Chapter 1128 Reflect on Yourself
Seeing Situ Hao leaving with his head bored, Ling Youyou grabbed his sleeve.
"You can't go back now, he'll find you."
Situ Hao struggled hard and pulled back his sleeve.
"Leave it to me."
"You're a mature person, why are you still like a child. I can't beat him, this time it's not a sneak attack, your life will be confessed. ”
"If I die, you'll feel guilty, and I think I can die."
How could he say such a thing, why would he die for her. Situ Hao was angry that he didn't have any interest.
"I don't feel guilty."
If guilt could change anything, it would be useful, and she would keep it. And guilt is a useless thing, and if you keep it in your heart, you will only continue to torture yourself and turn yourself into a madman.
If the pain could be choked, she would not hesitate to pinch it off, because it would only torment people too.
Situ Hao was surprised by this answer, and felt that Ling Youyou should say so. He paused for a moment, turned his gaze away from Ling Youyou, and snorted coldly: "A person like you should be so ruthless. ”
Ling Youyou denied it, she was thinking that with such continuous strengthening, maybe she would truly break off her love, and maybe her experience would end immediately. She guessed that the real intention of this experience was to let her experience love and hate, and finally reach the realm of ruthlessness and heartlessness, so that she could cultivate the true avenue. The avenue is ruthless, and the adult should be like this.
But can she really do it?
Those who are truly sanctified are one with all things, and no one who is unholy knows what it feels like to be one with all things.
Maybe it is to understand everything, to understand everything, that things are me, that I am things, that there is no distinction between each other, the world, the universe, and all things.
Is this really what she wants?
When you think about it, it doesn't seem to be what she asks for. Immortal, immortal and immortal, the immortal family mortals can not achieve it in their lifetime, the immortal family seems to have a long lifespan, but there are also times when the soul returns to the great wilderness, the divine body is more durable, but there is also a period of extinction of the godhead.
Whether it is a human being or an immortal, they are afraid of extinction and losing themselves.
What is she afraid of?
She didn't want to exist when it was so painful. There is consciousness in existence, and consciousness is there, and pain will continue to gnaw at her flesh and blood.
When she and Hao stayed together for a short time, she hoped for an infinite period of time.
Hopes are all beautiful, but it is difficult to achieve, and reality always likes to hurt people with hideous faces, and it seems that if you don't hurt your body, you can't show its ability.
"Why don't you speak?"
Situ Hao doesn't like Ling Youyou's silence, he likes to be confronted by others, so that he can fully show his edge. He doesn't like to be aggrieved, and the feeling of punching cotton is really crazy.
"Can you talk well?" When will they be able to chat calmly and get along as before?
She realizes that if she wants to be happy with a man, the first condition is that the man likes you, or at least does not hate you. She made a mistake at the beginning, so it's no wonder that Situ Hao always made trouble.
In fact, it is not difficult to get this guy's heart, although his temperament is somewhat different in each life, his nature is unchanged. What he roughly liked, she knew.
"You've been misunderstanding me. I don't explain because I think you'll understand me. Am I too confident? ”
Situ Hao was slightly stunned.
Ling Youyou immediately sighed: "I claim to know you. I think that no matter what you become, your heart will not change. I thought there was a life and death relationship between you and me. However the facts change. You will change, and so will I. It's my fault that I didn't show my true face to you. ”
"Your suspicions, your misunderstandings, I have nothing to say. But I want you to think calmly and take a closer look at me. I believe that with your wisdom and acumen, you will be able to accurately judge what kind of person I am. Admittedly, I came to you with a purpose. And I won't say the purpose, I'm just afraid that you won't be happy. ”
"One of my purposes has been told to you, I want your heart. The second purpose of mine seems to have told you that I want your life. You think I'm cruel, don't you? ”
It's not cruel," but it's unreasonable, I don't have a common enmity with you, so you want to harm me in such a cruel and ruthless way. You can take my life at any time, so why do you want to damage my practice? ”
"Do you want me?"
"Or else?"
"It can be seen that I am a person who is not lightly ill, and I have nothing to abuse others to abuse myself."
"Don't you take pleasure in abusing people?"
"Then I should choose the refreshing way."
"So you're perverted."
She is a pervert, Ling You smiled angrily, "Am I perverted? You've never said that before, and you don't think like that. ”
"Where did I come from? I am who I am, don't take resemblance for one. ”
Is that why he's angry and angry, he never thinks he has a past life.
"Yes, you are you, and every time I meet you is a new you."
"Of course, I don't act as a stand-in for anyone, even if that person is myself."
This man's self-consciousness is so strong that he only identifies with the present and nothing else.
"Okay, I respect you."
"So it's not me that you really care about."
"Do you have to deal with people who aren't here?"
Situ Hao replied childishly: "That's right, as long as I belong to me completely, I don't accept picking up what others discard." ”
said that she was abandoned for a long time, don't want it. It's a bit of a self-esteem hurt.
"Situ Hao, it's not like I don't want it, hum! I can't find a fairy wife like me with a lantern, and you still hate this and that. You just don't know what's wrong. Think about it, can you find someone better and more worthy of you than me in this world? If so, I don't need to say it, I'll leave immediately. Or if you find someone you like, I will also leave and give you a chance to be happy for a lifetime. You have enough freedom to choose, so why waste your time and energy questioning me. You could have put me in the back of your mind, not caring, not caring. ”
Ling Youyou jumped into the air and jumped in mid-air, "You think about it and call me if you figure it out." If you didn't call me, I would never have come over. ”
After speaking, he turned into a cloud of phantom and disappeared.
Situ Hao's eyes straightened, and Ling Youyou's words made him understand something. Why do you care if you don't care? If you hate it, why do you always think about it, it's her in your dreams. The ruthless methods he cultivated were all cultivated to the dog's belly.
No, no, no, it's because his heart is not firm enough, after all, he was poisoned by Gu and poison. His dislike and dissatisfaction with her was nothing more than the person she cared about in her heart, and it was not him. He was angry that he was a stand-in and not the original owner.
Looking back, she said that those people were not here at all, and that he was the only one here, and that was what she wanted.
Shouldn't we be content?
It's because he is greedy too much and pursues too much, there is no perfection in this world, but he has to be perfect, this is what he is looking for.
(End of chapter)