109. This situation and this scene are familiar
Shen Wangxin opened the bag and saw that there were a full fifty taels, and immediately thanked the steward.
The steward said a few words of congratulations, did not stay for dinner, and left Xitou Village in a hurry.
Shen Wangxin knew that he didn't need to send it on purpose, in the past, Chen went there first to collect the money. He came to Xitou Village this time, and he must have known the difficulties of her medical hall, so he sent the money in time.
With this money, Shen Wangxin's Wuwei Yaozhai can reopen. Although it is not yet possible to restore the previous situation, at least you can earn money for the clinic first.
When she got the silver, she kept going to find the carpenter Tan in the village and asked him to re-order the medicine cabinet, tables and chairs according to the previous style.
Carpenter Tan happened to be free, and he and his sons rushed to make the medicine cabinet that Shen Wangxin had ordered in a few days.
Shen Wangxin went to the county again on the way, and bought new bedding, clothes, and jewelry with Aunt Shen. Went to Yuqing Inn to take a look at Chen Xian, Chen Xian was a young man who was alive and well after a few days, and when he saw Shen Wangxin, he simply went back to the village with Zhang Cuihua.
Shen Wangxin bothered in Lizheng's house for a few days, and finally could return to his own house to live. When I returned to the medical hall, I took a broom or something, and planned to tidy up the medical hall first.
The two children, Agarwood and Yuxiang, also helped out and did what they could.
Shen Wangxin took the time to go to the field to take a look, but fortunately, the medicinal materials she planted did not attract the attention of Shen Fugui and others, and the medicinal materials of the entire two acres of land were also wasted. Otherwise, months of hard work would have been ruined.
Even in late autumn, Shen Wangxin was still busy sweating in the field. When she raised her head, she found Chen Xian standing on the ridge and staring at her for an unknown amount of time.
"Ah Xian?" Being looked at like this by him, Shen Wangxin was somewhat embarrassed.
Suddenly remembered that one evening in the middle of summer, Chen Xian looked at himself like this, always wanting to say something, but he always wanted to say nothing. At that time, she was completely confused, but now that she thinks about it, why can't she figure it out?
Since what happened to Wang Zhaodi, she and Chen Xian have been avoiding this problem. The two tacitly pretended that nothing had happened and never mentioned the topic once.
But this time, Chen Xian had a faint smile on his face and said, "Forget your heart, I have something to say to you." ”
"W-What?" Shen Wangxin was confused for a while, she had been with Chen Xian for so long, she had vaguely regarded the other party as a relative, if Chen Xianzhen said something, she really didn't know how to answer.
Chen Xian suddenly found that he could see too many things compared to before. After this time, he suddenly figured out a lot of things.
Once upon a time, he had been deceiving himself, feeling that he liked Shen Forgetxin so much.
Over time, Shen Wangxin will definitely like himself.
But after Shen Wangxin was imprisoned on his behalf, he was desperate to find that he couldn't even protect her. With the ability to forget her heart, how could the little Yuqing County trap her? And with his own background and ability, he will never be able to shelter her from the wind and rain.
At that moment, he never hated himself so much, hated himself for being incompetent, hated himself for not being able to do anything.
It's time to let go.
Chen Xian said to himself, showing a doting smile to the helpless Shen Wangxin: "What do you want?" I haven't had time to apologize to you before, Wang Zhaodi suddenly confessed to me, I didn't know what to do for a while, so I used you as a shield. I didn't expect that to happen. ”
Shen Wangxin was stunned for a moment.
"I'm sorry, forget my heart, I've always treated you as a sister." Chen Xian reached out and touched Shen Wangxin's head, and joked, "You won't blame me, right?"
"No, how could I blame you?" Shen Wangxin hurriedly shook his head, revealing a knowing smile.
She is not a child, and Chen Xian's words certainly can't deceive her.
Although this body is still small, Chen Xian, Agarwood, and Jiexiang are all juniors she wants to protect in her opinion. Sometimes she feels ambivalent and hopes that they will always be as innocent and romantic as before. Because, growing up means experiencing pain.
But Ah Xian, this child, has grown up just by looking at it.
Chen Xian reluctantly hooked the corners of his mouth, and there was a tear in his eyes that was about to fall. He turned his head abruptly, turned his back to Shen Wangxin and dipped a teardrop on his fingertips, stared blankly for a moment, and then strode away from the medicine field.
Shen Wangxin's gaze fell on Chen Xian's lonely back, and his expression suddenly became in a trance.
Once upon a time, she experienced the same thing in this medicine field. After Chen Xian finished speaking, he left, and the two small groups of Agarwood and Jiexiang took the hand of a young man in white and walked out of the door in the backyard with a smile.
Ask her for a human pill.
In fact, what is the difference between her and Chen Xian? It's just that they're putting their hearts where they shouldn't.
Shen Wangxin calmed down, walked into the backyard with a hoe, and found that Agarwood was in a daze at the flower bed in the backyard, with a trace of sadness in his eyes.
"Yuuka, what are you looking at?" She was shocked, secretly collected the emotions on her face, walked to Agarwood's side, and asked softly.
Agarwood glanced back at Shen Wangxin, and said quietly: "I'm thinking about the five-pointed stars planted in the flower bed before, their lifespan is so short, because God destined it. But Xiao Hei, Xiao Huang, and Xiao Bai, they are only a little bit big, and they haven't really grown up yet. ”
When Shen Wangxin heard this, his heart suddenly felt uncomfortable.
If it is Yuuka in front of him, Shen Wangxin will hold him in his arms and coax him well. But she only noticed before that Agarwood's personality was much calmer than that of Yuxiang, but she forgot that such a young child could be sensible like this, and she must be very uncomfortable.
Her care for agarwood should be no less than that of incense.
But in the face of the agarwood like a little adult, Shen Wangxin didn't know what to say, and sighed long: "Agarwood, you and I are not omnipotent." There are some things that we can never predict the end. So, never be too yourself, got it? ”
"Got it." Agarwood nodded vigorously.