If you love, please love deeply with your life [26]

Rong Fan's parents are recognized as a loving couple, and there are still people who envy this love.

But no one knows that Rong Fan is not his father's child, but the nominal grandfather's last disorderly sex, and the child born to his mother, what happened back then, Rong Fan doesn't know, only that his mother didn't know at first.

It wasn't until Rong Fan's father died unexpectedly that his mother didn't know this fact for long, and she couldn't accept it and chose to commit suicide.

jumped from the top floor of the house in front of Rong Fan, and the people of the Rong family said that it was because of the love of their husband and wife, and Mrs. Rong could not accept her husband's death, so she chose to end her life like this.

Rong Fan was already an adult at that time, and he also knew how loving his parents were, he accepted this cruel fact, and once comforted himself, it must be very painful for a mother to live without a father, so he would choose to abandon himself without nostalgia.

Suicide will cause criticism, and the Rong family announced that Mrs. Rong also died accidentally.

It took Rong Fan three years to accept being abandoned by his mother in such a decisive way, but he accidentally heard the truth, which was the day he bumped into Xia Ran.

He was in a state of madness at the time, so he accidentally bumped into Xia Ran, hit Xia Ran, and he was also unconscious because of the impact at that time.

When he woke up, he was already on the plane, and as soon as the plane landed, he was detained, and his passport and mobile phone were all taken away, and he only later learned that he had hit someone.

Those days were hell for Rong Fan, he vomited everything he ate, and he felt dirty when he did everything.

Countless times he wanted to end his life with death, and it was hatred that allowed him to overcome his demons.

He wants to avenge his mother, and he has to repay the debt he owes, he knows that he hit Xia Ran, and he also learns about a series of things that happened to Xia Ran because of the car accident.

"In the beginning...... I don't intend to be in your life......"

Since knowing that he had hit Xia Ran, Rong Fan has been silently sending people to follow and protect, and when Xia Ran had an accident that day, he happened to be nearby, so he would arrive in time and personally relieve the siege.

It was also since then that Xia Ran broke into his life and gradually became attracted to her, until he realized that Xia Ran wanted to burn all the jade, so he used that way to stop her.

At first, he may have liked it in his heart, but he didn't know it, and gradually got along more and more, and when he wanted to get out, he was already deep in it.

Where is a filthy man like him worthy of marriage and family?

It's not that he hasn't escaped, but his evasion, Xia Ran is always able to be empathetic, no matter how perfunctory his reasons are, Xia Ran can not care, he is reluctant to hurt her, and he is reluctant to see her disappointed gaze.

But he was afraid that Xia Ran would know the truth, and that was where he was most vulnerable.

Later, Xia's mother died, and he accompanied Xia Ran to finish the funeral, Xia Ran threw herself into his arms, hugged him tightly and said, "Except for you, I don't care anymore." ”

At that moment, Rong Fan knew that he wanted to live for Xia Ran and live well.

For the first two years, he didn't want children, and that's why.

This hurdle in my heart is really difficult to overcome.

Later, Xia Ran knew that her car accident originated from herself, and in the face of Xia Ran's questioning, Rong Fan couldn't tell the truth, he really couldn't say it.

Even if she was so sad and desperate, every time the words came to his mouth, he couldn't make a sound.

The truth was too difficult for Rong Fan to tell and too desperate for him.

After Xia Ran found out, how should he face her?