Chapter 359: Explain for her

Rong Fangyu left the room with Ying'er in her arms, and then walked in the direction of the side door.

Looking at their backs as they walked farther and farther, Lou Kite, who was hiding in the shadows, walked under the window, and they disappeared from their field of vision, only then did they slowly squat down, hugging themselves and sobbing in a low voice.

She wiped her tears with her hands, she thought her tears had dried up in twenty-one years, but she almost forgot that she still had a son who could not be parted with.

That is her own flesh and blood, how could she not want to see it, but she is the way she is now, and she has been away from him for more than 20 years, what face do she have to face him?

When I heard him speak, I only felt my heart break.

He might blame himself.

But how can I see him now, and what should I do when I see him?

Do you want to let yourself tell him your suffering?

Do you want him to accept such a mother?

A cold wind swept through the crack in the doorway, blowing her hair, and her long silver-white hair fluttered in the wind, and she couldn't feel the cold, but now she felt that her whole heart was cold.

It was so late at night, but no one heard her crying anymore.

Rong Fangyu took advantage of the fact that there was no one at the side door and took her back to her yard directly.

His eyes were a little dull, and Ying'er was a little distressed, and he shouted at him several times along the way without getting a response.

Rong Fangyujing carried her back to the room, and then put her on the chair next to her.

He squatted down and slowly lifted her trouser legs, only to see that a red and swollen wound had been cut on Ying'er's calf.

Ying'er stretched out her hand to pull down her trouser leg and said, "Shizi, I'm fine, it's just a bump, but it doesn't hurt at all." ”

She has lived in the countryside since she was a child, often helps her grandfather work, and is often bullied by her uncles and aunts, and it is very common to have some small injuries on her body, but since she followed the eldest lady, she doesn't have to do these rough jobs, but she has raised herself much finer.

Such a scratch looked a little red and swollen, but she endured it and passed.

Rong Fangyu raised his eyes and glanced at her, his eyes were very cold.

Ying'er silently lowered her head and stopped her movements.

Rong Fangyu walked to the cabinet on the side, took out a small bottle of ointment from the drawer, and half-squatted down to gently wipe her wound.

When he returned to the room from Zhiyuan Courtyard, Rong Fangyu didn't say a word, but Ying'er could see the loss and sadness in his heart.

But she didn't know how to comfort him.

can only accompany him silently like this, and do not refute any of his actions.

The ointment was a little cool, but the room was burning silver filament carbon, so the room was warm, and Rong Fangyu's hand movements were very gentle, she really didn't feel pain.

Looking at Rong Fangyu's serious appearance, it looked even warmer in the dim candlelight, and even wanted her to have an urge to reach out and touch his face.

That's what she thought, and the hand did it unnaturally.

When her hand touched Rong Fangyu's face, even she was stunned.

Rong Fangyu looked up at him, barely squeezed out a smile, and looked at her with a look in her eyes full of tenderness: "I'm fine." ”

He placed the bottle of ointment in his hand on the table next to him, then picked up Ying'er again and walked to the inner room.

"Your Highness......," said Ying'er, "I'll sleep on the collapse tonight." ”

Hearing that Ying'er no longer called herself a slave, Rong Fangyu felt a little comforted, but he still didn't let go, put her on his bed, and said in a hoarse voice: "Accompany me." ”

Seeing him like this, Ying'er couldn't bear to refute him anymore, so she sat silently on the edge of the bed.

Rong Fangyu took off his outer robe, leaving only the light and profane clothes, he looked at Ying'er, and said with a wry smile: "Is it possible that you want to sleep in thick clothes outside?"

Ying'er looked down at her clothes, and her face suddenly turned slightly red.

Before she could react, Rong Fangyu had already reached over and planned to help her unbutton.

Ying'er was shocked, and then said, "I'll come by myself." ”

As she spoke, she untied her coat and was about to hang it on a cane beside her.

However, sitting on the bed was a little out of reach, Rong Fangyu reached out to take it and helped her put it aside.

Ying'er then got into the bed, turned her head, closed her eyes, and pretended to be asleep.

Rong Fangyu couldn't cry or laugh, went to close the door of the room in person, extinguished the candle again, and just returned to the bed.

He covered the quilt, reached out and directly wrapped his arms around Ying'er's waist, and took her into his arms.

Her body is very soft, which makes him a little reluctant to let go, so holding her like this can make him less sad.

Ying'er closed her eyes tightly, pretending to be asleep, listening to Shizi's slow breathing, she gradually relaxed, but when she thought that Rong Fangyu was asleep, she suddenly felt that her neck seemed to be dripping with burning tears.

She raised her hand and touched her neck, and then probed Tanshizi's cheek, and sure enough, it was his tears.

Rong Fangyu reached out and grabbed her small hand, and said in a low voice, "Don't move." ”

"Shizi. Ying'er called softly, she couldn't see Rong Fangyu's face clearly in the dark night, and she didn't know how sad he was now, she could only comfort him and said, "Actually, it's not that Princess Jun doesn't want to see you, she may have a last resort." ”

Rong Fangyu closed his eyes, took a deep breath, tried to calm himself, and hugged the person in his arms tighter: "It doesn't matter, it's enough for me to have you." ”

His mother has been in the house for more than 20 years, and she has always known about her existence.

Even if her father didn't allow it, it wasn't impossible if she wanted to come out to see her.

But she didn't, as if she didn't have a son of her own.

Even if she is close to her, she has to hide in the dark and don't want to let herself see it, is she so unwilling to face herself?

So it was with his father, and so it was with his birth mother.

He didn't understand why he had to exist of his own.

Ying'er frowned lightly and said softly: "Shizi, there is actually one thing I didn't tell you. ”

"Hmm, what's the matter?" asked Rong Fangyu.

Ying'er hesitated for a moment and said, "Actually, the princess of the county ...... It seems to be different from ordinary people. ”

Rong Fangyu said: "Hmm." ”

Ying'er said: "Her hair is all silver-white, but her appearance is very young, she looks like she is twenty years old, if she hadn't said that she was a building kite, I probably wouldn't have known." ”

King Xuan only told Rong Fangyu that Lou Kite was in the Zhi Kite Courtyard, but he did not tell him about Lou Kite's state.

Hearing Ying'er's words, Rong Fangyu's eyes moved slightly, but he didn't speak.

Ying'er said again: "I saw the princess just now and wanted her to go out to see you, but she said...... I don't want you to see what she looks like, I don't want you to know what she looks like. She should have wanted to see you too, but she was afraid that you would be disappointed, so she avoided you like this, right?"

Rong Fangyu listened to Ying'er's words, and her eyes were full of complicated looks.

"What you said is true?" asked Rong Fangyu.

Ying'er nodded and said, "I wanted to tell you just now, but no matter how you call you, you shouldn't be me." ”

Rong Fangyu fell silent again.

Ying'er asked softly, "Why don't we go back to the princess of the county again?" ”

Thinking of Lou Kite's repulsive appearance, Ying'er actually didn't have the confidence to find her, but she really couldn't bear to see Shizi cry because of this, and she didn't want him to feel that no one cared about him.

She still remembered the day when Shizi was drunk, crying like a child and saying that no one loved him, and her heart softened.

The dark nights in winter are always extraordinarily long, and although most of the night has passed, it is still about two hours before dawn, so they still have time.

originally thought that Shizi would continue to be silent, but when Ying'er was about to give up, a warm kiss suddenly fell on her forehead, and then she heard him say: "Your leg is not well, go again tomorrow." ”

Ying'er said: "It doesn't matter to me, in fact, it doesn't hurt at all, I can walk by myself." ”

"Hmm. Rong Fangyu said: "So I'll go again tomorrow night." ”

Ying'er pursed her lips, but didn't say anything else.

But now that she is sleeping next to Rong Fangyu, she is not as nervous as before, and the two of them are talking like this, like a couple who have been married for a long time.

Husband and wife?

This thought flashed through Ying'er's mind, and suddenly remembered what the prince had said, he wanted to make himself his concubine.

But is this really possible?

She thought about it, and gradually fell asleep in such a warm and angry embrace.

When he woke up the next day, Rong Fangyu was already getting dressed under the service of the little maid.

Seeing her wake up, Rong Fangyu turned around and chuckled, "Wake up." ”

Ying'er's face was slightly red, she nodded, and when the little girl retreated, she got up to dress and dress herself, and after washing, she had breakfast with Shizi.

Just as they were having breakfast, the housekeeper in the mansion came to Rong Fangyu's courtyard.

"Lord Shizi, the housekeeper said that the prince wants to see Miss Ying'er. ”

Rong Fangyu's personal guard stepped forward to report.

Hearing the guard's words, Ying'er suddenly raised her head and looked at Rong Fangyu with some surprise.

How did the king know about himself?

Ying'er was originally a maid by Rong Fangqi's side, and when she entered the Lijun Wangfu again, she came in with King Xuan, and she had only been with the prince for two days, except at night, she had not gone out to show her face, how could the county king know that she was by the side of the prince?

Rong Fangyu looked much calmer, he looked at Ying'er, then patted her on the back gently, and said, "Have breakfast first, and I'll go with you later." ”

Ying'er's eyes moved slightly, and then she nodded, but she was inexplicably a little flustered in her heart, and her good mood just now was swept away, but she was a little worried.