Chapter 14: His Shadow

And now, Ivan clearly has a tendency to become the second Rao, and although Yao Qiao doesn't want to stay, he has to try his best.

Yao Qiao was born to do this kind of thing, and he once asked why, but in this world, where are there so many answers.

It's just that the memories were suddenly turned up, and Yao Qiao was suddenly distracted, remembering the young and handsome son he saw in his neighbor once.

I don't know where the person named Ni Yan is now, how he lives, and whether he will have a chance to see him again in the future.

Yao Qiao hopes that the next time she sees each other, she will not be as embarrassed as the first time, and she is a little reluctant to give up on him.

"Thank you Yao Qiao for your kindness, but I really don't need it."

Ivan's speech was slow, word by word, obviously thanks, but it sounded like he was reading aloud.

Just to be able to reduce the speed of his own words, so that Yao Qiao's thinking and comprehension ability are on the same level as Ivan.

Maybe it's a little slower, Yao Qiao can understand what he means, Ivan still has some illusions, maybe.

It was Ivan's slow, unhurried words that pulled Yao Qiao back from his thoughts.

Yao Qiao blinked his eyes, and the first thing he heard when he woke up was still another refusal from Ivan to himself.

may be because he has been rejected by Ivan a little too many times, and Yao Qiao doesn't want to dwell on this matter anymore, so he pushes the boat with the water.

If Ivan is so resistant to his "heart", why should he force him to do what he doesn't want to do.

But if Yao Qiao has a little force value, he will directly push all the people who come into the pond, why bother like now.

But this is impossible after all, and Yao Qiao is destined to use her words and deeds to persuade them to enter the pond voluntarily.

"Okay, Ivan, if you really don't want to, then forget it, the twisted melon is not sweet."

"Well, I'm glad you understand me."

Ivan did not hide his gratitude to Yao Qiao for not continuing to pursue it, she finally stopped dwelling on this matter.

After all, if it goes on all the time, according to Ivan's temperament, there will definitely be no good results, he knows this.

Yao Qiao's gratitude to Ivan did not produce any mood fluctuations, and his face was still expressionless, and there was no slight change at all

Ivan's politeness, in Yao Qiao's place, can be of no use at all, and even think it's funny, he is too hypocritical.

Ivan saw that Yao Qiao was no longer talking, so he lowered his head to see if he was in a mood because he didn't agree.

At this age, Ivan is not unexperienced, although he doesn't cry or make trouble, it doesn't mean that he won't want it.

Yao Qiao was still sitting on the side of the pond, bent her legs and wrapping her hands around her legs. In fact, this posture seems to be a state of self-preservation, and there is no intention of attacking. Ivan just watched Yao Qiao's movements, and suddenly felt very familiar.

When Ivan was very young, in order to cultivate his independence, the queen mother let him sleep in a room by himself.

It was also from then on, because his mind was not yet mature, so Ivan stayed alone in a room with only candlelight.

If you are not afraid, it must be impossible, it is a normal child, a person will always be afraid of the dark.

Outside the door of the room, through the candlelight, you can see that there are people watching, they are all keeping vigil all night and do not sleep.

If Ivan needed anything at night, just call them by name, and the men would immediately enter the room.

Ivan still remembers that on the first night, he looked out the window at the moon, and it was as bright as it was.

It should be from that time on, Ivan decided that from now on, he would no longer rely on anyone, and the moonlight would melt into his heart

It's not because he complained about the emperor and the queen mother and ignored him, Ivan was very sensible from a very young age.

is deep in the palace of deceit, if there is no sense of independence, it would have been killed a long time ago.

But that night, Ivan's weakness and helplessness, loneliness and fear, were all deeply imprinted in his mind.

In fact, you can call the subordinate outside the door to come into the room to accompany him, but Ivan still doesn't say anything.

Ivan was in the same posture as he is now, but at a different time and in a different place.

Yao Qiao sat in front of the pond, in the clearing, while Ivan sat behind the window, on his big bed.

There is a slight difference between the two postures, and Yao Qiao's back is now very straight, and she tries to sit upright.

But this posture was originally afraid and wanted to hold on, and Ivan also tried to straighten up at the time, but it didn't work.

But if you can hold yourself, why do you have to pretend to be strong, no one will care at all.

So Ivan hugged his body tightly, trying to spread the warmth of his heart to every part of his body.

Ivan lowered his head and watched Yao Qiao's movements, and was in a trance for a while, thinking of the helpless self in the curtain year.

It's not that Ivan doesn't want to reminisce about that time, he just feels that when he grows up, the past doesn't matter anymore.

What people need to do is to look up and look forward, instead of chasing the past and not letting go, there is no need for this.

Even if it was just looking at Yao Qiao's back, Ivan fell into deep thought, she had his emotions in her body, his shadow.

Yao Qiao saw that his plan had been dismantled by Ivan, since this was the case, there was no need to force it, forget it.

However, in this mountain pass, there is nothing to see, and since Ivan has already refused, there is no need to stay longer.

Yao Qiao still maintained her previous position, but she was already slightly attached to her body, and her upper body was close to her legs.

Now Yao Qiao's posture is exactly the same as Ivan's posture back then, even the position of his forehead against his knees is the same.

Ivan looked at Yao Qiao's back, and gradually became a little fascinated, it turned out that in this world, he was never so alone.

"Okay, since Ivan doesn't think it's necessary, then let it be. Anyway, there is nothing else to visit in this pass except for those beautiful fish. For the rest, you can do whatever you want. I don't bother to stand up and be polite to you anymore, and you can walk around by yourself. I don't think there's anything nice to see. ”

"If there's nothing else to do, leave early when you're done. After all, there is no one else in this place, and if you suddenly have an accident, it will really be called unacceptable, and the earth will not work. You arrange it yourself, leave early, the mountain road is already rugged, and it is quite troublesome to go back if you talk late. That's it, what do you like, I don't care. ”

Sheng Shengxi and remind you: After reading and asking for a collection (), it is more convenient to look at it again.