Four hundred and thirteen chapters
not only bluntly admitted that he once liked others, but now he told him bluntly that he was planning to escape, just such a real word, almost all his back roads have been defeated.
Su Bairan's forehead was slightly painful, but he couldn't care about it so much at this time.
"I wanted to go, I was looking for a chance to get out, but there were too many things that stuck me here."
Call!
No matter what the result is, when such words come out, my heart suddenly flickered, as if I was soaring in the sky, and suddenly fell, not knowing the direction of my descent.
From the consequences floating in the sky, without any direction, without any way back, in which it is like a cloud, with the wind pushing forward, now I can at least know, please have a chance to land.
But...
What exactly is it that goes through? Will it land safely or will it be shattered into powder in an instant?
What kind of answer is it, and we have to listen to where his words will go.
"The eldest lady admitted it straightforwardly."
Liu Qingyao's voice was extremely hoarse, it seemed that something was stuck in his throat, he couldn't spit it out, he couldn't swallow it, so he couldn't swallow it, so directly he admitted it, how could he be stable in his heart, if he denied it, maybe he could continue to deceive himself, but if he said it so directly, how could he continue to deceive?
But...
But isn't that how it should be? His words have already been said for this part, and the evidence is almost sent to the face, can there be anything else?
He's come to the point where he is today, he's pushing forward step by step, is there any other choice? Even if you want to quibble, there's no way to do it.
He...
Liu Qingyao lowered her eyes and said, "The eldest lady is so disgusted with me? He Zhiyu came out to blow up the eldest lady, just to escape quickly, and it is better to talk to some extent. ”
Su Bairan was silent.
How humble these words are, as if they were cautiously testing the troublesome emotions of this moment, they have already been transmitted in front of their eyes, like a small bud that has just grown.
Gently lit it in front of him, for fear that his strength would be a little awkward, and he would be frightened by the car-like spirit he was sleeping, and he was careful that people couldn't help but feel a sour in their hearts.
But how is it possible to have such a choice? Now that I have come to this road, there is a place to prepare for turning back, driving all the way forward, and there is no way to have any reversal posture.
Maybe I didn't experience that death, I didn't hear the strange rumors, and I would have some communication with this fiancé, maybe I don't know what kind of emotion I had, they were already in a good fate, without any struggle, and lived the rest of their lives peacefully.
Will you regret it one day, this is at this time, according to the character of this idle fish, you will not resist at all.
But things are not so simple at all, God didn't want to let the two of them go, after experiencing a death, and then acquiescing that the other party is the child's own murderer, how can he calmly say anything to the other party?
What kind of contact, even if there is a little eye touch, it is still an absolute basic nature, it is impossible to take any step forward, every step is the love of one's own life, it is the instinct of every human being to want to live, and it is not wrong to want to escape.
I just want to live, but every step is at the wrong node, it shouldn't be said that I have had a wrong direction from the beginning, and the truth I think is a joke now.
The things that I once insisted on were all passing at this time, and there were too many delays in front of my eyes, forming mocking words one after another, maybe I knew the truth of the matter from the beginning.
Far from coming to this point today, I have already gone far away, and it may be extremely hard to travel in the heavens and earths, but at least this life is guaranteed for me.
But now it's all a dream bubble, it can't exist at all, and the ending has been determined from the beginning, staring at the other party's back, it seems that there are some beads of sweat in the strands of hair, if you are generally cold behind your back at this time.
"I... I live in this family, survive in this climate, there are many dangers hovering around me, I... I just want to live, I want to live smoothly, and it doesn't involve any interests, and I don't have that kind of talent, I just want to leave quickly, it's not aimed at you. ”
This version of the words is half-truths and half-truths, I know what the truth looks like in my heart, and I also understand in my heart that I can say that I have paid great courage, but it is such a confession.
But he couldn't help but feel a little sad, what did he do wrong, his fiancé never hurt himself from beginning to end, and maybe there would be a slight reversal, but the other party never abandoned Su Bairan.
In the context of this era.
If you hadn't suddenly broken into these years, if you hadn't quietly changed the trajectory of your life, everything would be too emotional.
Now it seems that he is unkind, too cold-hearted and cold-hearted, but he just wants to live, and the two of them stand on completely different positions, facing the same thing at this time.
The figures between each other have long been left in each other's eyes, but there is no way to stay in the real sense, if there is really any kind of delivery, I am afraid that their life track has changed too much.
Su Bairan bit the root of his teeth for him, as if the fine pain could make him wake up, but his overwhelming guilt turned into chains, buckled his bones, and gently smashed into the flesh and blood.
"The eldest lady said so..."
Liu Qingyao's words swallowed into his mouth, he wanted to complain, wanted to talk about everything he had done for the other party, and wanted to tell him about the light in his heart, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed it hard, he felt that he was under the fence, and he could understand what it was like to be in the dark.
He has to have a light shining in front of him, a marriage, waiting for him to be able to change this light into the direction of his life, but her young lady is under the neglect of everyone, does anyone care about the existence of a marriage contract?
Will he remember that there is a fiancé who is in the middle of the family and has no way to turn it around, to take her out of the current predicament?
I'm afraid that thinking about it is cheap enough to be desperate, postponing retirement in this family, it seems that there is a fire, there are already some difficulties here, if you go to a place where you marry in the middle of the family, I am afraid that this life will be tossed here.
Full of despair, even if there was some kind of reversal in the back, but at that first moment, in that darkness, there was no light shining ahead, and between his eyes were all pitch black, and there was no expectation to be seen.
Nature... There will be no expectations for him, what kind of thoughts are kept, and now his arrival is urging the other party to flee quickly, and the signal seems to be able to make sense, and it can be said clearly, and he can understand this concept from the bottom of his heart.
But on his body, the mask was so bitter that it seemed that even his shoulders could not be stretched out normally, and all the sourness in his eyes poured outward, and he slowly turned his head back.
But he didn't dare to make any more movements, just a slight detail, and was slowly moved by himself, and when he turned his head, what he saw was the eyes that were looking forward to leaving, disgusted with his gaze, and the sense of distance.
"I'm sorry."
I don't know, how many times I said it in my heart, and it fell into words again, this sorry, I was too late, and now I can only leave this one sorry to the other party.
Su Bairan was silent for a moment, "I don't know what kind of solution you want to do about this matter?" ”
His destiny never fell into his own control.
At this time, I can only see what the other party thinks, maybe it should be decided by the other party, even if he wants his own life, I think he can do it.
It's just that these few times before this, you can ask what it will bring, maybe it will be a little cruel, or for your future, you have to know how much this news is good, how helpless.
But there is a sense of guilt for him.
Whether it's the importance of your own life, or the importance of the other party's emotions, it's always like you're ashamed of people, but you haven't regretted it, for your struggle to pursue fame, and what you did wrong if you want to live, even if it's wrong, you want to move forward, but now you've failed.
"Nope."
"What?"
"I don't know what to do."
Liu Qingyao had such an idea for the first time, he didn't know what to do, whether it was divided or he, there was no way to make a conclusion.
If he is separated, he will naturally be unable to get over it in his heart, like a knife cut, just thinking of such an idea is enough to make him feel pain in his heart, but if he continues to stay, he will be crushed the other party's heart, and he can feel his own pain, how can he not see the injury of others?