Chapter 67: Obsession Comes to Death
When he was a child, his people told him from the outside that the crown princess had moved the news.
I'm leaving!
Lying on the hospital bed, he took a rough breath, and in the next moment, his hands grabbed the sheets under him, and when the green tendons bulged, he had already sat up. Ignoring his dizzy mind, he staggered down to the ground, and the palace people wanted to help him, but he pushed him away.
In the dark night, he walked barefoot across the gravel path, walked through the grass, and appeared outside her dormitory with his feet covered with mud.
Behind him, there were some palace people who didn't know what to do.
At that time, she was standing under the dead tree in the courtyard and was entangled.
During dinner, Mama Yun told her that Emperor Jinping of Jin was going to kill Zhang Wenxiu, saying that the letter written by the prince to Emperor Ping of Jin asked him to do so. said that if she didn't go back to stop it, Zhang Wenxiu would have no reason to survive this time.
After all, she has Zhang Wenxiu in her heart.
Caring was chaotic, because she didn't doubt what Mama Yun said for a while, she was anxious to pack her things, and wanted to ask the prince to let her go back. Even if she goes back and comes back, all in all, she doesn't want Zhang Wenxiu to die. Because she has never died, and people who have not died are not sure if there is an afterlife, and all they can really grasp in front of them is this life, so she is not willing to miss this life.
But...... Will the prince agree?
At this moment, she turned her head and met his eyes.
"Go in and search!"
Standing outside the dormitory, he commanded the palace people behind him who didn't know what to do, and the palace people were a little confused and didn't know what to search. But no one dared to ask him, so he just entered her bedroom with his head down, and went to the room to toss in a daze after saying offended to her.
It's not wrong to take out all the things that don't make sense.
But they had a hard time coming up with anything.
The palace people are short-sighted, and in their eyes, things that don't make sense are nothing more than witch Gu dolls and spring palace pictures or something, but there is nothing. But you can't go out and die without taking anything, and when the steward was anxious to scratch his liver, he saw a page pressed under the paperweight.
He knew a few words, and after reading the contents, his eyes lit up with excitement. According to this letter, he took out the package at the top of the box not far away as something unusual and handed it to the Prince of Beiqiang.
And her face, after seeing the paper and the package, finally stopped hesitating.
"What is this?"
He took it, but instead of unfolding it himself, he walked up to her, ignoring her complicated expression as she stared at his bloodstained feet.
She raised her eyes to look at him and said softly, "Yes...... Letters from home. β
After a pause, seeing that his right hand holding the letter was not put down, he continued: "I heard that my father was going to kill him, I don't want him to die, after all...... One day husband and wife hundred days. I was wondering if I should tell you, but you cameβ" Speaking of this, he looked at his feet covered with mud again, and asked with a wry smile: "It came so suddenly, so strangely, did you hear something...... Or is it that you have been extremely patient with me? It's a pity, I thought you'd give me more time, but you didn't even give me two years to say those words. β
"You're going back to see Zhang Wenxiu, aren't you?"
ββ¦β¦ Be. She sighed.
"You said you wanted to live with me, but when you were torturing me, you were thinking of him, right?" The five fingers were clenched together, and the joints almost broke the skin of the hand, because it was so hard that some parts of the hand were congested and turned purple-black.
But she couldn't see these in the dark.
Perhaps, even if they were standing in the sunlight at this time, she would still not perceive his sadness and pain, because she did not have him in her eyes.
After he asked again, she stared at the ground and suddenly chuckled softly, "Yes...... I think about him all the time, even if you are good to me, I still think about him again. Am I cheap like this? When I was in the Jin Kingdom, he didn't cherish me, but hurt me everywhere, but at this time, I still liked him......"
Speaking of this, she looked up at him with her eyes up, and said very seriously: "You have given everything for me, but I am sad and crying for him, which is not fair to you." If you really can't accept it, please put an end to it. Either way, I think you're just as fed up with it as I am. β
Cold nights.
Bitter winds.
In the courtyard of her dormitory, he confronted her.
"Do you want to go back and be married to him again?"
"Yes, but we can't be together anymore. If you let me and him Qin Se and Ming, you won't let go of the Jin Kingdom, so I can't regret letting my previous efforts come to naught, I can only continue to walk...... You can open the letter and see what's inside. I didn't write any thoughts in my letter, I just hoped that my father would see my face and not kill him. I wish you would let me go back, but I'm afraid you'll never agree to my request again. β
When she said this, her voice was full of loss, because that was the truth.
"I'm afraid you'll never come back." He said.
"Then I'm not going." She said: "Life and death are fateful, and there is no way to do it." β
"But even if you don't go, we can't go on like this......"
"What do you want?" She asked.
"Be my real wife, bear children for me, tell me all your joys and sorrows, and let me enter your heart."
"Nope." She shook her head.
The refusal was so crisp.
In his heartbrokenness, which was becoming numb, he staggered away. γ
And she was locked up by the queen who later learned about it, and the queen said that it was enough to be wronged by the retreat from Beiqiang, and now the princess is still so ignorant, so it seems that it is better for this soldier not to retreat. She found the Beiqiang Emperor and told the Beiqiang Emperor, who was very protective of her son, all the false things.
After hearing this, Emperor Beiqiang, who was unwilling to withdraw from the army, immediately sent his subordinates to integrate the troops and horses-
And she was regarded as a fox spirit by the Beiqiang Emperor and Empress as a scourge, and they sent palace people to give her three feet of white silk.
When the slender neck entered the ring, she felt more relaxed than ever, and he was about to die, so it was good to accompany him like this. It's okay if you can't be together for various reasons when you're alive, and it's okay to be able to spend the moon hand in hand when you're dead.
With a smile she kicked off the embroidered stool at her feet, and life gradually faded as the stool fell to the ground......
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He was still lying in bed when he heard the news, and the cold wind of that night made his health worse and worse. Unexpectedly, things had come to such a point, he hurried to her dormitory, even if he was so sad, he still didn't want her to die. Such a stupid and wishful thinking but as inclusive love as the sea, but unfortunately, she doesn't want it.