Until she walked out of the gate of Nanchi Palace, she couldn't help but chew on a few words from Concubine Qiao repeatedly.

"Sometimes it's not about dwelling on the past, it's about not being able to get out of this life."

"When he is too depressed, you enlighten him."

She vaguely knew the past that Qiao Guifei was referring to "impossible to come out", but she really didn't know what "when he was too depressed".

After all, the Dingcui Pavilion and the Hexiang Building, which is not the gentle township he relieved?

went to Mu Shuyuan to sit for a while, and before she could say a few words, a palace maid came over to spread the word that the palace banquet was about to disperse, and Pei Shangshu was looking for her.

She had to walk all the way back to the sedan chair at the entrance of the Taihe Palace.

From a distance, Shu Yu leaned on Old Lady Pei, a little drunk and dazed, talking nonsense.

Ah Fu's heart tightened, and she hurried over, grabbed one of Shuyu's arms, and wanted to stuff him into the sedan chair.

Old lady Pei looked helpless, but she couldn't get rid of him.

Shu Yu muttered in his mouth: ".. Daddy, it's been seven years... It's going to be seven years soon.."

He felt that Afu was pulling her, looked at her fixedly, and suddenly grabbed her again and said with a half-crying and half-smile: "Afu... I'm sorry for my sister-in-law... Big brother is for me..."

As he spoke, he buried his head in the side of Afu's neck, and several adults next to him stopped one after another.

Lord Xiang was also there, looking at his daughter and son-in-law with an embarrassed expression.

Afu's face was like fire, and she didn't have time to think about what he said, so she teamed up with Sakura and desperately stuffed him into the sedan chair.

only had time to confess his guilt to his father-in-law, so he ordered the sedan chair drivers to fly and seemed to escape from this shameful scene.

Shuyu's whole person was soft in Afu's arms, Afu couldn't hug him, and even the strength of his knees was used, so he still let him roll down and fall.

This time he woke up, climbed up in a daze, and sat beside Aph.

Before Afu could catch her breath, she was held in the face by him again, forehead to forehead.

Afu wanted to struggle, this was on the sedan chair, and she would have to change the sedan chair in a while, she didn't want to make something out of it.

It turned out that Shu Yu was rare and innocent, so he didn't move.

He held it like this for a while, Afu was a little numb, and suddenly spoke: "Afu...."

"Huh?"

"Aph... You... No... Don't be angry.."

Afu has experienced so much this night, I don't remember being angry with Tongshuyu before, and I will suddenly remember that I was annoyed with him for the past month..

She looked at her husband, whose eyes were red, and suddenly felt a little distressed.

Stretching out his little hand, he also held his chin that had just shaved his beard, and said softly like a child: "I'm not angry, husband, I'm not angry." ”

"I'll always take you out in the future."

Afu, this is still not necessary, I am tired of the concubine tonight..

“... I always talk to you."

“... Don't think about doing things with you..."

Desperate to get into it in an orderly way, Afu was anxious to cover his gibberish mouth, and he easily held his hands.

He blinked his long eyelashes, and he was a little pitiful: ".. You're not angry, okay? ”

Afu's heart melted.

She was angry at him for being careless and selfish, angry that he was not more affectionate and romantic than Jin Heng, and angry that he had been accommodating to Ming Yuan and his sister-in-law many times, but he looked at her so lowly and smallly, which made her feel that she was very important in his heart.

Ah Fu didn't answer for a long time, his eyelids began to stick, and he could barely open them, but he still forced himself to listen to Ah Fu's answer.

She nodded hurriedly: "Okay, okay, I'm not angry.."

Before the words fell, Shuyu fell into her arms and smashed her shoulders painfully.

Afu hugged this huge body with tears and laughter, her chin stuck on his shoulder and she was almost out of breath.

Listening to his even breathing, she felt for the first time that this reckless husband also seemed to have a vulnerable side.

Qiao Guifei's words jumped into her mind again:

"Sometimes it's not about dwelling on the past, it's about not being able to get out of this life."

"When he is too depressed, you enlighten him."

Afu tried to think about it, but Daddy was gone.

Ah, it's sad, but it doesn't seem to be a big deal, and without him, A-Niang can be less angry.

She thought again, if the second brother is gone, or Jin Heng is gone.

It's the kind of way that is so shattered and has nothing, there is only one clothed mound left when worshipping, it is the kind that dies because of himself, and the surviving people who see him every day have no face to cut their hearts like knives.

Afu finally knows what it means to "never get out of it for the rest of your life", Zhong Ju and General Qiao will not come back, so Shu Yu will not stop heartache and self-blame.

In an instant, Afu suddenly connected many fragments:

He was hoarse and killed when he practiced in the martial arts arena; The second brother and Jin Heng couldn't hide their joy and ambition when they went to Fu'an; Seeing my sister-in-law's unconcealable flattery; The situation map of the enemy and the enemy hanging high in the hall of Zaifu..

Rao is a woman who is Afu, and her blood is also hot.

In addition, there are some reliefs that she is unfamiliar with: it seems that she suddenly has some tolerance for Wang Xi.

If Shu Yu died for Ji Heng, watching Huan Xian and Ji Heng talk to me every day, she would also be unhappy.

Afu smiled self-deprecatingly, she simply didn't know this generous and gentle self.

It's all to blame on the person in my arms!

She bit her lip and slapped him on the forehead.

Looking at Shu Yu's sleeping side face in his arms, he felt quite cute, and his heart that had repeatedly tortured himself for Jin Heng in the past month was irrepressibly slightly deflected to Shu Yu.