Not only the change in color, but even looking at the gemstones, the sense of oppression generated was sudden, making Zhou Xize defenseless.

The dark green gem, held in the palm of the hand, the hand is like holding the most mysterious power of nature, which cannot be released.

Zhou Xize was not in the same good mood as before, always holding the gem in front of his eyes, carefully observing it, wanting to see through its simple appearance and see through what the center of the gem contains.

But now, whatever it contains, it doesn't matter.

In Zhou Xize's heart, there was only one thought, hurry up and throw away this gem.

Keeping it doesn't make any sense other than adding some useless hope.

And this vain hope will only make Zhou Xize fall into deep disappointment again, and finally despair, there is no end at all.

Zhou Xize slowly lifted the gem above his head, but the movement was slow and looked a little difficult.

It's not because there is still any reluctance in Zhou Xize's heart. It's just that this gem seems to carry the weight of life, making it difficult for Zhou Xize to lift it too high, and he usually just holds it in the palm of his hand.

Not only that, when Zhou Xize raised the gem above his head, and then in the position of his spirit cover, he could feel that something was pressing his brain, and at the same time, it was also suppressing his nerves, making his movements sluggish.

And the thought of throwing away this gem just now came to me in my heart, and it became weaker and weaker.

Now in Zhou Xize's subconscious, he keeps emphasizing the importance of this gem, which cannot be thrown away, or even left by himself.

Otherwise, it will cause irreversible damage to Zhou Xize's body, and even leave some sequelae.

Zhou Xize hesitated, now he wanted to remember something, but he couldn't remember what the name of this gem was when he held it in his hand.

It seems to be called, what spirit, what is coming, Zhou Xize only feels that his brain is chaotic now, and he can't think of anything.

In fact, when Zhou Xize was sober, he didn't know what this gem was called.

It seems to be a dusty memory, the memory is in Zhou Xize's mind, but it can't be cracked at all. It seems that something is restrained, so that Zhou Xize can't recall where this gem came from.

It's just that in Zhou Xize's thoughts, he will always hint at this gem, it is very important, please protect it and so on.

So for so many years, Zhou Xize has always treated it as a treasure like his own son, and he has always carried it on his waist.

Almost 24 o'clock, he never leaves his body, even when he is taking a bath, he will also put it very close and within reach.

Now that the gem is held above his head, it has obviously given Zhou Xize a sense of crisis.

This gem is very important, it can't be disposed of as casually as now, Zhou Xize should hold it in the palm of his hand and protect it on his body, which is a normal operation.

But at this time, Zhou Xize had made up his mind, not because he had a plan, but because all the emotions in his mind were squeezing each other, pressing him to the point where he was about to lose his breath.

Even if there was a machete hanging above his head now, threatening Zhou Xize not to let him throw away the gem, Zhou Xize only had one thought in his mind, to throw it away.

Even Zhou Xize didn't just want to throw it away, but also wanted to throw it far away, and even it was best to break it.

As long as he never sees this gem again, it is Zhou Xize's greatest wish. Maybe from then on, he could be an ordinary person again. There is no longer a need to spend your life in love and love because of some love.

As this thought grew stronger and stronger in the mind, it had grown to the point that the subconscious could not resist.

Zhou Xize still held it above his head after all, and he didn't have the slightest intention of letting go, and Zhou Xize's arm had already begun to accumulate strength, ready to throw this gem far away, the farther away the better.

Zhou Xize closed his eyes and imagined that he was doing something that he should have done.

There is no need for particularly heavy psychological pressure to make Zhou Xize relax as much as possible and use his strength to the maximum.

As Zhou Xize's arm leaned back slightly, he then threw it in front of him with all his strength.

And the place where this is thrown is the open space in front of the gate of the Hege Medicine Hall.

No matter how strong Zhou Xize is, it is impossible to throw this range, and the gem will only fall on Qi Zheng

The gem that exuded a dark green glow, after being thrown out of Zhou Xize's hand, drew a beautiful arc in the air.

It's unpredictable on this parabolic journey.

The dark green light, from the palm that had just left Zhou Xize's hand, slowly changed back to bamboo blue, and when the gem flew into the air and flew to the highest position it could reach, the light changed from bamboo blue to dark green again.

In the air, the colors change over time, and the brightness changes from dark to light to dark.

Zhou Xize's gaze followed the traces of the gem in the air, watching it gradually leave him.

And the feeling of oppression that came from the top of Zhou Xize's head became bigger and bigger as the gem flew out of his palm, almost crushing him.

After that, with a "bang", the gem landed somewhere in the open space in front of the Hege Medicine Hall. Listening to the sound, it should have been shattered.

At the same time, the pressure on Zhou Xize's head dissipated without a trace, and the whole person was a lot more relaxed.

Zhou Xize didn't understand what the reason was, the last place where the gem lit up was where it fell.

Judging from the direction where the gem fell, there was a faint green light, like steam, slowly rising from the ground and drifting into the air

This kind of scene is like boiling water with firewood. As the firewood below grew stronger and burned harder, the water in the boiler was boiled, and then gradually evaporated in the air, forming water vapor.

It doesn't end until all the water in the boiler has been evaporated, and until all the firewood under the boiler has been burned out.

Now, the pale green glow above the gem resembles water vapor wafting out of a boiler.

And the jewel that was shattered was the boiling water that was boiled hot.

Gradually, the light and energy of the gem began to detach itself and drift into the air. In the future, this light and energy will no longer be trapped in the gem, and everything will be liberated.

And Zhou Xize will no longer be bound to this gem in the rest of his life.

It turns out that the best way to deal with disappointment is to throw away all possible sources of hope.

Zhou Xize quietly looked not far away, the gem in the last ten years of its life, emitting a bright vision.

It's really good, now Zhou Xize is relaxed, and even his life is a lot brighter.

In the future, you just need to do what you love and live in a comfortable and comfortable environment until you grow old and die.

If there is no hope, there will be no disappointment, and it is not a good thing to live without heart and lungs. Born as a human being, don't force it.

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