Han Mo gave me a week, but I didn't know what the meaning of that week was.

I felt that this week was Han Mo watching me fight the trapped beast inside, watching me struggle but helpless, to satisfy his perverted interest in torture and possessiveness.

Zhao Miao is right, but not everyone is Zhao Xu, and it wasn't until I thought back after a long time that I realized how naïve the two of us were.

A week later, Han Mo took me to an apartment he bought, compared to the kennel where I lived with Zhao Miao, I have to say that the place where Han Mo placed me was still quite magnificent, at least I would not feel cramped when I put two big beds in the room.

On the day I went to the apartment, Han Mo sent a driver to pick me up, but no one else showed up, the driver sent me to the apartment, helped me move my things up, and gave me a key, and a card, saying that I needed something to buy myself.

I think Zhao Miao is right, my life with Han Mo will not be long, because I heard the news that Han Mo is dating a daughter who I don't know some time ago.

If the people in their upper class can leak such a news, they know that the two families have plans to get married.

I didn't bring anything with me, just a suitcase with some daily life and pajamas.

I know that someone as busy as Han Mo can't come to me every day, so I can still go back to live with Zhao Miao.

At night, I changed my pajamas and waited in bed for a long time, according to Zhao Miao, usually when the first day passes, the gold lord will come.

I don't know if other gold owners are like this, but obviously Han Mo is not like this, let alone the first night, even for the next few days, he has not come.

Later, I learned that he accompanied the rumored girlfriend to Japan for a trip in those days.

I didn't wait for Han Mo after a few days of worry, so I just broke the jar and broke it, and went back to hug Zhao Miao and hug Zhao Miao in the kennel that was as cold as an ice cave that night.

The exam in January is coming soon, my popularity with Zhao Miao is as bad as ever, the exam is all about guessing, and no one will tell us where we will take the exam, and we won't ask people, without Su Zheyuan's reminder, the two of us will follow up the gamblers in the casino this time, it's all up to luck.

After the exam, the whole school seemed to be liberated from the world, and piles of people ran out at night to sing all night.

When I saw Su Zheyuan again, it was the last day after the exam, and he and Jiang Lili stood together and walked from front of me, the two of them were talking and laughing, just like a couple.

Jiang Lili pulled his sleeve and shook it constantly, it was too far away, and I couldn't hear what she was talking about, but I only knew that Su Zheyuan looked down at her, and then smiled too.

I have to admit that although I am not right with Jiang Lili, and she is not very capable, she is still very good-looking, standing with Su Zheyuan, she looks really comfortable and eye-catching, and even the two people with family backgrounds are very right.

Zhao Miao kept chattering in my ear about how the subject was taken yesterday, I didn't reply to her for a while, and she also raised her head and looked ahead with me.

I glanced sideways at Zhao Miao, who was also looking at me, and the two of us looked at each other and fell silent at the same time.

At this time, Su Zheyuan had already walked up to the two of us, and it was impossible to pretend not to see it so straight, so I smiled: "What a coincidence." ”

Jiang Lili glanced at me disdainfully: "Fu Yao, I heard that you made several mistakes in the exam yesterday." ”

I don't want to pay attention to Jiang Lili, she is like this, if you pay attention to her, the more you can't say it, the more energetic she will be, and she will talk to you endlessly.

Su Zheyuan was looking at me, his brows furrowed slightly, which was completely opposite to the way he was laughing with Jiang Lili just now, and his tone was even a little indifferent: "What a coincidence." ”

Zhao Miao suddenly grabbed my hand: "The two of us have something to do, so let's go first." ”

As she spoke, she dragged me forward as if there were wolves and leopards chasing us behind.

There were no jackals and leopards chasing after us, but someone was cutting my heart with a knife.

But in fact, this is also very good, I always do this, every time I persuade myself to die, but when I really want to die, I can't die.

is so desperate to breathe, and the last person who is tortured is himself.

When Su Zheyuan liked me in the past, I still had a little unrealistic thoughts from time to time, thinking about whether there would be a day, I was desperate and just wanted to be with him.

Now that he's with Jiang Lili, I don't have any unrealistic ideas, after all, I pushed him away with my own hands.

I'm happy, at least he won't look at me like that in disappointment, I'll just be a stranger to his eyes.

I was happy, but I didn't know why I was crying.

"Yaoyao."

Zhao Miao on my side pushed me, I turned my head to look at her, tears fell down with a crackle, my whole face was all over, and I couldn't stop it.

"Yaoyao."

Zhao Miao stretched out her hand and hugged me into her arms, the cold wind no longer blew on my face, but I still felt the pain uncontrollable.

When I grew up, I liked such a boy, and it just so happened that this boy liked me too, but we couldn't be together.

I don't know how this happened to others, but I feel like I can't get over it.

I think this will be the haunting of my life, and what I can't get is always the best; What you never get, you will never forget.

People around me came and went, and I stood on the avenue of the campus, crying like a psychopath.

The wind whistled on the branches of the trees as if it had struck me in the mouth.

"Alright, let's go eat hot pot."

I don't know how long it took, I really couldn't be hypocritical anymore, I raised my hand to wipe a handful of tears, snorted, and looked up at Zhao Miao.

"Okay, let's eat hot pot!"

Zhao Miao didn't mention anything, because she knew everything.

I think in my bleak time, Zhao Miao is the only little warmth that this world has given me.

The two of us ran to the hot pot restaurant outside the school shoulder to shoulder, no one mentioned what happened just now, Zhao Miao still told me about yesterday's exam, and the twitter was like a sparrow that morning, annoying.

I looked down at my phone and occasionally replied to her with a sentence or two, but she was still happy to say it to me again and again.

It wasn't until I couldn't hear Zhao Miao's voice that I realized that something was wrong, and I put away my phone, only to find that Zhao Miao's hand holding me suddenly tightened, as if I was about to break my wrist.

I hurriedly raised my head, and Zhao Xu, who I hadn't seen for more than two months, was standing in front of us.

This is the fourth time I have seen Zhao Xu, he is wearing a long black coat, a pair of gold-rimmed thin-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and he looks gentle and elegant, just like the academic professor at the university.

He was smoking with his head down, the cigarette was clipped to his hand, and the slender fingers were particularly beautiful.

I have to say that this Zhao Xu is just like the sons of the Republic of China, and he is very recruiting.

When he saw the two of us, his gaze swept over my face, and soon fell on Zhao Miao's body, and then I heard him speak: "Miao Miao." ”

Seriously, I don't think the relationship between Zhao Xu and Zhao Miao is at all like the relationship between being fostered and being fostered, the two of them are like a couple, not at all like me and Han Mo.

Just like now, when Zhao Xu called Zhao Miao, the lingering in that voice made me feel a little inexplicably moved.

My wrist was suddenly flicked by Zhao Miao, and before I could understand what was happening, Zhao Miao pulled out his legs and ran into the school.

I watched Zhao Xu react extremely quickly, threw the cigarette in his hand, chased after him, and ran past me like a gust of wind.

I stood in a daze and watched the figures of the two people running away, watched the distance between the two people gradually narrowing, watched Zhao Miao finally pulled into Zhao Xu's arms, and watched the two people entangled and pulled, inexplicably, I felt more and more sour and uncomfortable.

Su Zhe and I can't fall in love, but Zhao Miao and Zhao Xu are not.

In this world, in addition to love, there are many things, and if we want to get something, we have to sacrifice something.

Everyone understands the truth, but no one wants to accept it.

I looked up at the gloomy sky and pushed back the tears.

Life is no easier than anyone else, it's good to live, and live or cherish it.

Zhao Miao can't accompany me to eat hot pot, but I really want to eat hot pot, the perverted and spicy kind.

At least then, even if you're in tears, no one will know you're crying.

I ordered a perverted spicy by myself, and I sat in the hot pot restaurant and occupied a table by myself, and after eating a bowl of rice, I started eating.

The hot pot was bright red, festive and beautiful, I put down the beef slices and waited for a few seconds to pick it up.

After a mouthful, his lips were red and swollen, and his tears were choked one after another.

For a whole hour, I couldn't stop crying when I went out of the hot pot restaurant, and when I left, I heard the waiter behind me talking about how fried I was, and ordering such a spicy pot bottom.

I looked up and saw it was already dark.

The wind blew, and my tearful face hurt like a knife, so I hurriedly went to the bus station to take the bus back.

In this winter, there are not many people who want to wander the streets at seven or eight o'clock in the evening.

When I saw Han Mo's car, I thought it was Zhao Xu's car.

I didn't have much concept of luxury cars, and I didn't know until later that there is a kind of car in this world called "private customization".

I raised my leg and tried to pass by blindly, but suddenly a cigarette butt was thrown at my feet.

Before I could raise my head, I heard Han Mo's voice: "Where did you go?" ”