Si Qian completely left the ward, and Ji Xincheng walked towards Shang Xuan.

Shang Xuan originally closed her eyes, as if it was because of Si Qian, but she only opened her eyes to see Ji Xincheng at this time, obviously waiting for her.

"How are you feeling?" Ji Xincheng sat on the edge of the bed.

Shang Xuan was very weak, and the corners of Ji Xincheng's lips were pale and bloodless, "Where did you come from?" ”

"Not far away, just nearby, just finished eating with a customer."

Shang Xuan took the initiative to reach out and hold Ji Xincheng's, the cold touch made Ji Xincheng's heart feel sour, and he held it back with both hands to warm her, "Are you cold?" ”

Shang Xuan shook her head slightly.

She obviously had something to say, and Ji Xincheng waited silently.

After a long time, Shang Xuan still didn't speak, Ji Xincheng was puzzled, and listened to Song Qi and them on the side, "I'll go out and come back soon." ”

"Okay." Shang Xuan looked at Song Qi until he left the ward and closed the door, then turned to Ji Xincheng, "I have something I want to ask you." ”

She deliberately opened Song Qi, Ji Xincheng didn't know, "You just say." ”

"My mother ......" Shang Xuan hesitated for a while, but still said: "Shang Xiaoyue, after I leave, I want to ask you to help me take care of her." ”

Ji Xincheng's eyes sank, although he knew that it would not be an ordinary reason for her to let her come over, but when she heard her say that she would explain her will to her in person, her eyes turned red instantly, "What do you tell you to leave, Ah Xuan, don't give up on yourself easily." ”

"Don't be sad, I know my situation, I don't have much time."

Shang Xuan clenched Ji Xincheng's hand, her expression calm, "Xincheng, thank you, I once made me so happy, I said before that I wouldn't associate with you, it's really against my heart, people's feelings are like this, separation is light, it's inevitable to be together all day long, I don't want the last days to let you face life and death all the time, I know how uncomfortable that feeling is, so I'd rather you think I'm cold, but also reduce contacts." But today, when I couldn't control my consciousness at all, the last thought in my mind was to say goodbye to you......"

She was already very strong, and she couldn't help choking up when she thought about that moment, and the words stopped here.

Ji Xincheng's tears in the circles of her eyes couldn't stop falling, she hurriedly covered her sleeves and wiped them away, "Ah Xuan, don't say it, Auntie, I will definitely try my best to take care of her, but I hope you don't give up until the last moment, okay?" ”

This kind of pleading is very weak, Ji Xincheng understands in her heart, but can she do anything else besides such a pleading? She was at a loss in her heart, and she couldn't think of it yet.

"Well, I'm not going to give up, I only feel this way when I see my mom again, even if it's just a minute or a second, I'll be grateful. In the same way, if I die at this very moment, I have no regrets. So Xincheng, don't feel too sorry for me, okay? ”

Shang Xuan is good at self-adjustment, and at this time she has calmed down, holding Ji Xincheng's hand and gently rubbing it on the back of her hand.

Ji Xincheng also forced himself to harden his heart, only when his heart hardened could he control these annoying tears.

"You don't have to worry about Auntie, if she is suitable to take her home, I will take her home to take care of her, if it is better to continue to live in a nursing home, then I will visit her often." When Ji Xincheng said this, he thought of Gu Nan and hesitated again and again, but he still didn't tell Shang Xuan.

After all, for such a big matter, she still hopes that it is better for the parties themselves to say it without fail.

"Thank you!" Shang Xuan thanked her from the bottom of her heart, she clenched Ji Xincheng's hand, and at this moment, silent emotions spoke louder than words.

The two were silent for a long time, Ji Xincheng's mobile phone rang in the bag, and when he saw that it was Gu Shaoze, he didn't plan to answer, so he refused to answer and replied to him at the same time with the set SMS template: I'm sorry, it's inconvenient for me to answer the phone now, and I'll call you back later.

Ji Xincheng was afraid that he would hear the sound of his crying, so he asked again, but he simply didn't answer.

"Why don't you pick it up?" Shang Xuan asked.

"It doesn't matter, I'll call him back in a moment." Ji Xincheng raised his head and smiled, muted the phone and put it back in his bag.

Shang Xuan asked Ji Xincheng at this time, "I saw you and your husband in a private hospital that day, and I have also been in contact with the doctor Dong who was with you before, she is very patient, do you have good news?" ”

Ji Xincheng sniffed, really calmed down, and said to Shang Xuan, "It's been more than a month, I wanted to tell you before, but I'm afraid of ......" She bit her lip, not knowing how to phrase it.

Shang Xuan laughed, "It's okay, I understand." She didn't care that Ji Xincheng didn't tell her, and she was very happy to know it now, "That's great!" You and Gu Shaoze are both so good-looking, the children, whether they are boys or girls, will definitely look better. ”

Ji Xincheng could see that Shang Xuan was really happy for himself, but at the same time, that expression also revealed a trace of envy and unattainable loneliness, and the sourness between his nose almost shed tears again.

Ji Xincheng wanted to ask her about Si Qian, but he didn't know how to speak.

"Song Qi told you, right?" Shang Xuan took the initiative to mention, "We live together now." ”

"Well, he did." Ji Xincheng endured it, and still asked her, "Why do you and Si Qian want to divorce, do you want to talk to me?" ”

Shang Xuan was silent, and then said, "Our engagement is an agreement, and marriage is ...... It's a compensatory fact that I have taken care of me for so many years, but unfortunately he wants more, and I can't give it. ”

Ji Xincheng didn't understand what Shang Xuan meant by 'more', if it was feelings, Ji Xincheng could see that the person Shang Xuan loved was Si Qian, not Song Qi.

Perhaps, everyone has something they can't understand, just like her experience with Gu Shaoze, obviously the two of them love each other deeply, but they still cause a lot of harm to each other on the way for many reasons, she thinks that Shang Xuan and Si Qian are probably still on the way, but right now, Shang Xuan has already lived with Song Qi, and Ji Xincheng can't understand this.

Just as Ji Xincheng's thoughts were turning back and forth, Shang Xuan said again, "I can't have children, and I can't forgive this myself." I've been dragging him down for so many years, and I can't give him anything, so naturally I can't drag him for a lifetime. ”

Hearing the news, Ji Xincheng was stunned and speechless for a while.

Just now, she still had a thought flashing through her mind, if Shang Xuan and Si Qian had a child, it would probably be different, right? The child is a magical existence, it is the connection between the two roots of life, there is an invisible force enough to improve many things, what a beautiful existence, and now, she can only watch Shang Xuan's desire and powerlessness alternate, and the heartache at that moment makes Ji Xincheng unable to help herself.

She couldn't imagine that if she were Shang Xuan, would she be able to persist like Shang Xuan for so many years? I'm afraid it can't be done.

"You see you're going to cry again, I remember you have to cry every time you meet me after the reunion, and you won't shed tears no matter how sad you were before." Shang Xuan said with a smile.

Ji Xincheng is also a little embarrassed, since she became pregnant, her emotional management has long fallen apart.

"I don't want to, I can't control it." She smiled, took the tissue from the side table, dried the corners of her eyes, and then sat down on the edge of the bed again, "Okay, I remember your reminder, I won't cry again when we meet in the future." ”

Shang Xuan still had a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, looking at Ji Xincheng with a very satisfied look, "Okay, that's what you said." ”

The two looked at each other and smiled.

"I'll ask Song Qi to send you back, don't stay too late in the hospital." Shang Xuan said she looked a little tired.

"Don't worry, I'll sit down again, I'll see you fall asleep and I'll go again." Ji Xincheng insisted.

Looking at Ji Xincheng's innocent appearance, Shang Xuan thought of the past, Ji Xincheng in college was not as soft as now, and he was still easy to be impulsive when encountering problems, although he was not as squeamish as the average daughter, he was not rough in the end, and he was not used to eating in the cafeteria, so he secretly instigated Shang Xuan and Tang Tang to take her to eat outside the restaurant. The sorrow of that time seems to me now, it is all the spice of the good times, so light and pure.

"I'm serious, you go to sleep, I'll leave when you fall asleep." Ji Xincheng emphasized again.

Shang Xuan had to close her eyes, she didn't actually want to sleep, she wanted to chat with Ji Xincheng for a while, but she was really a little overwhelmed, so she closed her eyes, and fell asleep after a while.

Ji Xincheng endured it until he was sure that Shang Xuan was really asleep, and then let go of her hand and tucked the quilt for her.

Song Qi seemed to be calculating the time, and pushed the door in when Ji Xincheng was about to leave the ward.

"Asleep?" He asked softly.

Ji Xincheng nodded, walked lightly and walked out of the ward with Song Qi.

"Xin Cheng, did she tell you about Aunt Shang?" In the corridor, Song Qi asked Ji Xincheng.

"You guessed it all, right?" Ji Xincheng couldn't bear to look at Song Qi's eyes, if Si Qian's love for Shang Xuan was to ask and possess, then Song Qi was just the opposite for Shang Xuan, Shang Xuan in his eyes seemed to be his other self, such tolerance and endless love, which made people move and couldn't help but feel sorry for him.

He may have known that he had gained nothing, but he still did not hesitate.

"Well," Song Qi groaned, "You don't have to worry about Aunt Shang's affairs, I will take Auntie home and take care of her like a biological mother." ”

Ji Xincheng stopped when he heard this, turned to look at Song Qi, and at this time, a nurse came over pushing a cart, Song Qi hurriedly reminded her to be careful, and the two walked to the window to talk.

Song Qi's expression was extremely serious, he didn't joke.

Ji Xincheng said curiously, "Why don't you say it to Ah Xuan yourself?" ”

"She doesn't agree." Song Qi smiled bitterly, "She thought that after she left, I could marry again, if I took my aunt, it would not affect me well." ”

Ji Xincheng listened to his word 'remarry', stunned, speechless for a long time. In Song Qi's heart, he had long regarded Shang Xuan as his wife.

These two ......

Ji Xincheng sighed in his heart and asked Song Qi, "Why is Si Qian here?" ”

"In fact, he has been sending people to monitor Ah Xuan's life, today we went out to buy vegetables, and we were separated for a while halfway, Ah Xuan suddenly fell ill, and it was the person who monitored her who appeared in time to send her to the hospital, which was not dangerous." Song Qi thought of the situation at that time, his eyebrows tightened, and he was very afraid, "If it is not delivered in time, the consequences will be unimaginable." For that, we should all be grateful to him. ”

After Si Qian's people sent Shang Xuan to the hospital, Si Qian arrived as soon as possible, and when Song Qi received the news and came to the hospital, he saw that Si Qian was holding Shang Xuan in his arms, and the two of them snuggled up to each other tightly, which was such a tacit understanding and ironing.

Song Qi thought of this, his heart was bitter, and he said again in Ji Xincheng's silence, "If Ah Xuan's condition can improve, I will quit." ”

Ji Xincheng couldn't bear it, Song Qi saw it clearly, and said mockingly, "You don't have to comfort me, all this is voluntary by me." ”

It is understandable to seek benevolence, but Ji Xincheng, who has been friends of the two for many years, still chooses to say directly, "She has a job in her heart, so it's unfair to you." ”

"I know, in fact, I have my own selfish motives. If Ah Xuan hadn't gone through this, I wouldn't have had the opportunity to be with her until now, it was because of my greed that I wanted to do this. But Xincheng, don't worry, we both know very well that we can be by her side even if it's just for a few days, I think it's a very lucky thing, as for Ah Xuan, after she saw Aunt Shang again, she also wanted to live a peaceful and quiet life for a few days, we are mutually fulfilling, there is nothing unfair or unfair. Song Qi lowered his eyes after saying this, his tone was calm, not like angry words.

"Both of you are my best friends, and no matter which of you is unhappy, I will not be happy. Song Qi, you have always been so kind, you want to return a little kindness from others several times, I am just afraid that you will think too much about others and put yourself in a humble corner, you deserve someone to be good to you. But if you really have your own selfishness, I am relieved, and when Ah Xuan's condition improves, I support you to boldly pursue your love. ”

When the two of them said this, they naturally understood that the biggest crux was Shang Xuan's condition, if Shang Xuan's condition could improve...... If only there were.

In the tacit silence, a doctor approached them.

"Is it the family of the patient Shang Xuan?" The doctor had a slip in his hand and asked when he saw Song Qi, he obviously recognized Song Qi.

"I'm a friend of the patient, and I'm with her." Song Qi said.

The doctor nodded, "You come with me." ”

Seeing Song Qi's sinking face, Ji Xincheng felt uneasy and followed.

The doctor led the two into the office, closed the door and said, "After research and discussion by the expert group, the current feasible plan is to extract stem cells from the bone marrow to make a complete repair of the patient's broken cells to achieve the possibility of cure, there have been successful cases abroad, but in China, it is the first case like her, the biggest problem is the cost, I invite you to come here to understand the patient's family situation." ”