Let's not talk about Yu Ruyi and An Xiaoxiao, Shen Nianxi in the pantry felt bad instantly after listening to what An Xiaoxiao said.

Did you really do it wrong again this time?

However, when I was in the hospital, it was Yu Ruyi who said first that you are a big boss and a small employee, how dare I provoke you or something; And then this meaning, that meaning, ridiculed himself.

It was Yu Ruyi who obviously didn't want to be good, why did Shen Nianxi suddenly feel that he didn't want to be good, but now it's himself?

It is true that Shen Nianxi's talent in business is unparalleled, but when it comes to love, which everyone has a headache for, he, Shen Nianxi, is just an ordinary man.

Shen Nianxi had to admit that in his heart, he still held a grudge against Ruyi's departure.

Shen Nianxi also has to admit that in his heart, he is indeed still deeply in love with Yu Ruyi.

With hatred on one side and deep love on the other, Shen Nianxi felt that his headache was about to explode.

Actually, Shen Nianxi didn't think about it, go to Yu Ruyi to have a good talk, chatter, talk about the past, and talk about the present.

In fact, when he was in the office that day, he saw the photo of Yu Ruyi for the first time after a long absence, and he thought about it, perhaps, whether there would be a TV or novel between them, reunion after a long absence, reunion after a long time, reunion after a broken mirror, and then, get back together and reconcile as before.

However, on the day of the interview, he wanted to know what she was doing and what she was doing in the five years she left him, but no matter how he tried and asked, she just said that she had been in Korea for three years, so what about the other two years?

What were you doing in the first two years you left me?

Why don't you just say it?

Did you meet someone again? Got in love with someone else? Don't want to pay attention to me anymore when I was still poor?

The more Shen Nianxi thought about it, the more he felt that his idea was extremely right, and he completely forgot that when Yu Ruyi left him, he gave him his most precious first time.

In addition to falling in love with someone else, apart from marrying someone else, what else can make a woman resolutely leave a man?

Thinking of this, Shen Nianxi was frightened by the sentence in his mind that he married someone else, and his heart palpitated.

If she is really married to someone else, what is the love she has liked and unspeakably loved over the years?

Wishful thinking?

Or is it wishful thinking?

Thinking of this, Shen Nianxi felt that his head hurt even more.

He didn't dare to think about it anymore, as An Xiaoxiao said, a scumbag is a scumbag, I, Shen Nianxi, am worthy of the sky, worthy of the earth, worthy of my former love in the middle, everything will develop naturally.

After all, the world is safe and perfect, and it lives up to its promise!

If the monks are like this, let alone us ordinary people?

Thinking of this, Shen Nianxi didn't want to think about it anymore, walked out of the pantry slowly, greeted Tang Tezhu, drove the car to the door of the company, then got in the car and went to work.

……

Busy streets.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao, I let you run away with me for nothing today." Sitting in An Xiaoxiao's car, Yu Ruyi supported his chin with one hand, looked out the car window, but said to An Xiaoxiao.

"Our good sisters, what are you talking about?" An Xiaoxiao drove the car and returned indifferently.

"Xiaoxiao......" Yu Ruyi was a little weak.

"Huh?" After An Xiaoxiao glanced at the empty road in front of him, he turned his head to look at Yu Ruyi and said, "What's wrong, Ruru?" ”

"You say, I'm too bad, so as soon as he sees me, he treats me like that. You know, I just wanted to say thank you to him, and I didn't really think about anything else. But why didn't he even want to listen to me in a complete sentence? ”

"I know that I am not worthy of him now. However, I never had the luxury of being with him. However, he used to treat me so well, but why can he treat me like this now? ”

"You know what happened back then, but it's not all my fault! What do you think I can do?! But why?! Why is he like this now? ”

Yu Ruyi looked at the street scene outside the car window with empty eyes, and didn't feel it at all, his tears were already on his face, flooding and flowing into a river.

"Ruru, don't think about it so much, don't you say that you have let it go, what's wrong with you today?" An Xiaoxiao didn't know what she should say or what she could say, so she could only comfort her bitter best friend who was sometimes strong and sometimes weak.

"Put it down, it's put it down! The heart is long gone, what can you put down, you can't let go! It's just that every time I see him, my heart is still sad. ”

"Shinoshi, do you know? When he first confessed to me, I was only eighteen years old, at that time, we were standing on a small hillside near our home, he first kissed me without warning, and then picked a small pink flower from the crack in the stone, at that time, he took the little flower and said to me, Ruyi, I like you, can you be my girlfriend? ”

"Xiaoxiao, do you know how happy I was when I heard him say this? We've been together since we were children, and of course I like him in my heart, although at that time, I probably didn't quite understand what love was and what love was. ”

"However, at that time, I just liked to be with him, I just liked to pester him every day and rely on him. At that time, I thought about how beautiful it would be if we could live in that alley all the time, live the life in our alley all the time, and keep going to the end of our lives like that! ”

"However, my adoptive parents did not agree, they disliked his family for being poor, and did not let me associate with him. But I really want to be with him! I want to think about it, I want to think about it very much! ”

"But, then that happened, what do you think I can do?! You say I can't just watch and do nothing. ”

"But, you know, once that choice is made, the love between me and him is destined to be only broken on the spot. I don't want to! I want to be with him, forever and ever, the kind of together for the rest of my life. ”

"But, God he won't let me!"

"I've asked God more than once! Why? Why can others be with their beloved, get married, have children, and spend the rest of their lives together? But why is it me, can't it?! I didn't do anything to be sorry for others, sorry for my conscience! But why did God do this to me?! ”

"Xiaoxiao, you know, my wish is so small, so small that I want to be with the person I like, to be together forever, to be together for a lifetime. You said...... Are you saying this is a high order? It's not high, because other people who love each other can be together. ”

"But why, why can't I? Xiaoxiao, can you tell me why I can't? ”

"Did I do something wrong, God is punishing me. Xiaoxiao, you can't tell me what I've done wrong, I'll change it, I can't change it. As long as I can be with him, you can let me do whatever I want. But...... But is it too late to change it now? It should be too late, it's too late. ”

"It's too late, it's too late, it's too late......"

Listening to his best friend talking to herself with self-pity, An Xiaoxiao's heart was also throbbing. She may really not understand what Yu Ruyi's view of love is, but she can understand the bitterness and pain after liking someone for a long, long time, but not being together in the end.

Because I have experienced it, I empathize with it.

Because I have loved and hurt, I know it in my chest.

An Xiaoxiao: "Ruru, don't be too sad, maybe it's still possible between you, maybe he still has you in his heart, maybe ......"

Yu Ruyi: "Impossible, impossible, I ...... He did that to me, and there was no possibility between us at all. In fact, as early as five years ago, when I made that decision, I knew that the end of our story was destined to be only Lao Yan flying separately, and the sky was separated. Although I know that it is destined to be such an ending, I still can't suppress my liking for him. ”

"I also used to think that after five years of separation, after five years, I would forget about him and start a new life again, and perhaps, I would like someone else. But it's impossible, it's impossible, you know? If I like someone since I was a child, I just like that person, no matter how good or good other people are, I can't like them. ”

"Because, if there was such a person in this world, then the rest of the people could not be him, maybe you are better than him in everything, better than him in everything, but there is one thing, you are not him after all! Not him...... It's not him......"

Listening to Yu Ruyi's words, An Xiaoxiao didn't know what else he could say. persuade her to find Shen Nianxi, that's impossible! It's not because An Xiaoxiao thinks that Shen Nianxi will be a ruthless and unrighteous person, but she also feels that the current Yu Ruyi is really not suitable to go to Shen Nianxi.

After all, what happened back then was the biggest obstacle to their love.

This gap can only be crossed by Yu Ruyi himself, and everything is possible to cross the past, but it cannot be crossed......

Then it really has to be resigned to fate.

Thinking of this, An Xiaoxiao could only keep her mouth shut, leaving Yu Ruyi alone, sitting in the co-pilot, and letting her be annihilated by sadness and sadness.

Oh, yes! On the road of life, there are some things that others really can't help, and everything can only be done by yourself!

Such as growth, such as transformation, such as self-healing......