"That's different, your mother has passed away after all, have you heard of 'seeing things and thinking about people'? If she were still alive, everyone might prefer you, but when she is gone, it is difficult to accept because she loves you deeply, and it is inevitable that they will alienate you, and your presence reminds them all the time of the fact that your mother will never come back. ”

Gu Shaoze's voice was very gentle, and what was even more gentle was his eyes, which seemed to have an irresistible indulgence in the depths.

She stopped and quietly looked at Gu Shaoze's eyes for a moment, "It sounds sad." You mean, you think Dad should be understood for that? ”

"It's logical, similar to the psychological defense mechanism, he doesn't want to face the fact that your mother is leaving, so he chooses to run away."

Ji Xincheng was silent, and then asked, "You understand it so well, have you ever had such an experience?" ”

"It's a bit like, when my eldest brother left, my parents couldn't see Tingting, so I took Tingting with me all day long, but Tingting couldn't live outside with me forever, and in the end I forcibly brought her home. At first, her parents couldn't accept it, so that until now, Tingting's memory still has the impression that her parents don't like her and want to throw her away, isn't it very similar to you? ”

Ji Xincheng didn't expect such a thing to be so common, she thought to herself, if it was her, would she be like this?

couldn't help but ask Gu Shaoze, "What about you?" If it were you, would you be? Because the child is like me, you are afraid of causing sadness, so you ......"

"What nonsense!" Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Gu Shaoze's calm voice, his face changed, and he looked at Ji Xincheng and said, "Wife, don't talk nonsense about this kind of thing in the future." ”

"I'm just making an analogy."

"Not the analogy!" Gu Shaoze hugged her into his arms very seriously, "This kind of assumption, I can't think about it even once, and you are not allowed to think about it again!" ”

The sadness in his tone really hit Ji Xincheng's heart, she was a little surprised, but her heart was warm, she reached out and wrapped her arms around his waist, and patted her comfortingly: "Okay, okay, I'll just say it casually, why are you so serious." ”

Gu Shaoze hugged her for a while before letting go, staring at her with a cautious expression, "How can I not be serious about your matter?" I was very disdainful of hearing An Zimo say to his wife, 'You are more important than my life', but now I understand that I just didn't come here before, and now I finally realize it." I'm a selfish person, I want to live well on my own, I've tried many times, all the solutions can't get around you, it's all on you, it's all on you, wife! ”

His words came suddenly, but they were so earnest, Ji Xincheng looked at him with some dumbfoundedness, and only after a while did he touch his face against her forehead, his body temperature was normal, "Husband, you're not sick, are you?" ”

”……“

Gu Shaoze immediately let go of her, and the faces of the two were separated by some distances, so that they could see each other more clearly.

Ji Xincheng saw that his expression was wrong, and without waiting for him to open his mouth, he pursed his lips and smiled into his arms, and immediately explained: "Why did you suddenly confess, I was a little caught off guard!" ”

"Prevent what? Guarding against me? He asked in her ear, with a little anger.

"No, no, it's just a surprise!" She smiled and raised her little face in his arms, her eyes were clear, reminding people of the vast galaxy that could only be seen in the night sky of the plateau.

Gu Shaoze's kiss fell on her eyes, and he sighed lowly, helpless and doting, "You have to remember my words." ”

"Okay, I remember, I must remember!" Ji Xincheng buried his head in his chest and smiled, and Gu Shaoze hugged her again with satisfaction.

And Ji Xincheng was interrupted by him, and his depressed mood earlier had long disappeared, and he could be regarded as a complete farewell to the self-pity who was pitying himself because he couldn't get his father's love, and the pace of moving forward became lighter because of the disappearance of this burden.

Soon it was the day when Gu Shaoze provided Shang Xuan with a bone for the second time, Ji Xincheng thought that he would still need her to urge him to be willing to go, but he didn't expect that this time he was very active, so he contacted the doctor to arrange the operation time, and when Ji Xincheng remembered that it was already the day he was going to the hospital.

Ji Xincheng pestered him and asked, "Are you worried about her too?" In fact. ”

"Who?" Gu Shaoze took the clothes he was going out of the closet and responded without thinking.

"What are you pretending, I can see the call records in your mobile phone, and you have frequent contact with Director Wu of Axuan Hospital, huh? If you don't care about Ah Xuan, are you just chatting with Director Wu? Have you been so idle lately? ”

Gu Shaoze had already taken his clothes and walked to the dressing mirror, and Ji Xincheng quickly stood opposite him, leaning on the mirror, staring at his subtle expression.

He was very calm, and his expression was also very light when he glanced at her, "You probably forgot, Director Wu is my sister's teacher, she is in charge of all subjects, can't I contact her for my wife's business?" ”

Ji Xincheng didn't believe it, "I'm fine with the baby, what do you need to contact her alone?" Just admit it! admit that you want Ah Xuan to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible, it's nothing, is it so difficult? ”

Gu Shaoze changed into a blue and white fine-grained shirt, his eyes fell on the mirror, and he didn't immediately answer Ji Xincheng's words.

Seeing that he didn't turn out his back collar and didn't find it, Ji Xincheng took a step forward and was about to tiptoe to tidy up for him, he had already lowered his body, so that she didn't have to tiptoe to reach it, and suddenly in his heart, he slapped him after tidying up for him, "You did it on purpose, didn't you?" ”

Yes, Gu Shaoze had already seen it in the mirror, he did it on purpose, and this little caution made her still very happy to see it, squinting at her with a smile, and said quietly: "I just want to put the collar in the last arrangement, but wife, you seem to be in a more urgent hurry than me." ”

There were words in the words, and the meaningful appearance made Ji Xincheng's ears hot, and pushed him away, "Change the topic, you are the best!" ”

"Then don't turn around, you continue what you just said." Gu Shaoze dressed neatly in three or two times, suddenly approached Ji Xincheng, forced her to retreat, and was about to lean on the mirror behind her, afraid that she would feel cold, so he still put her to himself at the last moment, bowed his head and said, "You really don't think that I contacted the doctor for you?" ”

Ji Xincheng was a little confused by his sudden flirtatious demeanor, "Then you should tell me, what do I need you to ask the doctor alone?" ”

"Don't you believe it?"

"I don't believe you said, I won't know."

“……”

Gu Shaoze's serious expression made Ji Xincheng nervous, "No, what's really wrong with me?" ”

Seeing her frowning, Gu Shaoze was only afraid that it would be self-defeating, so he quickly stopped teasing her, took a step back and said, "Don't worry, it's a good thing, I'll tell you when I come back at night." ”

"You're coming back in the evening?" Ji Xincheng was surprised.

"Where am I going if I don't come back?"

"You're having surgery today, it's not just a random blood draw, you're going to rest in the hospital after that, at least one night, okay?"

"Last time, I went straight home."

Ji Xincheng followed him downstairs, "Last time, it was an emergency, there was no way, fortunately, nothing happened!" But today you will stay in the hospital for one night, okay? You listen to me. ”

"It's better to listen to the doctor, wife, if the doctor just advises me that it's better to stay in the hospital for observation, then I'll come back, huh?"

“……”

"I do have something very important tonight and I have to come back."

Seeing that he was so serious, Ji Xincheng had no choice but to nod, "Don't try to lie to me, I'll ask the doctor." ”

Gu Shaoze was about to change his shoes, and when he heard her say this, he withdrew his hand holding the shoes, turned around and hugged her and kissed her on the forehead, "Okay, wife!" ”

"What the hell are you going on at night? Does it matter? Can't do it tomorrow? She was a little worried.

He looked her in the eye and replied, "No, it matters." ”

Ji Xincheng really couldn't think of anything else that had to be done at home tonight besides work, she thought about it for a day to no avail, and finally called Director Wu before dinner.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Ji Xincheng was already lying on the bed, holding a book in his hand to brew before going to bed.

The knock on the bedroom door was not light or heavy, but she didn't hear it, until Gu Shaoze knocked and shouted outside, "Wife, it's me!" ”

It's you who stands in the way, Ji Xincheng thought to himself, trying to move his attention back to the book.

There was a knock on the door to no avail, followed by the sound of the doorknob twisting, and then she heard several drawers on the chest of drawers outside the bedroom door opening and closing one after the other, and he was looking for a spare key.

In the blink of an eye, Ji Xincheng's mobile phone rang on the bedside table.

She didn't hesitate much at this time, picked up the phone, turned on the speakerphone and put it on the book, "You sleep in the next room at night, and I will help you get the clothes." She was the first to speak.

Gu Shaoze was surprised, "Why?" ”

"Don't you have something very important to do tonight? Hurry up, I'm going to sleep, you're here and we're only going to influence each other. ”

"I ......" He was choked by her words, his tone quickly softened, and he said flatteringly, "Wife, you open the door first, and I'll tell you when I open the door." ”

"Let's talk about it tomorrow, I'm really sleepy, good night husband!"

"Wait!" Gu Shaoze called her over there.

Ji Xincheng listened to the two voices coming from the microphone and outside the door at the same time, and tried hard to hold back a smile, Gu Shaoze then said: "I had an operation in the hospital today, you don't care about me?" ”

"My husband, who can go back to the company to deal with 6 hours of work after leaving the operating table, I'm afraid he is not a superman, right? Do you still need this little bit of concern from me in words? ”

"I listened to my wife's words, and I came back after 6 hours of observation after the operation, so these 6 hours can't be wasted, right? …… Wait, did you call the hospital? ”

"I called Mr. Wu."

“……”

The other end was immediately silent, probably because he couldn't hide it, and he was coquettish, "Wife, you open the door first and let me in, I can't sleep in the guest room." ”

Ji Xincheng was unmoved, "You haven't slept in the guest room, how do you know?" ”

"Well, wife, I promise! Don't touch you at night, absolutely! He seemed to have a great deal of difficulty, so he gritted his teeth and made this concession.

Ji Xincheng laughed silently, Director Wu told her in the morning that Gu Shaoze contacted her because of Shang Xuan's condition, but he also asked about Ji Xincheng's relationship, although it seemed unintentional, Ji Xincheng had sensitively thought of what he meant by 'important things' before he went out.

According to Director Wu, Gu Shaoze asked her about a lot of details, mainly about Ji Xincheng's nursing work during pregnancy, and also asked about the couple's sexual birth, "It is not suitable for three months before and after pregnancy, but during the middle 4-6 months, if the pregnant woman is in good condition, it is okay to have proper intercourse......

Originally, this was nothing, she knew that he endured it hard, and even the doctor said that proper intercourse was good for the development of the fetus and the mental health of pregnant women, but then Ji Xincheng contacted the attending doctor on Shang Xuan's side, and he understood Gu Shaoze's situation, after donating bone marrow this time, he should be observed in the hospital, even if he can't do this, it is necessary to avoid strenuous exercise within a week.

After Ji Xincheng understood this, he simply put away the spare key after dinner and locked himself in the room.

"It's not that I don't believe your husband," she actually just didn't believe him, "You just came back from the hospital, let's sleep separately for a few days, my immunity is so poor now, what if I get sick?" ”

“……”

The other end was completely quiet, Ji Xincheng pursed his lips, and said in a more gentle tone, "It's next week, okay?" Today Tuesday, let's just next Monday, okay? Without waiting for him to answer, she decided on her own, "Okay, then arrange it like this, you go and rest, see you tomorrow, good night!" ”

After saying that, I kissed it on my phone.

When the call interface of the mobile phone 'beeped' disappeared, Gu Shaoze lowered his hand as if he was fated, and there was still a colorful expression of disbelief on his face: One day, he, Gu Shaoze, would actually be shut out by his wife!