175 Do you regret it?

Xu Ran's belly has grown up, it looks like it has been four or five months, and the high heels under her feet have also changed to flat shoes, but her face is still wearing exquisite makeup, her hair is scattered, and she is wearing a skirt.

You see, as soon as she opened her mouth, she was as disgusting as ever.

Xu Ran seems to have only one cognition of the men around me: my man.

I don't want to say anything about her narrow view.

sneered, pulled Lin Zhaofeng, who wanted to speak, and directly entered the elevator that was about to close.

"Sister Yao—"

"Shut up!"

I glared back at him and lifted my hand to press the button that closed the elevator door.

The elevator door closed slowly, and Han Mo and Xu Ran were still standing at the elevator door, both of them facing me and Lin Zhaofeng, both looking at me.

I looked away, and as the elevator door closed completely, I finally blocked out the two men's vision.

It is estimated that Lin Zhaofeng's attitude was too cold when I told him to shut up just now, but he didn't speak again, and he was stingy when he ordered.

It's rare to keep quiet with this conversation, and I don't want to take the initiative to open up, lest he open his mouth for a while and have to ask questions.

But this silence obviously didn't last long, and with Lin Zhaofeng's urine, it was already good to be able to endure a meal without asking.

After settling the bill, he began to look at me with a hippie smile again: "Sister Yao, that Han Mo just now, is it the Han Mo you said that night?"

I raised my hand and gave him a chestnut directly: "Which Han Mo did I say that night?"

He took a breath and looked at me aggrievedly while touching his forehead: "That's the day, the night you said you were going to get your aunt drunk?"

I glared at him, "Ask less so much!" ”

Did I say Han Mo that night?

I don't remember, perhaps, but now, I don't want to mention it at all.

Anyway, everyone is fine, in a few months, Han Mo will be a father, according to the thrust that Jiang Feiyi has given me now, I am getting closer and closer to what I want.

It's all good, except that it hurts a little bit.

Xue Jiaying finally took two shows for me, one is already on the air, but she just wants to record the next season; There is also a show that was broadcast on the network three months later.

Xue Jiaying's goal is very clear, but she won't let me touch anything that has nothing to do with singing, except for some more famous and high-quality interviews that will let me go up and show it.

Despite this, this time is already very busy, because Xue Jiaying said that the two programs I participated in will have effects in half a year, and I must write the songs of the new album within half a year.

Writing a song is not writing a story, and when you want to make it up, you might be able to make it up when you look at it.

Music melodies, storylines, lyrics, everything needs inspiration, and you may not be able to pick it up for days after you break it off.

But everything was fine, and it was much better than when I was busy making money and writing songs.

After Zhao Miao came back, she became fat, and she was told that she was pregnant.

Everyone around me seems to be very happy, and I finally got what I wanted, but I don't know why, in the dead of night, I always wonder if my life would have been completely different if I hadn't killed that child back then.

I don't know if I regret it, or if it's a woman who is getting older, rushing to her thirties, always likes to be cranky when she is disappointed.

When Xue Jiaying turned on the light, my eyes were stabbed, and I looked sideways to see her walking over wrapped in a big cotton coat with red wine and pinching two red wine glasses, and sat down directly on the edge of my sofa: "Have a drink?"

I didn't refuse, I reached out and took the red wine glass, and watched the red wine pour out of the bottle, a dazzling red.

"Bang."

With a crisp voice, Xue Jiaying raised her hand and touched the rim of my cup, and then drank it all in one gulp.

"When I met your brother, I was only eighteen years old, and I was a celebrity assistant, and the star I followed was Xiao Hong." As she spoke, she paused and looked sideways at me: "Yes, it's the Xiao Hong you think."

Xiao Hong became popular when I was in junior high school, and she played all the same young girls, gentle southern women, and earth-shattering beauty.

I just didn't expect that the person Xue Jiaying was with would be Xiao Hong.

It's just that she looked at me and smiled obviously not very well: "Xiao Hong is not as good as you think, I just arrived in City A at that time, I didn't know anything, I just came out of high school, and I finally applied for a job, of course, I was afraid of losing it." She probably saw that I was afraid of losing my job, so all my temper was directed at me. Her private life is actually very messy, and it is far from being as innocent as you see on TV. At that time, your brother was only twenty-five years old, and he had just taken over the Jiang family not long ago. But people are notoriously cold and hard in City A, Xiao Hong doesn't know how to take a fancy to your brother, so she sent me to test your brother's attitude, but your brother didn't even sweep me. I went back and told Xiao Hong, and Xiao Hong said that she blamed me for this. ”

She leaned over and poured another glass of red wine, shook the wine glass and looked at it before continuing to speak: "Later, there was a chance, Xiao Hong was at the same table with your brother, she wanted to cook raw rice and cooked rice, even if it didn't work, she would be able to climb up to your brother's uncle overnight." I sat on the side and didn't know what she was thinking at first, but then she got a red wine, which happened to meet your brother, and she took the opportunity to order something. ”

"But then Xiao Hong still didn't get her wish, because your brother thought I did it."

"I was only eighteen years old that year, and when something like this happened, it felt like the world was turned upside down, and your brother thought I wanted to be on top. Later, in order to retaliate against Xiao Hong, I sold her pictures with some wealthy businessmen to some reporters, and I even thought about when, what to post, and what the title would be. Xiao Hong's reputation has crossed, and no one knows who she offended, but your brother once met me to meet with reporters. ”

"Later, I went to another company, and I applied for an agent, and the star I picked up was called Ye Zhiqiu, who was as old as me."

I froze for a moment, she smiled, poured some red wine into my wine glass, and then continued to speak: "At that time, Ye Zhiqiu was Han Mo's girlfriend to the outside world, but I rarely saw them together, and I don't know why. However, with the help of the big tree of the Han family, Ye Zhiqiu became popular quite quickly, but it was a pity, and later I heard that she stepped on two boats. ”

She suddenly stopped again, looked at me, and spoke halfway: "Ye Zhiqiu has fallen in love with your brother."

I was stunned for a moment, wanting to say something, but looking at me Xue Jiaying, I found that everything I said was useless, so I had to wait for her to continue.

Xue Jiaying looked at me and suddenly smiled: "Your reaction is strange."

I was a little sneering: "You and Jiang Feiyi are both married, which means that this matter is over."

She lowered her head and didn't look at me, but her tone suddenly became solemn: "But at your place, I didn't go over, did I?"

My hand holding the red wine glass tightened slightly, and I opened my mouth to say something, but she suddenly looked up at me: "You have been minding Ye Zhiqiu, haven't you?"

I pursed my lips and felt a little cold.

These are the two biggest problems between me and Han Mo, Ye Zhiqiu and Xu Ran.

"You should also mind, after all, Yaoyao, you really look very similar to her. The reason why your brother had so much contact with her back then was because he suspected that she was you. Because when your dad left, he didn't say how old you were at all, so he just gave your brother a picture of your mom. ”

I didn't expect this to happen.

It's just that this is just a misunderstanding for Xue Jiaying, but for me, it's not a misunderstanding.

Ye Zhiqiu has already left this world, she is the most innocent, but the discomfort that Han Mo inflicted on me was because of this woman.

The most fundamental problem has never been Ye Zhiqiu, but Han Mo.

"Why were you so determined to take the child away?"

Xue Jiaying's topic shifted too quickly, I couldn't keep up at all, and after reacting, I didn't know how to speak.

Under the light, the red wine in the heeled glass was shiny, I looked at it, and only said in a half-loud voice: "I don't know, Jiaying, I just don't want to, give myself a way out."

"Do you regret it now?"

I looked up at her with some surprise, I wasn't surprised that she would know about the between me and Han Mo, after all, Jiang Feiyi told her that I wasn't strange at all.

I just don't know how she knew I was going to regret it.

As if she knew what I was thinking, she explained with a smile: "Your friend came here that day and said that after she Huaiyu, your emotions have been very wrong, and I asked Jiang Feiyi to find out that before you left four years ago, you took the child away."

I pursed my lips, put down the red wine glass and covered my face, and my voice slipped out of my fingers, a little dull, just like my emotions now: "I don't know if I regret it, I just know, I've been thinking lately that if that child hadn't been removed, he might have been in kindergarten by now, maybe he had grown to the height of my waist, and he might have started asking me who his father was."

As I spoke, tears flowed out, stained my palms, and smothered on my face, which was very uncomfortable, but I didn't dare to take my hand away.

Take your hand away, I can't even cover my face like this.

"Fu Yao, you have to know that if you don't take out the child, you and Han Mo will be even more involved now."

yes, that's what I thought in the first place.

But now I found that the child is the most innocent, and I have deprived him of the right to come into this world.