, for the sake of most of the generals' former thoughts, holding and looking forward to them, and still being able to have a future time, looking at the girl in front of him, looking at the other party's blank expression, even he felt that his behavior was a little ridiculous.

Su Bairan pursed his lips, for a moment, how much thinking struggled at this time, emotions were spreading outward rapidly, and even quietly stretched out a little hand.

grabbed his throat and muttered in a low voice, as long as you agree to come down at this time, you can stabilize the person opposite.

But...

Could it be too much to deceive, ignore and ignore again and again, and what did he do wrong?

Even those who say that they are just kind to help are hated by others, this is a simple and kind existence, and there has never been any mistake with themselves. but was complained about, resented.

What has he done wrong to this day?

opened his mouth.

"Miss."

Liu Qingyao grabbed the other party's wrist, and at this time there was no longer any dodging, she tightly hooked the other party's hand, held the palm and grabbed the other side upwards.

staring at the girl in front of him, he said, "I am happy that I don't have half a miserable vacation with you, please think about it again." ”

Su Bairan lowered his eyes and pursed his lips.

At all times, both of them can understand what kind of thoughts are in each other's hearts, but no words can reveal it, and it is not clear how long it has been.

"Young Master Liu, why is this even so?"

"Miss..."Liu Qingyao seemed to be holding her throat hoarsely, and the words she said were positively separated, but they were still revealed.

"Maybe you don't understand, but your presence is extremely important to me, a light that guides me forward."

"When I fell into darkness, the eldest lady never gave up, or... Maybe he didn't know or didn't understand, but for me, it was also the only obsession I could grasp in that life, and it was the only rope I could touch when I fell into the cliff. ”

Liu Qingyao's voice was extremely ethereal, but he slowly withdrew the emotion in his heart, he is a calm person, it is difficult to say such a word, this is an obsession that can be drawn out in his heart, but it has already been leaked out, there is nothing to doubt, he has already put a mark on his heart, what is worth distinguishing?

Not to mention that after contact, I saw such a different difference, in which side of the trouble, still has vitality burning, seems to be shining with starlight, but extremely dodging in that dodge, and there is a different kind of brilliance, different visions are displayed in front of their eyes, they are unique and different people.

Su Bairan was stunned when he heard this.

The heart shook suddenly, how could you not know such a situation?

Once upon a time, there was a little girl standing in front of her to guide her way forward, even if her own life was not guaranteed, she also wanted to prepare the future road for that girl.

How is it to guide oneself, and the driving force to move forward is also the star in one's life, and the meaning of one's own survival.

Maybe it's a little different, but it's the path that guides you forward, and that's what it seems.

It may sound a little ridiculous, but the other party is guiding the light that shows the way, and he really wants to escape from his side, and he can escape as far as possible, preferably without any involvement.

And the one concern in his heart, the maid with the accent in his heart, betrayed himself again and again, seeking his own interests.

Even so, the murderer who took his name is the culprit who wants to leave this world quickly.

It's ironic to think about it, the obsession in their hearts will eventually turn into nothingness, and it seems a little too ridiculous for them.

But there is no way to ferment with strength, this is the path that guides their lives, it is the raindrops that fall in the desert, still with poison mixed with their suffocating hearts, but they still yearn for the future.

How pathetic and pitiful, but unable to lower any pity.

Su Bairan was dumbfounded.

It seems that he can't say this, but he can be said to be a cold-hearted person who doesn't say a word.

But if this is said to be a nail in his heart after all, he will have to leave sooner or later, and when he leaves, this nail will be pulled out, but how much flesh will be involved.

"Miss, let's wait."

Liu Qingyao is obviously better able to understand people's hearts than Su Bairan, and she can also see that in that trivial expression, what kind of mental fluctuations are revealed, and in this speech, the words are closer to these.

Looking at that pair of transparent eyes looking at his sincere appearance, he couldn't help but nod his head somehow in his heart.

Liu Qingyao smiled, and there were slight traces of melting on her iceberg-like face.

"Okay."

"Alas!"

Su Bairan clasped his hands in front of him, leaning diagonally on one side against the table pastries, and a bouquet of flowers on the side.

Unlucky fiancé indeed. It's not how to please girls.,I just know that I won't say anything if I buy something and send it over.,Words sat down with the four of them and looked at themselves.,After a while, I found an excuse to leave.。

Though...

is indeed quite pleasing to himself, if it weren't for all kinds of shackles on his body and tightly suppressed, I'm afraid I really want to think about it, such a fiancé, should be included in the standard in his heart.

"Alas!"

However, it is a pity that his position is extremely dangerous, and from time to time there will be pressure from the other road, sharing his own little life, although it can be stable for the time being, but after all, it is also a kind of poverty alleviation in his ups and downs, and there is no way to say the temperature.

Why bother for this illusory, unsettled mind, isn't it just a random abandonment of the reality that can be left?

No matter how you think about it, it is safer to run early, not to mention that for the future of life, it has been planned for a long time.

Even if you lose the goal of pushing yourself forward, the standard of living can obviously be used as your own life pursuit, and you can experience it a little bit, this is the road to the future, which is more difficult.

Originally, I made a few backup plans, which was what to do with this girl after her death, but now I have already thought about it from both ends, and I feel a little disgusted, and the director should start to plan for himself, why did he leave alone.

"Sister..."

There was a chill behind him, and he couldn't help but sigh, who was naturally better than his hand, grabbed the sleeve of the young man, and brought the person to him, and even his eyes were not very calm.

It's a little unclear what exactly happened to make me so indifferent.

"My sister has been getting close to him lately."

"What are you thinking about when you're worried?" Su Bairan was indifferent.

Han Yuhuan lowered his eyes and whispered, "I'm just thinking about how I got into it." ”

"What?"

His voice was so low that he couldn't even hear what he was saying for a while.

The young man smiled and said, "It's nothing, it's that my sister is too sensitive, I'm thinking, my sister has been a little cold to me recently, but she has been more enthusiastic about other people, and it's a little biased to think about it, isn't it?" Didn't you think about how to compensate me? ”

Su Bairan said: "I don't know what method the young man has come up with, and what compensation do you want?" If I want to go out for a walk, I'm afraid I'll have to take the young man with me. ”