Chapter 570: Healing (13)
"Before, I loved watching the dawn! Because after dawn, everyone came out and was busy.
There are all kinds of gadgets on the street, people of all shapes, and a lot of fun and delicious things.
Everyone seemed so friendly and so vibrant.
Even if someone is arguing and someone is sad, it makes me feel that the world is full of vitality.
I like to watch people live aggressively, working so hard, knowing that they may not be able to do anything, but they still work so hard.
But...... Right now...... I don't like the daytime anymore.
Because people don't smile at me anymore when they see me, they point fingers at me behind my back or even in front of me.
Some of them sympathized with me and took pity on me, while others laughed at me.
I thought I didn't care about that, I didn't care at all. How others love to see how they see, how love thinks and thinks.
But, I don't know why, but I don't want to go out anymore, I don't want to be seen anymore.
Even, sometimes, I feel uncomfortable when I hear other people's laughter.
I envy their pleasure, I hate their malice, I don't know, I'm messed up myself......"
Leng Yi Yanyan said, her voice a little choked.
Imperial Doctor Wu was stunned, in his eyes, Leng Yi Yanyan was always very energetic, and he didn't feel that she was like what she said at all.
He didn't expect that Leng Yi Yanyan would confide in her, and this secret mood actually told himself that this ......
Imperial Doctor Wu hurriedly shook his head, thinking about how to comfort Leng Yi Yanyan.
But he felt that whatever she said would only make her more sad, because words could not solve practical problems.
As long as her face is still like this, as long as she still needs to live behind the veil like this, she should not be happy.
I remember that he had also seen her low and depressed before, that is, when he suddenly fell ill after eating the flower cake given to her by Hu Si.
But even then, she wasn't as depressed as she is now.
Sure enough, appearance is really important to a person, and Imperial Doctor Wu feels that even if a man like himself becomes like Leng Yi Yanyan, he probably won't be able to stand it, let alone her?
Imperial Doctor Wu scratched his ears and thought for a long time, and finally lowered his head in frustration. He really didn't know how to comfort Leng Yi Yanyan, he just hoped that her face would be cured as soon as possible.
Speaking of which, I am too incompetent! It's obviously a Qihuang family, but there's no way to take such a thing as Gu poison! It's infuriating!
Thinking of this, I remembered that Yuan Shuixi tried the medicine by himself, and Imperial Doctor Wu was ashamed!
If you can have the courage of Yuan Shuixi, maybe you can find a solution a long time ago!
The reason why he couldn't sleep and lay there reading just now was because he felt that his knowledge and ability were too disproportionate to the identity of the Qihuang family.
If it continues like this, it will not be the face of one person, but the face of the entire Wu family.
Although he was already a leader among the younger generation in the Tai Hospital, since he met Leng Yi Yanyan, he gradually realized that he was a frog at the bottom of the well.
It seems that everyone knows more about medical science than him, everyone has their own unique skills, and he is like an ordinary You Fang Langzhong, no, not even better than Shang Fang Langzhong!
For some reason, he suddenly remembered Hu Si, who ran away from home. And at this moment, he also has the same mood as Hu Si, wanting to run away from home, wanting to go to more places, seeing more people and things, and honing himself fiercely!
Can I really endure that kind of suffering? Imperial Doctor Wu asked himself secretly.
Pampered in the Imperial City, can he really rely on his own ability to survive after leaving this comfortable environment?
(End of chapter)