Volume 1 The Nightmare Chapter 28 The Dissipating Love

Your eyes are like snowflakes in the depths of winter, and you freeze yourself but let go of time. The moment the self-affection dissipates, you and I have nothing to do with each other. Later, I walked for a long time before I found a place to live, with no flowers and no fields.

The cacophony of the market broke through the paper window and pressed against my quilt, like a choking hand. I think of you like the noise of the market, and you promise me to be like the loneliness in the house. I forget when that hatred took over the bottom of my heart, and I only remember that when I passed away, I was as white as you.

I sat on the windowsill listening to the sound of the rain outside, and occasionally a gust of wind slipped by, and I watched the maggots burst through my own body on the bed, and I felt a sense of annoyance, which was the skin you had coveted the most, but now it was broken.

It's autumn again, and I haven't been reluctant to leave, and I've even turned this old house into something forgotten by the world, with cobwebs on the door and weeds in the courtyard. Brass Lock chanted, and walked into two young men, not him. They were frightened by the white bones on the bed, and the two worked together to expose the white bones to the scorching sun, and I left the old room, leaving behind half a lifetime of waiting.

I have entered barren mountains, I have seen great rivers, I have heard wailing, I have smelled the smoke of gunpowder, and I have wandered back and forth in a miserable world. People have changed, there are no robes, no hairpins, tall buildings, cars and planes are rampant, and I have no place to live.

Yin Cha is very unreasonable, I said wait for you, they don't follow, they will find me back. I asked them what they were doing, in short, the suffering of samsara. The other side of the flower, Huangquan Road, Ghost Gate Pass, Meng Po Tang, Nai He Bridge. I'm going to escape, if I pass this ghost gate, how can I have a chance to see you again, you must be looking for me very hard.

I met the arrow, he is like you but not you. Since the fight, he has been entangled with me, and every time the scorching sun burns my ghost, he shields me for a few points, but he is not you after all, where are you?

With a wave of his hand, everything returned to reality. Everyone was stunned, and Yuerun, who couldn't press it just now, was also a lot quieter.

"Master, what was that just now?"

Zhang Ze came up to ask Sadness, and everyone looked at Sadness with expectant eyes, eager for him to reveal the mystery as soon as possible.

"That's the remnants of Yuerun's previous life."

"She's the debt collector you're talking about?"

Grief nodded with a smile.

"That's right, it's this woman named Luoqiu."

"What did Yuerun do in her previous life to be sorry for others, and she refused to let Yuerun go in this life?"

"Don't worry, I'll take a look first."

Grief walked over to Tsukirun's side and looked into Tsukirun's eyes.

"Do you remember Luoqiu?"

"Sadness in the city, bitterness outside the city. It is like a cold palace in the moon, and it is like a song with few joys. The beauty is on the side, and she can't be happy, who knows that the king is bitter, and the bitter king is in tears. ”

Yuehan hugged Yuerun's shoulders and looked at the sad arrow with hostility in his eyes.

"What did you do to him?"

"It has nothing to do with me, it's a memory of his own past life."

"Master, can he remember the events of his past life?"

"Don't call me master, it sounds like a charlatan, just call me a tragic arrow. Each soul will be reincarnated in several lifetimes, and the reincarnation of each life will leave the most important memories of previous lives. But in this life, I can't remember that they are like the databases in your mouth, in fact, those data are there, but they are rarely called up. ”

"Big... Sadly, you're so well-informed. ”

Zhang Ze is now trying his best to slap the sycophants at the tragic arrow, and the punishment just now made Zhang Ze obedient, he was afraid that the nightmare would happen again. Suddenly, Yuerun stood up and looked at the door with her eyes, but there was nothing there. Yue Run's strange behavior caused everyone to be nervous, and Fang Fan also looked at the door, he vaguely saw a white outline. Fang Fan was just about to walk there, but the Sorrow Arrow immediately grabbed Fang Fan's wrist.

"Don't be impulsive, she's not the same little minions you usually deal with, you're no match for her."

"Isn't she just an ordinary female ghost?"

"What I just showed you is a cut of the memories, and her experience after being a ghost is much more wonderful than when she was alive."

Fang Fan looked at the sad arrow who was excited and ready to watch the play, and suddenly felt a bad taste, but I have to say that his interest in Luoqiu has greatly increased compared to just now.

"And who is she sacred?"

"I don't know, she was very powerful when I met her, I pisted her to take me as an apprentice, she just wouldn't let me follow, and in the end it was gone."

"Idiot..."

"Ha, how dare you say that about me. Then I'll tell you a secret, the nightmare in your body is at best an errand for her, and I'm her confidant, so you can be more respectful of me when you speak in the future. ”

"Oh, then you're a cronie."

"You..."

"You said that you are a custodian, and you actually went to worship a female ghost as a teacher, and you can't lose the ghost."

"You don't understand, you have to learn more spells to become a better custodian."

"Then I have to praise you for being diligent and studious?"

Fang Fan and Beiya had been arguing, but they didn't notice that Yue Run had already walked towards the door, and the rest of the people were frozen in place like demons and couldn't move.

"Moonrun."

Fang Fan shouted Yuerun, but Yuerun couldn't hear Fang Fan's words at all, and was still walking towards the door. Then he opened the door and went out, Fang Fan and Beiya chased out, and saw Yuerun go up to the top floor, he stood on the edge of the roof, Fang Fan clearly saw that the white shadow raised his hand and pushed Yuerun's back, and at the moment when Yuerun fell off the roof, Fang Fan jumped and grabbed Yuerun's hand.

"Let it go. No one can go against her will, and you will be cleared. ”

"No... No way... Yuerun is dead, and Yuehan and I can't explain. ”

It took a lot of strength to pull Yue Run up, Fang Fan grabbed Yue Run's arm tightly, and he couldn't let go of anything this time. Fang Fan pulled Yue Run to sit on the edge of the building, and the white shadow slowly appeared. Dressed in white, with two hostas pinned to his head, waist-length hair, willow-like eyebrows, jet-black eyes, delicate nose, cherry-like lips, and a pure and refined appearance like a girl next door.

"Nightmare..."

Fang Fan couldn't believe that this cold voice came from the mouth of the girl next door, but he obviously felt a sense of panic and uneasiness slowly leaking out from his heart at this time.

"I'm not a nightmare, I'm Fang Fan. I will never let you hurt Tsukirun. ”

"Oh? It turned out to be sealed, and he deserved it. ”

For the first time, Fang Fan was ignored by others.

"Hey, I'm Fang Fan..."

Luo Qiu had been staring at the position of Fang Fan's heart just now, and when he heard Fang Fan speak for the second time, he looked into Fang Fan's eyes, and Fang Fan suddenly felt a chill to the bone.

"Someone unrelated."

Luo Qiu didn't make a move, and just relied on his mind to knock Fang Fan out ten meters away. She approached Yuerun, who was suspended in the air, struggling in pain.

"I have been looking for you for a thousand years, but I didn't expect you to hide in such a nest of skins, and our debts should be settled."

"I didn't fail you, I killed if I wanted to, I just wanted to spare the innocent."

"I'm disgusted with your sanctimonious fearlessness."

"At the beginning... The plague is raging in the city... I can only sacrifice the small for the big, from this aspect it is said that I am responsible for you, but I will miss you all my life, and from this aspect I have not failed you. ”

Luo Qiu put down Yuerun, and his expression softened a lot.

"Then why didn't you come to me?"

"I sent people around to find out about you, but nothing came of it, and I ended up depressed."

"You lied to me, you lied to me."

Luo Qiu's emotions began to get excited again.

"The moment I drank Meng Po soup, I decided to say goodbye to everything in my previous life, and you should let go of it."

"Down? I'm not as heartless as you are. I'm not as ruthless as you, not as you are..."

Luo Qiu kept repeating. At this moment, Fang Fan saw Yue Run suddenly lying on the ground, and then a white figure stood up from Yue Run's body, and that figure gradually materialized, it was a man in white clothes.

"Luoqiu."

Luo Qiu looked at the man in white when he heard the sound.

"Ying Li, is that you? Is it really you? ”

"It's me."

Luo Qiu rushed to Ying Li's embrace, a hug thousands of years late.

"I've always thought about you, but I don't have the courage to wander the world, I'm sorry."

"Don't say it, I have no complaints if I can see you again."

Suddenly, Luo Qiu slapped Ying Li's body, Ying Li's body that had just left Yuerun was still very weak, and this palm made him hurt a lot.

"But I hate. I hate your ruthlessness and ruthlessness. I am like a mouse played by fate, I can't live, I can't die, fortunately fate let go at the last moment, I watched myself rot and turn into a pile of dry bones, watching the baptism of time in the world, but I can't see you, love turns into hate, hate turns into resentment, resentment turns into evil. I still love you, but I wish I had killed you with my own hands. ”

Ying Li staggered to his feet, his hands flat, and made a heroic appearance of dying, and Luo Qiu's anger was even greater.

"Again, again. You've always been a hero sought after by people, and I can only be the woman who drags you down, I'm going to kill, I'm going to kill. ”

Luo Qiu was hovering on the verge of collapse, and suddenly Fang Fan stood in front of Ying Li.

"It's not Ying Li that you hate, it's yourself."

Luo Qiu rushed in front of Fang Fan, and his face, which had just been pure and lovely, suddenly became hideous.

"What do mere mortals know?"

"I don't know what happened between you, but I know you still love him, and you just hate yourself for not having the ability to walk with him in the first place. So you blame all those grievances on the desperation of Yingli. But if Ying Lizhen is a sanctimonious guy as you say, then he won't come out of his body to save Yuerun, he didn't come out to forgive, but to atone for the sins of others. You think twice, I hope you don't continue the thousand-year-old regrets. ”

Fang Fan's words were loud and sound, and they seemed to have touched Luo Qiu as well.

"Am I wrong to blame you all these years?"

"No, it's me who is wrong, kill me, kill me and you will be free."

Fang Fan was about to speak, but was stopped by Ying Li. Fang Fan was stunned by this move, Ying Li was still protecting Luoqiu.

"I'm not wrong, I'm not wrong..."

Luo Qiu was a little out of control, and she fell to her knees with her head in pain.

"I'm not wrong, I'm not wrong, I'm not wrong..."

Ying Li slowly walked towards Luo Qiu, squatted down and gently hugged Luo Qiu's shoulder, Luo Qiu looked at Ying Li with tears streaming down his face.

"Luo Qiu, do you remember that little poem I wrote to you?

The rain outside the wind bamboo pavilion is fluttering,

Farmers in the fields cross the bamboo bridge.

I sit in the field with a beautiful woman,

The flower language is still singing drunk tonight. ”

"Of course, I remember that we were very happy at that time."

"At the time, you said that my poem was badly written."

"It sucks, but I love it."

"Luoqiu, this time we will go together and leave the mortal world together."

Fang Fan saw that Ying Li and Luoqiu's atmosphere was good, and he finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the sad arrow also relaxed. But the state of both of them was seen by Luo Qiu.

"You have teamed up to deceive me, just to destroy me... You are all liars. ”

Luo Qiu's sudden outburst caught everyone off guard, and a strong shock wave hit everyone, Ying Li grabbed Fang Fan and Yue Run and threw them towards the window of Fang Fan's house, and the two of them put a protective cover on them, and the two of them landed smoothly in the living room.

After Ying Li threw out the two of them, he stepped forward and hugged Luo Qiu tightly, and the moment Luo Qiu erupted, Ying Li also disappeared, and the sad arrow looked at the scene on the top of the building and sighed. Everyone returned to normal, and Fang Fan asked with a fixed mind.

"Sadness, what happened between Luoqiu and Ying Li?"

"Ying Li is a famous doctor outside the world, at that time, along with the tribute to the monarch and the exotic princess Luoqiu, who knew that the tribute at that time actually contained a rag contaminated with plague bacteria, and later learned that this was a trick of the foreign enemy, in order to use the plague to weaken the monarch's strength. Immediately the plague spread from the palace to all corners of the city, some people thought that the monarch recommended Ying Li to cure the plague, and in the face of the country's danger, Ying Li stood up without hesitation, but he did not expect Ying Li to control the plague with amazing medical skills.

Luo Qiu was sent to the heavenly prison by the monarch because of the plague, and the two who should have never had the chance to meet met when they saw Luo Qiu when they were supposed to leave the army to see a doctor, and that glance was a lifetime. After the plague was brought under control, the monarch tried every means to keep Ying Li in the palace, but Ying Li politely refused. The monarch was furious, and he condemned the sin of contempt for the king, and flogging. Ying Li, who was beaten and fleshed open, was also locked up in the prison, and Ying Li's cell was behind Luoqiu, and they sat back to back every day. Fate is really wonderful sometimes, a small hole appeared in that wall for some reason, and the moonlight shone down the small hole into Ying Li's cell, Ying Li looked from the small hole and happened to see another pair of eyes, this was the second time he and Luo Qiu met. Both Ying Li and Luo Qiu found that life in prison was not so difficult.

The monarch was afraid that Ying Li's medical skills would be used by other countries, so he was executed together with the princess of a foreign land, accused of collaborating with the enemy and treason, and all the soldiers felt sorry for Ying Li. Finally, on the night before the execution, the general in the army and some soldiers rescued Ying Li at the risk of disobeying the military order, and the first thing Ying Li did after coming out was to beg the general to rescue Luoqiu, and the two returned to the bamboo forest with the help of the general.

In March, the foreign barbarians launched a major attack, and the fire in the city burned for three days and three nights, and finally when they left, they left the plague in the city, and the monarch and the people who had been hiding in advance thought they were safe, but they were all infected with the plague, and this time the plague was more rampant than before. The general who escaped death had no choice but to go to Ying Li, but he didn't expect to be obstructed by Luo Qiu in every way. In the end, for the sake of national righteousness, Ying Li decided to go out of the mountain again, but he didn't expect that after saving the people in the city, Ying Li was assassinated by the monarch in the imperial city, and announced that Ying Li was recruited as a horse.

By the time the news reached Luoqiu, a month had passed. At that time, Luo Qiu was like being struck by lightning, and she couldn't accept this reality, so she began to live a wandering life. ”

"Ying Li is too pitiful."

Yue Han was crying, Fang Fan comfortingly stroked Yue Han's head, and then asked.

"Then why didn't Ying Li tell the truth to Luo Qiu just now?"

"It's easier to hate than to be difficult, Ying Li didn't want Luo Qiu to be hurt a little, but it turned out like this."

Wanli suddenly shouted.

"It's time to leave the masters."

Zhang Ze immediately puffed up his chest.

"I also want to learn from Ying Li."

Ying Li dissipated in the vast universe like a gust of wind, and Luo Qiu was still wandering at the ends of the earth, and at this time she had a trace of regret after impulsiveness in her heart.