Chapter 3: Goodbye Just Strangers
In fact, over the years, Shen Nianxi didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, and he felt that he had gradually let go of the woman who had ruthlessly abandoned him back then.
As for saying yes, it's like, because he's not too sure.
Shen Nianxi didn't want to think of that past, so in reality, he always chose to deliberately avoid that memory; So in life, he always numbs himself with a lot of work.
Because he thinks that as long as people are busy, they don't have time to think about all that mess, and he always thinks like this.
However, when five years later, when Yu Ruyi's name and photo appeared in Shen Nianxi's world again, Shen Nianxi knew that he was still deceiving himself after all these years.
He didn't want to remember, but he never forgot it.
Yes, some people, some things, as long as they have appeared in your world, you should understand that they will eventually leave traces in your world.
It's like the marks of a white piece of paper.
It's like a scar from a wound.
Even if it is not obvious, it cannot be erased after all.
……
Friday.
The hall with bright windows was already full of people at this time, most of them were artists who came to Xingyao Film and Television Company to apply for actors.
The positions of the assessment team are almost full, but only the position of the examiner is empty.
"Mr. Zhang, weren't you the chief examiner in previous years? Are there any big names coming this year? In the assessment team, an examiner asked softly to a man about forty years old wearing black-rimmed glasses.
Mr. Zhang helped the black-framed glasses on his nose and said back: "I also just received a notice that it is the CEO of our head office and I will come over to interview new artists in person today." ”
"CEO of the head office?!" The assessor was obviously surprised, his tone was full of surprise, and then he lowered his voice again, and then asked, "You mean Shen Nianxi, Mr. Shen, are you coming over today?" ”
Mr. Zhang did not answer this time, but nodded slightly.
Seeing Mr. Zhang nodding, several nearby assessors quickly began to discuss.
"I've been in the company for so many years, and I've never met our CEO."
"yes, so do I. I heard that he is only 28 years old this year, but he has more than 18 subsidiaries, which is really young and promising! ”
"yes, yes! I also heard that he was self-made and not a rich second generation. After graduating from college, it only took him five years to quickly rise to the top in the business world, and I really don't know what other words can describe him except for the word genius. ”
……
And in the midst of the crowd's discussions, the door of the hall was suddenly opened from the outside, and then, Shen Nianxi, who was wearing sunglasses, appeared at the main entrance of the hall in a suit.
Shen Nianxi stood there, as if his whole body was radiating light, and the eyes of the people in the hall were focused on the past.
Mr. Zhang and the others hurriedly stood up from their seats and trotted to greet Shen Nianxi.
In the face of the welcome of Mr. Zhang and others, Shen Nianxi did not give too much response, but said lightly, let's start, and walked straight towards the position of the examiner.
Shen Nianxi strode to the front, and everyone saw him, of course, including Yu Ruyi, who was standing in the interview crowd.
It's been five years, it's been a full five years, and when I saw Shen Nianxi again, Yu Ruyi's whole person seemed to be like a petrified sculpture in an instant, and he froze in place.
In the past five years, she has not thought that she will see her brother Nianxi again in her lifetime. However, she never thought that she would see him in such a scene today, in such an atmosphere as today.
The current Shen Nianxi is high and domineering, like a prince charming in a fairy tale.
And she herself, standing humbly in the corner of the crowd, looked up at him like a grizzled Cinderella.
Five years is indeed enough to change a lot of things - it can make a person reborn beyond recognition; It can also turn things upside down, and the old ones are gone.
If you think about it, it is!
In fact, when Yu Ruyi left Shen Nianxi, he also had his own difficulties.
However, to leave is to leave! Whatever the reason! Whatever the reason! It turned out that she abandoned him!
So, the reason or something, it's not so important.
After all, it's a world where only results are watched, isn't it?
……
"Meng Yixuan!"
After Shen Nianxi and the others sat down in their seats, a staff member called the name of the first assessment artist.
The first to come up was a girl with a beautiful face and beautiful eyebrows. She stood slimly in the middle of the hall, obviously familiar with this kind of scene.
"Hello everyone, hello leaders of the assessment team, my name is Meng Yixuan, I am twenty-two years old this year, and I graduated from Beijing Film Academy. During my time in school, I started to run the group, and I also participated in many TV series and movies during this period, although I was not the main actor, but I also increased a lot of my experience and experience in acting. Also, my specialties are classical dance and ballet, and here are my performances and talent shows. ”
After talking about her self-introduction, this girl named Meng Yixuan performed a performance work prepared in advance on the spot, and then danced a classical dance, and her dancing posture can really be described as shocking and like a swimming dragon.
At the end of the play, the members of the assessment team also nodded.
But Mr. Zhang's mind was obviously not on dancing, and after a dance, he looked sideways at Shen Nianxi.
Shen Nianxi didn't say anything, just raised his chin and motioned to continue.
Next was a boy, tall and handsome, handsome. He first performed a solo without physical objects, and then held the guitar and sang a song of Eason Chan's "Long Time No See". His voice is low and magnetic, and a song is really enough to charm thousands of young boys and girls.
And when they heard the song "Long Time No See", Shen Nianxi and Yu Ruyi both had a feeling of being separated from the world, they were immersed in the sad artistic conception of the tune and lyrics, and both of them invariably smiled bitterly.
Then it was the third assessment artist.
The fourth.
……
"Yu Ruyi!"
The staff called Yu Ruyi's name according to the list in order.
Hearing Yu Ruyi's name, Shen Nianxi turned his head sideways and glanced at the staff who called him, and then he tidied up the sunglasses on his nose again, and then he looked at the center of the hall as if nothing had happened.
And when he heard his name, Yu Ruyi's heart suddenly chuckled.
In fact, there were a few moments when she wanted to escape from here. However, in Beijing, it was not easy to find a job, and this opportunity was only obtained by her good friend An Xiaoxiao, who was entrusted several times. Therefore, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of her, and a sharp oil pot, she has no way back.
From Yu Ruyi's position to the center of the hall, there may only be a short distance of a few meters, but Yu Ruyi feels that this short section of the road has exhausted the strength of his life.
She walked to the center of the hall with her head down, and then took a deep breath before she raised her head and looked in the direction of the assessment team.
After sorting out his thoughts, Yu Ruyi said: "Hello everyone, good leaders, my name is Yu Ruyi, and I am twenty-five years old this year. I am not an actor from a professional class, but I have also studied film and television acting systematically in South Korea. I just returned to the country two months ago, and I also tried to run the group, but I only starred in some passers-by A, dragon set B or something. I know that I may not be good enough now, but I still hope that the leaders can give me a chance. The performance I'm bringing today is ......"
"Wait a minute!"
Before Ruyi finished what he wanted to say, Shen Nianxi, who had been watching the assessment silently, suddenly interrupted Yu Ruyi's words, he took his sunglasses off his face, and then looked directly at the girl in front of him, as if looking at a stranger, and said, "How old do you say you are?" ”
was suddenly interrupted, and Yu Ruyi also looked at Shen Nianxi directly.
It's been five years, and this is the first time they've met after five years of separation, there are no familiar greetings, no intimate greetings, and some are just cold, rejecting the strangeness of thousands of miles away.
Yu Ruyi understood where Shen Nianxi's strangeness came from, after all, if he was any other person, after being abandoned by the person he loved the most, there should be no more past kindness.
If you are ruthless! How could I mean it! Human nature is understood in wishful thinking.
"Twenty-five." Yu Ruyi sorted out his thoughts and said lightly.
"You said you were twenty-five years old before you started acting, do you think you still have a future?" Shen Nianxi said indifferently.
In fact, when this sentence was spoken, Shen Nianxi didn't expect that one day he would become so bitter.
Is it because of hatred?
Is it because of unwillingness?
Shen Nianxi didn't know either.
Perhaps, he should be hated, after all, he is the girl he once loved so deeply!
Why? Why were you able to abandon me so cruelly?!
Or perhaps, he should be unwilling, after all, as the saying goes, if you have revenge, you will not revenge a gentleman!
Although this hatred is a love hatred!
But love and hatred are also a kind of hatred after all!
"You said you were twenty-five years old before you started acting, do you think you still have a future?"
Hearing Shen Nianxi say this, Yu Ruyi was also stunned. After all, in her impression, her brother Nianxi was always so gentle and considerate to her, so caring, how could he have spoken to her in such a tone.
I remember when I was a child, no matter how much I annoyed him and annoyed him, he was so patient and tolerant.
But what about now?
He's so snarky! So mean! It's so strange!
It's terrible! Mean terrible! Also strange and terrible!
Is the person in front of her really the same brother Nianxi she once knew?
Yu Ruyi didn't know.
However, think about it - yes, after all, it has been five years of separation, five years, not long, not short!
After all, how many five years can a person have in his life?
Five years of separation, five years of goodbye, perhaps, really, no matter how deep the feelings, they are also faded; Perhaps, really, no matter how close the person is, it is far away.
Yu Ruyi is also twenty-five years old this year, and she is no longer a child, there are some things, some truths, she also understands.