0124, the pain of an empty heart
"How do you talk, is that something that love can't go?"
Gu Feng looked at her very unbearably, and said anxiously:
"Let me tell you, we are demolishing this time, not moving, and our mother has got a lot of demolition fees this time! Even if it doesn't reach 10,000, it has to be a few thousand yuan. ”
"So much money?" As soon as Zhao Lian heard about the money, her eyes straightened, Gu Feng nodded at her, lowered her voice and said:
"With this money, it's not a problem for us to do a business in the city! She wants to toss you, you just let her toss first, and then talk about it when we get the money, and then we will get the money, and you can't buy what you want, can I lose you? ”
“…… This is also true" When Zhao Lian heard this, she was also a little moved, Gu Feng saw her agree, and continued to encourage: "So, no matter how our mother tosses you these days, you have to endure it, when you are really angry, just think about that money, have you heard it?"
"I know" Zhao Lian nodded, and lost the insoles that had only been sewn a few stitches in her hand: "Then I'll pack up now, and I'll go over early tomorrow morning."
"By the way, you go to Mu's house in a while and call Gu Yanyang to me."
Gu Feng said this, paused, and continued to add:
"Let her move with you tomorrow, and then don't let her live in Mu's house again."
"What are you calling her dead girl?"
Zhao Lian straightened her face:
"What is that dead girl with her elbow turned out? I can't help it, I still know about the blockage, and I have to ask her to come back in person...... Why?! ”
"This is what our mother means, you ask me, who do I ask?"
Gu Feng's face was full of impatience when he answered, and he looked up at Zhao Lian:
"What's more, if you don't invite her back, will you cook for yourself after our mother comes to live? As far as your craftsmanship is concerned, it's not that I hate you, if our mother knows that you can't even cook, she can't guarantee how many words are waiting in her stomach. ”
"Oh, that's what you say... That's right! ”
Zhao Lian's heart sank, and she couldn't help but nodded, Gu Feng put the cigarette in his mouth:
"Am I right? So, you should hurry up and go to Mu's house now, take advantage of the fact that it is not dark yet, give Gu Yanyang a few more smiles, no matter what, you are her own mother, if you give her a good look, she will definitely be able to come back with you."
"Okay, then, then I'll go over now" Zhao Lian immediately got up, without a moment's delay, and walked directly out of the door in the direction of the Mu family.
At this moment, the lights of the Mu family are all on, and the lights in the house are bright.
Zhao Lian walked out wearing a pair of slippers, she stood at the gate of the Mu family and knocked on the door, and without waiting for Chen Rui, who was busy washing rice in the yard, to turn around, she poked her head in first, and smiled at Chen Rui, who had just turned around: "That... Sister Chen, I, I want to tell you something. ”
"What's the matter?" Chen Rui's eyes were red like two walnuts, and she didn't give Zhao Lian a good face for a while, Zhao Lian endured the fire in her heart, and said with a smile: "That, that's... It's about Yanyang, Sister Chen, are you convenient? ”
"I'm inconvenient, don't you want to say it too? Say, what's the matter, the child is also in the house now, if you want to find her, I will call her out now."
Chen Rui was about to enter the house after speaking, obviously she didn't want to talk to Zhao Lian at all, Zhao Lian had to walk forward with a shy face and grab Chen Rui's arm, but Chen Rui waved it away, Zhao Lian was stunned for a moment, and frowned puzzled: "Sister Chen, what are you doing here?" I, I'm not dirty, why do you react like that... Scared my mind."
“…… Tell me, what's going on?"
Chen Rui stood impatiently, Zhao Lian pursed her lips and cleared her throat:
"Actually, I'll tell you the truth, I've been reluctant to do it in my heart during this time, obviously it's my own child, but I didn't teach her well, so she has been in trouble with you for so long... Tell me about this...... Eh, I'm actually quite guilty of myself."
“……”
Chen Rui didn't squeak, just looked at her like this, Zhao Lian was furious by her straight eyes, and hurriedly continued:
"I want to ...... Take Yanyang back to live, do you think it's okay? ”
"She's your daughter, you can take it if you want."
Chen Rui glanced at her, turned around and pushed open the door, pointed to Gu Yanyang, who was doing her homework inside, and said to Zhao Lian:
"What do you want to say, tell the child yourself, I'm not her parent, I can't make decisions for her"
"This"
Zhao Lian didn't know what she should say to Gu Yanyang, she didn't really want Gu Yanyang to go back, so her face was a little embarrassed, Xiaohua'er on the side quietly raised her head, and after seeing Zhao Lian, she lowered her eyes slightly and poked Gu Yanyang's arm:
"Eh, your mom is here"
“?” Gu Yanyang raised her head when she heard the sound, frowned when she saw Zhao Lian standing at the door, turned around, and went back to the back room.
It was clear that he didn't want to talk to Zhao Lian.
Zhao Lian hurriedly caught up, opened the door of the inner room, walked to Gu Yanyang's table and sat down, looked at Gu Yanyang's side face, and said:
"Yanyang, I'm also your own mother, so you hate me so much? It's hard to talk to me? ”
“…… Is there anything wrong with you?"
Gu Yanyang stared at the homework book on the table with an indifferent expression on her face, Zhao Lian clenched her fists tightly, gritted her teeth, and reluctantly pulled a smile with anger:
"What are these words, can't my mother come to see her daughter if she is fine? You were born by your mother, can your mother miss you? Look, Yanyang, you've been in a temper for so long, you should have made enough trouble, let's go home and live, okay?"
"No need" Gu Yanyang shook her head: "I'm staying here very well, Aunt Mu and Uncle Mu are very good to me"
"But this isn't your house either!" Zhao Lian was anxious: "Can you live here comfortably at home?" ”
"Why not?"
Gu Yanyang pursed her lips and snorted coldly:
"I live here, I have clothes to wear, something to eat, someone to ache, someone to care about, but I need to get up before dawn at home, be a cow and a horse for you, serve you, and then I don't even have a thick quilt and mattress at night... I can't even eat a bowl of noodles that I cooked myself... What do I miss about that cold, hellish place? ”
"I'm your own mother, you have to listen to me!" Zhao Lian lost patience and grabbed Gu Yanyang's arm: "Go back with me!" Come with me tomorrow to move your grandma! ”
Gu Yanyang shook off Zhao Lian's arm: "What mother?" Don't talk so nicely about yourself! You want me to accompany you to help grandma move, this is your real purpose! ”
After speaking, she just looked at Zhao Lian, there was no blood on her palm-sized face, and her eyes were full of disappointment.
Although she always knew that Zhao Lian didn't have herself in her heart, but this thought that she had just said so much, just so that she could go back and help with the coolies... Her heart was as if someone had dug up a piece, and it hurt to be empty.