Little by little, my breath was taken away by the cold river water, and I suddenly realized that the second bet I pressed on Han Mo turned out to be my life.

I can't swim.

But whether I died or not, it is estimated that Han Mo weighed it and felt that if he drowned me, he would have no way to explain it to Jiang Feiyi.

He jumped down and fished me up, but I wasn't conscious at all.

I woke up when the water choked out, and he was on his knees, still dripping with water, and his eyes fell on me, and his face was much better than just now.

"I'll take you to the hospital."

As he spoke, he reached out to pick me up.

I raised my hand and pushed him away directly, very calmly: "No, I'll go by myself."

"Fu Yao!"

He called me that again, as if I had done something extreme and stepped on his tail.

I ignored him and propped myself up on the floor trying to get up.

It's just that my head is a little shaky, and my vision is blurry, and the light from the street lamp seems to be scattered by something, so I can't concentrate it.

Before I fell, Han Mo was calling me.

But I don't think I'll ever hear it again.

Because I don't want to hear it anymore.

When I woke up again, I was in the hospital, Jiang Jingying was sitting on the side, and the expression on my face was obviously relaxed when I woke up: "Yaoyao, wake up, do you want to drink some soup?"

Jiang Feiyi walked in from the door at this time, he stood by the bed, and looked at me: "Ten days later, there is a music program that will start filming."

He didn't ask me what was going on, he didn't say anything, he just told me I had to go to this music show in ten days.

I looked at Jiang Feiyi, and the resentment in my heart seemed to disappear all at once.

In fact, in addition to forcing me back to City A, he did a lot of things that seemed to be for me.

Although I don't want to admit it, I have to say that he is enough to protect me, and enough to let me make trouble.

I nodded, blinked, tears came out of the corners of my eyes, and I simply closed my eyes.

No one in the room spoke, it was so quiet that it seemed like I was still breathing.

The weather was too cold, and although I only soaked in the river for a few tens of seconds, my lungs were infected and I had pneumonia, so I had to take care of it.

Although Jiang Feiyi allowed me to participate in the music program ten days later, he refused to let me be discharged from the hospital, and forced me to stay in the hospital for a week, and every day Jiang Jingying brought me soup.

When I was discharged from the hospital, I went to find a scale, and when I saw the weight, I was silent for a while, but I didn't say anything.

After all, I'm just a singer, not an actor, and my face and body are not that important.

Xue Jiaying would come to see me every day, and she would never ask what happened that night, as if I wouldn't ask her what happened that night and why there were such obvious kiss marks on her neck.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Xue Jiaying was going to have a meeting, so she didn't come to pick me up, and when I met Xue Jiaying, it was already the second day of discharge.

She came to Jiang's house to see me and told me about the recording tomorrow.

This is the first time I have participated in the recording in so many years, and I don't understand many things at all, Xue Jiaying took my file and talked to me all afternoon, and I know about the process.

At six o'clock, the sky had begun to darken, and now that winter is coming, the sky will naturally darken, I left Xue Jiaying to eat, but she directly shook her head and refused: "I still have things to do, you have a good rest these two days, and remember to be there before eight o'clock on Monday."

I know why Xue Jiaying and I'm so nervous, I'm also very nervous, I think about the show, it is estimated that Jiang Feiyi has a relationship with me.

I used to be ashamed of doing this, but over the years, I suddenly found that you sometimes have to admit that people who have a higher seven than you will really get what you want before you.

Since Jiang Feiyi is willing to give, I don't want to be as stupid as before, and I don't want to say no.

Not long after Xue Jiaying left, Jiang Feiyi called back and told us that there was no need to wait for him to eat, and he would not come back tonight.

Lin Zhaofeng has been working overtime these days, and there are only me and Jiang Jingying in the entire Jiang family, and it is very embarrassing at the dinner table.

I kept my head down and didn't know what to say, and I didn't want to say anything.

"Yaoyao."

She suddenly called out to me, and I looked up at her, but didn't speak.

"Your brother - Feiyi means, I want to hold a drinking party for you next month."

What Jiang Jingying meant by this, I couldn't have known it, I used to refuse without even thinking about it. It's just that it's only been more than half a month since I came back to City A, and everything that happened caught me off guard.

I wanted to refuse outright, but I found that I don't know when it started, but it was difficult to say the words of rejection.

After hesitating for a while, I could only relax: "I don't want to make it public for the time being."

After all, I just signed with China Entertainment, and if it is made public now, many things will become complicated.

I will be denied, and Xue Jiaying will be denied.

This is the first time in more than three or four years that I have let go, and Jiang Jingying couldn't stop looking at the smile on my face: "Then, that's good, I'll discuss it with Feiyi again."

She is different from Jiang Feiyi, she will never force me.

Although I don't want to admit it, Jiang Jingying is really like a big sister to me.

Even, a little too pampering and doting.

In Lin Zhaofeng's words, I am like Jiang Jingying's daughter, better than him.

I'm a human being, and I know exactly who is good to me.

I was sitting on the sofa in the hall when Jiang Jingying told Jiang Feiyi my thoughts, he reached out and loosened his tie, his eyes circled over my body, and after a few seconds, I heard him speak: "Hmm."

I don't know why, I have an instinct for Jiang Feiyi, and I can't resist the awe.

After hearing his answer, I just felt relieved.

This show is modeled after a foreign program, a total of ten singers were invited, only two or three, like me, not very famous, divided into two groups, each episode of P.

I actually know all those singers, but they don't know me.

Luckily, they weren't blind to me, and although one or two didn't think much of me, the others were more accommodating.

Xue Jiaying has always been worried about my temper, because P's score is actually predetermined, because one person has to be eliminated in each group in each period.

In the past, I might have really been unable to control myself, but now I don't, it's the default rule in the industry, and if I want to mix in this industry, I can only follow it.

I was eliminated in the second phase, which is relatively lucky, not as soon as I appeared.

Because it was recorded a week in advance, the amount of work involved in recording was not very large.

It started at 10 o'clock in the morning, and by 6 o'clock in the afternoon, the content of the first issue was almost finished.

I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when I came out of the studio, and Xue Jiaying rarely came over and hugged me: "Let's go, please eat."

I know she's been worried about me, and now that she's finally finished the first installment, the second installment is much easier.

"Fu Yao."

I was chatting with Xue Jiaying, but I didn't expect to run into Han Qing.

Xue Jiaying glanced at me and smiled: "You guys talking?"

After I knew the relationship between Han Qing and Han Mo, I didn't want to have too much contact with him, so I glanced at Han Qing and only said two words: "Wait." Saying that, he stretched out his hand and pulled Xue Jiaying, who was about to walk away: "Do you have one thousand six cash on you?"

She looked at me and frowned, "What do you want so much cash for?"

I don't want to hide it from him: "Pay back!"

She took out her purse and counted six thousand to me.

When I took the money and turned to look at Han Qing, his face was already ugly, and he looked at me as if he was the night I let him go five years ago, and the grievance made me a little unbearable.

But I still shoved the money into his hand: "This is the last time I borrowed money from you, and I have forgotten to pay it back, sorry."

Everybody's smart, and that's pretty obvious.

It's just that Han Qing is just like back then, no matter how many times I told him, he still waited for me in the bar, even though I would never say a word to him.

"Fu Yao, do you like Han Mo?"

I was slightly stunned, but quickly recovered: "No."

"Then why don't you want to see me."

When I was in the hospital before, I told Jiang Jingying that I didn't want to see any Han family, not only Han Mo, but also Han Qing.

He asked me now, I pursed my lips, and still replied: "Han Qing, I already gave you the answer five years ago, and I am not suitable for you."

"Where doesn't it fit?"

He's stubborn, just like he was back then.

I thought he was going to study abroad and finally figured it out, but I didn't expect that the person he didn't figure out was me.

Han Qing looked at me, and the persistence in his eyes made me not know how to answer.

But I knew I had to answer, "Because your last name is Han."

When he heard my words, his face turned white.

Actually, I don't want to do that, but I really can't think of a more ruthless answer.

Love has always been like this, and the weakness of one party will only make the other more uncomfortable.

Han Qing is very innocent, I shouldn't give him any extravagant hopes.

I won't love Han Mo anymore, and I won't love Han Qing.

I don't think I'm going to love people anymore.

He didn't speak, and I glanced sideways at Xue Jiaying: "Let's go."

But Han Qing suddenly reached out and grabbed me at this time: "Fu Yao!"

"You let go of me!"

He looked at me, his eyes were red, as if he had been robbed of his beloved toy: "Fu Yao, this is not fair!"

In fact, I have always regarded Han Qing as my little brother, and he is one of the few warms in my dark youth.

But now I have to extinguish this warmth with my own hands, which is really unacceptable.

I raised my hand and broke his hand, looked up at him, and said word by word: "Han Qing, in this world, it is so unfair."