302. I'm really leaving
Fireflies flew around her hand and circled around it, and after a long time, it attracted fireflies all over the sky, and the wind blew the bamboo, and the fireflies flew around the bamboo, like an extremely bright green lamp, illuminating the bamboo forest under the entire sky.
Feng Yuanzhi said softly: "It's so beautiful. ”
The man in white said: "Beauty is good." ”
A meteor crossed the sky, Feng Yuanzhi looked up and saw the falling meteor, her eyes trembled, and then she put her hands together on her chest and closed her eyes.
Why do you think a meteor suddenly appears in the sky, is it falling specifically for me, so that I can make a wish?
Feng Yuanzhi stood quietly, and many thoughts floated through her mind, but no matter how many they were, they boiled down to only one person she couldn't read and guess.
The lantern you gave me tonight was blown out by the wind, and your shadow under the moon made me remember that I want to listen to your heart, and I can't tell how I listen to your heart.
The evening breeze is urgent, and the bamboo is skinny and empty.
The falling bamboo leaves seem to be thousands of miles, like the distance from me to your heart.
The fireflies flew away, over the rolling hills, leaving behind the darkness that had brought us light, just as you had brought me joy, but after the joy, there might have been only loneliness and loneliness.
After the meteor passed, Feng Yuanzhi slowly opened her eyes, and no one knew what wish she had made, because the man in white did not read her inner thoughts.
There was only darkness in front of her, and no one could be seen, only when she turned around, she could see the man in white standing beside her, he was still calm, and there were no waves in his eyes. In the darkness, his white clothes were particularly conspicuous.
Feng Yuanzhi didn't speak, he didn't speak, Feng Yuanzhi slowly spoke: "Are you leaving again?" ”
The man in white asked, "Why do you say that?" ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "It feels like it." ”
The man in white was silent for a moment, "Yes." ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "Where are you going this time?" ”
The man in white said: "Go back to where I should be." ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "Isn't the world a place you should go back to?" ”
knew that he didn't belong to the world, but he still asked such a sentence, but Feng Yuanzhi asked it, and she didn't regret it, she just wanted to ask more, and it would be good to ask a few more words.
The man in white said: "No." ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "Why? ”
The man in white said: "Because the world is not a place for me. ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "You are an ancient god, you can do anything, don't you?" Where it doesn't belong to you, can't you make it your place? ”
The man in white didn't expect her to ask so closely, he shook his head and whispered, "Everything is almost over." ”
Although the voice was small, Feng Yuanzhi listened to it word by word.
What do you mean, it's almost over.........
Not only the fireflies, but even the bright moon and stars refused to come out, and it was pitch black.
The man in white regained his silence and took a step closer to Feng Yuanzhi, Feng Qingdi was no longer there, and there was nothing on his hands.
Feng Yuanzhi said, "What are you going to do?" ”
The man in white said in a deep voice: "Send you back." ”
Feng Yuanzhi asked, "Do you know what time it is?" ”
The man in white said: "The end of the child." ”
Feng Yuanzhi let out a low voice, "I really didn't expect that it has been so long since I came out." ”
The man in white said, "Go back." ”
Feng Yuanzhi shook her head, and the moment she lowered her head, she still responded, "Hmm." ”
It was only a few blinks of an eye for the man in white to go back, and after a few blinks of an eye, the man in white sent Feng Yuanzhi to the gate of the Feng Mansion.
The two guards at the gate were lazy and dozing, not even knowing if anyone appeared outside the door.
Of course, they probably forgot what happened to Fengfu tonight, and they are still safe and sound, and they don't know who saved them.
Everything is as it used to be.
The man in white said: "I have arrived home, I must take good care of myself in the future." ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "Are you really not coming back?" ”
The man in white didn't speak, but just stared at Feng Yuanzhi for a moment, and the soft light in his eyes warmed Feng Yuanzhi's heart as always.
Just staring at it for a moment, the man in white shifted his gaze, and then his footsteps were shifted, he walked as silently as ever, but with the wind, the sound of the wind blowing in white, she heard it.
Feng Yuanzhi's heart trembled slightly, pinched the lantern crossbar tightly, looked at his back, and said, "Can you not go." ”
The man in white stopped, "No. ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "Why? ”
The man in white said: "It's not good for you." ”
Feng Yuanzhi walked in front of the man in white, "Why is it bad?" What's bad? ”
The man in white said: "You don't have to know. ”
Feng Yuanzhi stared into his eyes, "I'll ask you one more question." ”
The man in white said: "Ask." ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "What am I like in your eyes?" ”
The man in white looked at her beautiful eyes and replied softly, "A good girl." ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "Is it just a good girl?" ”
The man in white was silent for a long time, and during this time, Feng Yuanzhi's eyes were slowly waiting for him to reply to an answer.
She was uncomfortable in that sea of flowers, wanting to leave there and come back, and then after coming back, she would miss it extraordinarily, and the flowers one by one disappeared one by one in the memory, leaving the thoughts and loneliness of the flower seeker alone.
If she can go to that world again, she will not be in a hurry to come back, she will appreciate it flower by flower, and enjoy it until she is old, as long as the person who accompanies her to enjoy the flowers is him.
But when the flowers bloom, there will be a tus, but when people gather, there will be people scattered.
Think, think, think to the depth of those memories that are hard to measure.
The man in white was silent for a long time, and during this silent time, he didn't want to answer, and after thinking about it, his voice was deep, "No." ”
Feng Yuanzhi then asked, "It's not just a good girl, but what?" ”
The man in white said: "She is still a good girl who makes people want to protect." ”
A glimmer flashed in Feng Yuanzhi's eyes again, she pursed her lips and smiled faintly, and when she laughed, her beautiful phoenix eyes were not as curved as she usually laughed.
Not only is she a good girl, but she is also a good girl who makes people want to protect.........
"Why would she make people want to protect?" Feng Yuanzhi asked.
The man in white said: "Because she is too easy to encounter danger." ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "She is not the only woman in the world who is prone to danger, why do you want to protect her?" ”
The man in white paused for a long time and slowly spoke: "There is no reason. ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "It can't be without a reason. ”
The man in white repeated, "There is no reason. ”
Feng Yuanzhi frowned, in addition to doubts, there was sadness in the center of her eyebrows. Thinking that he was an ancient god, except for Tianling, he never thought that one day he would feel sorry for a little girl, his fingers moved slightly, he wanted to caress her beautiful face, but he still didn't raise his hand.
The man in white said, "It's nothing, I'll leave." ”
Saying that, the man in white turned into a white light, flew away in a blink of an eye, Feng Yuanzhi chased after him, chased half a street, chased out of breath, turned around and looked around, and then raised his head to look at the sky, unable to find the slightest trace of the man in white, Feng Yuanzhi landed with the lantern in his hand, and called a few times: "Yuan Ling.........."
There was not the slightest response.
She couldn't tell whether this was a dream or reality, when she opened her eyes, it was already dawn, white light penetrated through the window, sprinkled all over the ground, Xiaohe said, Miss had been calling a person's name when she went to bed last night, and she didn't stop for a long time, until it was almost hour, she didn't say anything more in her sleep.
Feng Yuanzhi didn't ask Xiaohe, did she come back from outside last night, because she was afraid that what happened last night was just a dream, after all, the dream and reality could not be distinguished, if it was just a dream, it would only make her more lost, if it was reality, even if he had already left her, after all, she had seen him once, separated for three years, it would be good to see him.
"It's okay........" Feng Yuanzhi sat on the bed and whispered.
Xiaohe wants to ask Miss, what is Miss okay? hesitated for a long time, but still didn't speak, and his timid and cautious appearance never changed.
Feng Yuanzhi lifted the quilt, after getting out of bed, Xiaohe waited for her to change her clothes, Feng Yuanzhi stepped out of the door, just took the first step, was pierced by the light, stabbed very uncomfortable, it seems that she slept really badly last night.
Do you say that it is a dream or a reality, after touching the first ray of sunlight, she suddenly began to think about it, and when she thought of his departure, she couldn't help but look at the lantern, because when she saw the lantern, it was as if she had seen him.
But when he thought about it, whether it was in a dream or in reality, after he left, would he think of her again, even if it was just for a moment?
With one hand on the edge of the door, facing the dazzling sunlight, Xiaohe walked over with an oil-paper umbrella, opened the umbrella, and shielded her from the sun.
Feng Yuanzhi still asked, "How was the house last night?" ”
I don't know why the eldest lady suddenly asked this, and Xiaohe replied truthfully: "The slave didn't notice anything abnormal in the house last night, as usual." ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "What about the lanterns? ”
Xiaohe said: "The lantern has always been in the wooden box on the pear wood table. ”
Feng Yuanzhi asked, "Didn't anyone touch it last night?" ”
Xiaohe shook his head, "No." ”
Feng Yuanzhi asked again, "Really?" ”
Xiaohe said with certainty: "No." ”
If you don't sleep at night, you must have a mind, and you can't sleep at night and call a person's name repeatedly, and you can't leave your mind with a mind, and your mind is heavier.
As soon as the word "no" fell, a tear fell from Feng Yuanzhi's eyes.
Xiaohe followed Feng Yuanzhi for a short time, it was not very short, I had never seen the eldest lady crying, and now she just answered Liao Liao's few words, but it caused her to cry, Xiaohe became nervous, she didn't know that she said the wrong sentence, which caused the eldest lady to be sad, took out a handkerchief to wipe away that tear for her, and knelt on the ground, and kept admitting her mistakes.
For a while, he was anxious to admit his mistake, knelt on the ground, and took an umbrella to cover the sun for Feng Yuanzhi, and then relied on it, and the dazzling light came, Feng Yuanzhi raised his hand to block his eyes, Xiaohe saw this, and stood up again to cover the umbrella on Feng Yuanzhi's head.
Not very good looks.
Steward Chen, who is in charge of the house, has always been conscientious and diligent, she has always reassured Feng Yuanzhi when she does things, and after seeing this scene, Steward Chen's face became serious, and asked her to step aside and let her come.
Feng Yuanzhi restrained her look, so that Steward Chen didn't have to do this to Xiaohe, she had just done a few months, and it would be good for her to do a good job in the future.
Today is the second day of Feng Changlin's marriage, and after Feng Changlin and Lin Wumei met Feng Jiang together, they are going to come to see their sister.
Feng Yuanzhi took the umbrella that Xiaohe took out to shield her from the sun before Feng Changlin led Lin Wumei to her door, put it away and handed it to Xiaohe, let her put it away, and then walked into the room.
When Feng Changlin and Lin Wumei walked to the door of Feng Yuanzhi's room, they let go of each other's hands and walked in together, asking Feng Yuanzhi for peace. Feng Yuanzhi was sitting, Xiaohe poured a glass of water for her, she took a shallow sip, and raised her eyes to look at Lin Wumei.
If it wasn't a dream last night, but a reality, then the heart-rending cry she heard was really in her ears, and she wanted to be a person like Lin Wumei for a moment, not to be a person who often acted recklessly like her, but to be a person as courageous as her.
If she remembers correctly, when she was with Changlin, she took the initiative to show Changlin that her heart really began, and now she has achieved such a good marriage, which is inseparable from her being so brave at the beginning, if it were her, she would not be so courageous.
Wumei is a courageous woman, she will take a fancy to her younger brother who doesn't understand anything and spends all day drinking, which is a good blessing for her younger brother in this life, three years ago Lin Wumei took a group of women to crusade against her brother Changlin, she would not think of Lin Wumei and Changlin together no matter what.
Lin Wumei, this brother and daughter-in-law, she likes it very much, although she has offended many people on weekdays, but it does not prevent her from liking her.
After Feng Changlin and Lin Wumei asked Feng Yuanzhi for peace, Feng Yuanzhi asked them to retreat, Feng Changlin and before marriage did not change at all, and still couldn't forget to say a few more words to Feng Yuanzhi, Feng Yuanzhi waved her hand, "Go down, become a parent, and have time to accompany your daughter-in-law." ”
Feng Changlin looked at Lin Wumei, and after a smile, he took her down.
Feng Yuanzhi walked to a pear wood table in the room and opened a wooden box in the corner of the table, and a white lantern was still placed in the box. If she remembers correctly, last night, whether it was a dream or not, the lantern fell from her hand, she didn't have a memory of the lantern after it fell, if it was a dream, it would be broken at this point, but if it was reality, she didn't quite understand why everything seemed to have not happened.
Slowly remembering that he had told her that everything would be normal in Tomorrow's Wind Mansion, and she understood.
Xiaohe stood quietly by the side and watched, she was timid, otherwise she would say to Feng Yuanzhi, it's daytime, is Miss going to carry a lantern?
After facing the wall for a long time, Feng Yuanzhi closed the lid of the wooden box and set off to the gazebo in the backyard.
She looked up at the two red lanterns hanging from the gazebo, ornamented with tasseled streamers, which fluttered and swayed when the wind blew.
Feng Yuanzhi asked Xiaohe to call Steward Chen and asked her to replace the two lanterns with white ones in a few days, Steward Chen looked embarrassed, "Miss, this is unlucky!" ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "Where is it unlucky? ”
Steward Chen said: "Yesterday just finished the happy event, and the white lantern was hung before the happy event passed, and the white lantern was unlucky. ”
Feng Yuanzhi picked up a bowl of tea, drank it, looked at the pink lotus flowers swaying in the wind in the lotus lake, waved her hand and said, "Stand down." ”
Steward Chen retreated when he heard this, and did not forget to look back at Feng Yuanzhi while returning, not understanding why the eldest lady has always been good, why she behaved like this today, not like the eldest lady in the past.
Liang Jian has hardly met Feng Yuanzhi in the past three years, and today he changed into the clothes worn by ordinary people, went out of the palace with Li Wangquan, and came to the gate of Fengfu.
Before the guard outside the door reported, Liang Jian took Li Wangquan and walked in from the outside, and the guard did not report yet, Feng Yuanzhi didn't know that the emperor had come to Fengfu, and he was still in the pavilion, shaking a fan while looking at the lotus.
Liang Jian came to the backyard, so that the guards didn't have to tell the eldest lady, and saw a woman in a small pavilion on the edge of the Lotus Lake from a distance, that is her, three years, she has not changed much from three years ago.
Ah Qin has been gone for a long time, without Ah Qin by her side, Feng Yuanzhi is like a good friend who can confide in her heart, this good friend left that year, she didn't know whether to say that this was a doomed thing, destined for her to come to her side, and after a period of time, she would leave again.
I don't know if Ah Qin is doing well now.
Liang Jian came to the edge of the pavilion, and Xiaohe was about to remind Feng Yuanzhi, but Liang Jian raised his right hand to signal that she didn't have to say anything.
Feng Yuanzhi said: "I like white. ”
Like white, like the color of someone's clothes, the color of the glow when someone casts a spell, and the color of that lantern.
Liang Jian said: "How do you know that I am wearing white clothes today." ”
Hearing the man's voice, Feng Yuanzhi turned her head and saw that it was Liang Jian.
Feng Yuanzhi immediately stood up and saluted, "See the emperor." ”
Liang Jian held her hand, "No need to be polite." ”
Looking at him, he did wear a white dress today, but his white was silver-white, or a slightly grayish silver-white, not like the white of the man in white, the color of the moon.
Feng Yuanzhi asked Liang Jian to sit down and asked him why he suddenly came to Fengfu and why he didn't feel it in advance.
Liang Jian smiled and answered truthfully because he wanted to see what she looked like on weekdays, and he was used to seeing others saluting respectfully when he saw him, and it was rare to see what others looked like in their daily lives.
Xiaohe made a better pot of tea, smelling the fragrance of tea, Liang Jian said that the tea was really fragrant, but the next sentence was that he wanted to drink.
I rarely drink alcohol in the palace, and I mostly drink tea on weekdays, and it is rare to drink a sip of wine, not because I can't drink it, but because I am afraid that I will accidentally drink too much and delay something, so Li Wangquan will present the prepared old wine.
This pair of master and servant couldn't help but remind her of Gao Zhengce and Huo Yue, they like to drink, the stronger they are, the more they like it, so many years have passed, I haven't seen them for a few years, and I don't know how they are doing now.
I really didn't expect that time passed so quickly, three years passed in a daze, Gao Zhengce had only one queen at the beginning, and he didn't marry anyone else for seven years after the queen's death, and he planned to marry again for life, and Liang Jian was obsessed with Qingqiu Emperor Ji because he wanted to marry Qingqiu Emperor, and he refused to marry a wife, and they were also monarchs of a country, so thinking about it, the trajectories of these two people are very similar.
Liang Jian replaced tea with wine, drank a bowl of belly, and asked Feng Yuanzhi if she was doing recently.
Feng Yuanzhi said: "Everything is fine. ”
Although Liang Jian has been the emperor for three years, he has not been established for three years, the two on his side before he ascended the throne were just side concubines, and later became the emperor, and the courtiers sent them, he let them be nobles and concubines, no one knows who he wants to set up as the queen, some people guess that it is the Qingqiu Emperor, and some people guess that it is the eldest lady of the Feng family.
Liang Jian naturally knew that he already had other women around him, and it was impossible for Emperor Qingqiu to marry him again, and he was no longer worthy of her delusions.
So he began to think about a person, that is Feng Yuanzhi, who is known as the first beauty in Nanyue, she is good at everything, but she doesn't care about him.
Liang Jian saw that Feng Yuanzhi's face was a little haggard, and asked her if she didn't sleep well last night, Feng Yuanzhi said: "It's okay, it's just that I went to bed late and got up early." ”
Feng Yuanzhi asked him what he was doing with Fengfu this time, and Liang Jian told her that he wanted to make her a concubine, and after a while, he would make her the queen.
Feng Yuanzhi has no waves in her heart, it is true that she has no feelings for him, it is true that she is not a rare concubine, she is not a concubine, and it is true that the queen is not a queen, and she refuses when she opens her mouth.
Liang Jian said: "You don't like me? ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "The emperor has all the opportunities, is diligent and loves the people, how can the people's daughters not get used to it." ”
Liang Jian said: "I want to hear the truth. ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "This is the truth. ”
Liang Jian said: "Have you ever wanted to be with me for a moment? ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "The emperor loves the people like a son, how could the people not want to be with the emperor, it's just that the people are humble and unworthy." ”
Liang Jian said: "That's not what I want to hear. ”
Feng Yuanzhi said: "I don't know what the emperor wants to hear." ”
Liang Jian pushed the wine bowl, and Xiao He just spilled some of the old ones he poured, and he could see that he was a little bored in his heart.
Xiaohe saw the wine spilled and wanted to wipe it, but was stopped by Li Wangquan, who shook his head, "Don't go for the time being." ”
Xiaohe nodded and responded, "Yes." ”
Feng Yuanzhi looked at the spilled wine, her expression remained unchanged, and she was indifferent.
Liang Jian said: "That's it." ”
After a sound, Liang Jian got up, and Feng Yuanzhi also got up, ready to send the emperor on a ride.
Before Liang Jian left, he looked at Feng Yuanzhi's courtesy and asked in a deep voice, "Don't you keep me for a while?" ”
Feng Yuanzhi said politely: "The emperor is busy with government affairs, and it is inconvenient for the people to disturb them. ”
There are a lot of polite words, but none of them can make him feel that she cares about him, Liang Jian naturally understands what Feng Yuanzhi means, a few years ago, Feng Yuanzhi also had such an attitude, and the feeling that she had not changed when he saw her not long ago was quite accurate.
That's it, that's it........