Chapter 172: Your Lighter
Zhang Weihong was stunned by Shi Xiucui for a while, and there was no big fluctuation in his heart. After Shi Xiucui said this, she also felt that it was a little excessive. Unconsciously, Shi Xiucui smoked another cigarette.
The cigarette was in his hand, but he didn't light it. Just when she wanted to light a cigarette, Shi Xiucui suddenly thought of the scene where she and her boyfriend Guo Degui were smoking in the rental house of Guo Degui's cousin Guo Deguang when she was in secondary school. At that time, she naively thought that as long as there was love, everything was beautiful. She is willing to pay for Guo Degui and do everything for him.
"You'd better smoke less, it's not good for your health." Zhang Weihong saw that Shi Xiucui was a little stunned, so she took the initiative to light a cigarette for Shi Xiucui.
At the same time that the cigarette was lit, it also broke Shi Xiucui's thoughts and pulled her back to reality from the dream of youth.
"I know it's not good for you to smoke, and I'm embarrassed to say it's me!" Shi Xiucui made a look of unsubsiding anger, maybe she used this way to hide her embarrassment!
"I know you're angry, but you can't spoil your body! The water spirit is still young, you, the road ahead is still long! Zhang Weihong said silently.
"Brother Zhang, you said that you have taught me one by one. I just can't figure it out, why don't you want such a good woman? Are you really not tempted? ”
Shi Xiucui still couldn't get over this hurdle in her heart, she just couldn't understand why Zhang Weihong wanted to refuse Xiao Cui, a beautiful woman sent to the door. In Shi Xiucui's experience, men have no ability to resist women, especially women with some appearances. From her first boyfriend, to Guo Shuiling's father Guo Deguang, and later the dun who was seduced by herself, of course, there is also the hateful elementary school principal. In Shi Xiucui's heart, these people accepted their bodies without exception. However, the Zhang Weihong in front of her really made her a little difficult to figure out, Shi Xiucui didn't believe that Zhang Weihong was any different from others, and she didn't believe that Zhang Weihong was not interested in Xiao Cui at all.
"Of course I'm tempted, but I can't delay the future of other girls because of my selfishness." The answer given by Zhang Weihong still couldn't convince Shi Xiucui.
"Why is it delaying her future, isn't she just a teacher, and you're still a big director." Shi Xiucui was a little uneven.
By looking for a job on her own, Shi Xiucui realized the importance of rights and status. When I was looking for a job, I not only spent money, gave gifts, and said good things, but also had to commit to others, but in the end! Isn't it a bamboo basket to draw water? If it weren't for Zhang Weihong's rescue, I don't know how long the work would have to be delayed. Besides, can the kindergarten principal and the big-mouthed kindergarten teacher let her go so easily?
"Xiao Cui and I are not the same kind of people at all, besides, I am my age, and I have been divorced, and Xiao Cui is a yellow flower girl, not a good match." Zhang Weihong still kept his bottom line.
"What's wrong with the divorce, that's that woman's unhappiness, I want a man like you to go there, Brother Zhang! Okay, I won't say anything to you, I'm kind, don't upset you anymore. Shi Xiucui calmed down.
"I know you're good to me, and I've got it. In fact, I do everything from the heart now, unlike when I was younger. You say that at my age, people, after forty years of time, you must see the things that should be opened! Zhang Weihong was a little lonely.
"Brother Zhang, I don't think you are old, isn't it the time for a forty-year-old man to do business?" Shi Xiucui comforted Zhang Weihong.
"That's right, maybe I'm old. Thinking about my life now, and with a dun to accompany me, I am content. ”
"Brother Zhang, I don't think so. You said that you have also been on the battlefield, and you have become a hero. Now that you have such a good job and status, it's finally your turn to enjoy it, why don't you still have a mentality! Shi Xiucui did feel a little sorry for Zhang Weihong.
"Oh, girl, it's not like I've never been married. Over the years, a person has gotten used to it! Now I hope to train Dunzi to become a talent, and if he doesn't become a talent, I have to let him become an adult! Zhang Weihong mentioned that she wanted to train me to become an adult, but Shi Xiucui chuckled in her heart.
At the beginning, she Shi Xiucui did something that she is ashamed of now in order to let the child named Dunzi keep the secret. But those things have passed with the unhappy times! Isn't it true that people are pursuing happiness in this life? Shi Xiucui never regretted what she had done, because she knew that regret was useless. She can only move forward, and she can only do things that she will try not to regret in the future.
"No, Brother Zhang, you have wronged yourself too much. You said that you can do this to a child who is not related to you, and you can treat others badly!
I think Brother Zhang should find someone who can take care of your life, and you can't go on like this. Brother Zhang, tell me what you want, when my sister is open, I have to find you a wishful person for this face. Shi Xiucui was a little moved, she still couldn't understand Zhang Weihong for the time being, but it didn't mean that she wasn't touched by Zhang Weihong.
"I, I, I just like what you cook." Zhang Weihong held back for a long time, and finally said this sentence.
"Brother Zhang, you, what are you talking about! I, where am I, I can't! Shi Xiucui was stunned by Zhang Weihong's words, she saw that Zhang Weihong's shirt was wet with sweat, and her expression was also very solemn. She knew that Zhang Weihong was serious.
"You're right, sometimes I do things, it's a bit of a grind. Actually, I just want a woman like you, and I just need to have a hot and delicious meal when I go home. I don't really think much about anything else. Zhang Weihong continued his confession, and Shi Xiucui felt the enthusiasm in his voice.
"However, I am a divorced person, and in fact, my family has not married me in this marriage. If it weren't for Guo Shuiling, I wouldn't have anyone to ask for it, you are such a big director, how can I be worthy of you! Also, in order to find a job, I also let the principal of the elementary school bully, you know this, woo woo! Shi Xiucui said that when she was sad, she couldn't help crying.
"What about me, didn't you say that I treat all the unrelated dunzi like sons on a blind date? You're afraid I've treated your daughter badly! Zhang Weihong persuaded Shi Xiucui in turn.
"I'm not afraid of this, I just don't think I'm worthy of you, our status is a little too different, I'm afraid I can't bear it." Shi Xiucui cried.
"I won't force you on this matter, people of my age, emotional things can't be joked. To be honest, I didn't want to come to your house for dinner last time. I know you want to express your gratitude to me, but that's not what I want. Zhang Weihong continued to comfort Shi Xiucui.
"I used to ask people to do things, but they didn't give money or gifts, so people didn't want to see them. It's the first time I've met someone like you. I was quite surprised, and I called my dad to ask if he did it for me! I think that in this world, only parents can give to their children without reciprocating, so when I learned about the work you gave me, I, I didn't know how to express it. Shi Xiucui is indeed grateful.
"Haha, if you want to talk about accidents, I'm quite surprised. Let's just talk about the last time I ate, not because you introduced me to a girlfriend, but because I ate your cooking. That meal was arguably the best meal I've ever had in my life. You know, how did I get over this week, it's just, what's that called, it's not delicious! I don't know if I'm right. In the face of food, Zhang Weihong's words are also enriched.
"My mom used to make these things for me, I lived on campus when I went to school, and when I came home on the weekend, my mom cooked a lot of delicious food for me, and I watched her cook it and secretly learned from the side. I thought I could make these delicious foods for my boyfriend in the future, so that he could enjoy the delicious food I made. ”
Shi Xiucui said that she actually smiled. She suddenly remembered all the stupid things she had done when she was younger.
"It seems that those who left you are fools, and only I can enjoy such a good craft!" Zhang Weihong put on an arrogant demeanor.
"Brother Zhang, I know that if I reject you today, I may regret it for the rest of my life. If you're just willing to eat what I cook, you can come and eat it at any time. Shi Xiucui faced Zhang Weihong and said firmly.
"Then how can it be, I'm not afraid of your jokes, your appearance has been lingering in my mind for the past two days. I'm not saying this to force you to agree to me, I'm just trying to express my current feelings. If you think it's inappropriate, I'll take it back, and I won't disturb your life with Shui Ling'er in the future.
I'm serious about this, I don't care what you did before, I value our future life more. Please believe me, I am a person who has experienced the real test of life and death, if you don't dislike it, I hope you can give me a chance. Zhang Weihong said loudly.
"This, this I really, I ,,," Shi Xiucui hesitated.
"Don't worry, I won't be embarrassed for you, and you don't have to promise me right away, if you think about it, come to me. If you can't accept me, I'll accept my fate. In the future, you don't have to worry about my marriage. ”
After speaking, Zhang Weihong walked out alone. Only Shi Xiucui was left to sit alone in the living room.
Shi Xiucui watched Zhang Weihong walk out, thinking about calling Zhang Weihong back. But in the end, I lost that courage.
"Brother Zhang, your cigarette has fallen!" Shi Xiucui saw the cigarette on the table, quickly grabbed the cigarette, and drove out.
"Keep it for yourself, and if you want to open up something in the future, try to smoke as little as possible!" Zhang Weihong had already gone down one floor, and he heard Shi Xiucui shouting upstairs for him to go back and get cigarettes, so he listened.
"Zhang Weihong, you come back for me, if you don't come back, don't come back in the future!"
Shi Xiucui finished speaking, and her heart kept beating. Because of her shyness, she spoke in a very small voice this time, and she was afraid that her neighbors would hear it, but she was afraid that Zhang Weihong would not hear it if she said it in a small voice.
Shi Xiucui held a cigarette and a lighter in her hand, slowly squatted down, and held her head and sobbed.