Su Zhuo had no idea of their plan and followed them into the car.

Gu Lanqing remained silent and took him around the town. There was nothing fun about going around a few times, Lin Muyao pointed to the map on her mobile phone and said to Gu Lanqing: "It looks good here, let's go here to play!" ”

Su Zhuo didn't know where it was, sitting in the back seat like a fish on a board. When he arrived at the place, Su Zhuo was already blind, and he didn't know where this place belonged at all, and he was slightly uneasy: "Are we going too far?" After walking so far, are we in a hurry to get home? Can't go home too late. ”

Lin Muyao grabbed his arm and deliberately told him easily: "This place is not far away, you see we haven't been driving for long." Uncle, we're just out to play today, and it doesn't matter if we go back later. When I was in the mountains, I had already told my mother that I might have to go back later this time. ”

She used "this time" instead of tonight.

Su Zhuo didn't hear this, and looked around uneasily: Why did he feel like he couldn't go back? was picked up by Lin Muyao and Gu Lanqing to play again: "There's a lake there, let's go boating!" ”

When he arrived at the boat, Su Zhuo slowly relaxed, and he felt very funny: "I still rowed when I was a child, and I rowed with my sister. When I went to the park, I wanted to play but didn't dare my mother say it. My sister told me that she wanted to play. Mom was quite reluctant, and finally let us play a few laps. ”

Su Zhuo's eyes were empty, full of memories.

His face glowed as he remembered it. In other words: he was really happy at that time. All his happy memories stay at that time.

Gu Lanqing felt very sorry for him, and he was even more determined to raise him in F City. There are a lot of fun things to do in F City, and you can take him to play all over them. His good memories should not stop at the past, but should continue into the future.

Every day in the future will be a wonderful memory!

After having fun on the lake, they took Su Zhuo to the amusement park. When Su Zhuo saw those, his eyes turned red. This kind of place is the place he used to want to play the most, and he told his sister many times: "Sister, when I pass the exam this time, I will ask my mother for 20 yuan, and I will take you to the game park to play." ”

"What do you want to play?" Su Yun'er has a very good temper, and she speaks softly, gently and gently.

Su Zhuo leaned his chin on the table, his eyes were full of anticipation: "I want to play that kind of small train that shuttles very quickly, many of my classmates have gone to play, what is it called, ...... it."

"Roller coaster." Su Yun'er's classmates have also played a lot, after all, this thing is fresh and exciting, and young people like it.

Su Zhuo's eyes lit up: "Yes, yes, yes, it's a roller coaster." They say that running is very fast, and it is very exciting to go from one end to the other in a single swish. Sister, I want to try it, I have never been in such an exciting car. ”

"It's expensive."

"Twenty dollars is enough."

"Twenty dollars, my mother has to sell a lot of breakfast to make money."

"When I make money in the future, I will return it to her with interest."

……

Su Zhuo cried, squatting on the ground and crying like a child.

He didn't ride a roller coaster. He got up early that morning and went over to help sell breakfast, just to please his mother and ask her to give him twenty dollars. That was the day when the car accident happened.

Mom and Dad are gone, and he's become what he is now.

Later, he didn't dare to hope for any amusement parks, and it was good to be alive. And these memories and memories have become eternal regrets and pains in his heart, and every time he thinks about it, he can't cry.

Gu Lanqing helped him into the car and handed him a piece of tissue: "Little uncle, those are over, and they will get better and better in the future." Grandpa, grandma, and mom, they all want you to live well and be happy. ”

Su Zhuo couldn't stop crying, he covered his face and felt painful: "Gu Lanqing, if it weren't for waiting for you, if it wasn't for making up for my sister's regrets, I would have followed my sister a long time ago." It's so bitter! It's too hard to live like this! Physical suffering can be overcome, but how can spiritual suffering be overcome? ”

Lin Muyao stroked his back, but he still couldn't control the emotional collapse. I have been holding back for so many years, and I have not dared to contact the outside world for so many years...... Finally collapsed today.

"I miss them so much."

"When I dream, I always dream of being with them. But in the blink of an eye, they all disappeared again. ”

"I don't know how many times, I've hallucinated and saw them in my room, by my bed, at my dining table."

"I don't dare to make contact with people, I don't dare to talk to people. I'm afraid that others will ask me: Su Zhuo, how is life alone? Not so! It's so hard! I don't want to be separated from them at all! Even if the life is not so rich, the family nibbling on pickles is still a happy and sweet life. ”

"It's so hard! It's so hard! When her parents just died, her sister was even more painful, she complained to herself, saying that she was not good, and it was all for her to study. If it weren't for her to study, her parents would not have left Sujia Village, and they would not have suffered a car accident in the city to make a living. ”

"Because of this guilt, my sister must cure me, and I can't let my parents blame her anymore, she killed me."

"She's working harder than I am."

"I killed her."

"I begged her to come back, I begged her to live. She said she couldn't live anymore. She was so desperate, there was no light in her eyes, until the temporary day, there was a little light in her eyes, and she said to me over and over again: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my sister can't take care of you anymore, and I want you to take care of Qing'er. Wait for him to come back. Be sure to wait for him to come back. ”

"She doesn't know if you're going to come back, she just doesn't want me to die when she says that. But has she ever thought about what it means for me to live alone? Every part of the house is their figure, and it is all about their memories. ”

"I almost went crazy."

"For a long time, I couldn't cry, and I didn't know why God punished me like this. Obviously there can be a better future, but he fell into this situation. I don't know what I've done wrong, I don't know. ”

Su Zhuo's grief could not be suppressed.

kept saying that he had been crying, and Gu Lanqing said that he was crying, and the tears fell silently. That's his mom, that's his relatives, that's his home. When Su Zhuo lost, he also lost.

hugged Su Zhuo: "Little uncle, you still have me, and you will still have me in the future." We are a family, we are not separated together, we will never be separated. ”

Maybe he was tired of crying, Su Zhuo fell asleep, leaning on Lin Muyao's shoulder and sleeping very deeply. Gu Lanqing was crazy about drag racing, wanting to get back to F City before he woke up. But the sky is not beautiful, and when there is still an hour's drive from F City, there is a traffic jam at high speed.

Su Zhuo woke up and looked out the window, unfamiliar: "Where is this?" Look at the time at five o'clock in the afternoon, the sky is a little dark: "Gu Lanqing, should we ......" Before the words were finished, he suddenly saw a street sign with the direction: F City!