Chapter 180: Fail to Lose
Shao Beicheng was just confused for a while, thinking of the quick knife he had learned since he was a child, he simply said to Rong Yu: "When you were young, you thought King Ning was very good and liked him very much, but later found that he was not as good as you thought, so you no longer liked him." ”
"Hearing this, I have some ...... I'm down, but I'm glad that you're willing to tell me in person. ”
"Some...... Regret ......"
"If only I had known you earlier......"
"You saved me and married me, do you think I have merit?"
His tone faded: "If one day, you find out that I am not as good as you thought I was......"
"Or, though I still have merit, there are others who are much better than me......"
"So, what will you do?"
Rong Yu still sat with his eyes down when he heard this, and did not speak immediately.
Shao Beicheng looked at her, expecting and nervous.
To her, he is different from King Ning, right?
To her, he is different from other men, right?
Shao Beicheng would never have guessed Rong Yu's mood at this moment.
If he knew, I'm afraid he would be so angry that he would vomit blood......
At this moment, he was nervous and apprehensive, and imagined many kinds of rough roads, thinking that his little lady was also thinking seriously like him......
But in fact, Rong Yu's mood at this time is ......
Pleasure!
The joy of the heart!
Rong Yu listened to the meaning of Shao Beicheng's words, and didn't care about the fact that she had been happy with King Ning, not to mention her slander against him, and her heart was suddenly relieved and happy.
Of course, it is still generally clear.
She thought about it, and felt that it was absolutely inappropriate for her to be too happy at this time as the culprit, so she tried to suppress the joy in her heart, and said as calmly as possible: "Where did you think of it!" ”
"Hmm...... I used to admire King Ning, and then I was pleased with you, but these are actually two different things. ”
"When I admired King Ning, I was still young and didn't know people clearly, but then I ate a trench and grew wise, and when I got to know you, I had grown up and could distinguish right from wrong."
Although she couldn't see clearly, she still tried to look in the direction of Shao Beicheng: "Beicheng, it's not that you are better than King Ning......
"Rather, since I was clear, I have never only thought you were good."
Rong Yu's expression was very serious: "Naturally, if you have to compare with people, although you are already outstanding, but there are mountains outside the mountains, there are people outside the people, and there will always be times when your skills are not as good as people......"
"However, I am your wife, not an examiner of the imperial examination, why should I stare at you everywhere to be better than others?"
"I don't envy the Shen family's cousin-in-law's wealth, nor do I envy the supreme honor of the queen's mother, I am satisfied to marry you."
Hearing Rong Yu say this, Shao Beicheng's heart beat faster and faster, and at the same time, he was inexplicably a little sour.
He leaned over and hugged Rong Yu into his arms, and only after his mind calmed down a little did he speak: "Yu'er, I will not live up to you!"
Rong Yu leaned into his arms and replied with a smile, "Hmm." ”
Shao Beicheng thought, she knew, but she didn't know either.
He will live up to her.
Respect for the heirs of the family, the century-old inheritance of the Shao family, and the so-called loyalty of the courtiers.
No matter what the road ahead, he will not lose her.
Shao Beicheng was silent for a while, and then said: "You once told me a story, saying that a Han man was raised by the Mongolian people since he was a child, although he was mediocre in talent, but he was simple in heart and willing to work hard, and after growing up, he practiced the world's martial arts, and married a beautiful, intelligent, lively and interesting lady......"
Later, he learned that he was a Han Chinese, and the Mongol army was coming, and he said that he was a great man, for the country and the people, so he took his wife and children to guard Xiangyang City. In the end, the city of Xiangyang was broken, and he and his wife were both killed in battle. ”
Rong Yu was a little puzzled: "Why did you suddenly talk about this?" ”
Shao Beicheng stroked Rong Yu's hair and said: "When I first heard this legend, I thought it was true. ”
"What the boy of the Shao family has learned since he was a child is to serve the country on the battlefield and die a hundred times."
"During Youning's northern expedition, if you hadn't saved me, I probably wouldn't have been able to get out of Yanyun City, and before I died, I probably felt like the martyrs of the Shao family, and I felt that I had died a well-deserved death.
"But, you went and saved me, and I didn't die......"
"Later, I sometimes wonder if he thought that Ma Jianjun might cause trouble when Youning was the first emperor of Youning's northern expedition to the generals?"
"He couldn't have imagined it."
"But in the end, he still ordered Ma Jianjun."
"I knew that Ma Jianjun was useless and greedy for merit, so I sent him the most stable and loose and easy to make meritorious contributions to lead the reinforcements, and also sent a few loyal deputy generals to restrain him, but this is it, and he was almost bad!"
"It's not a pity that I die alone, but how can 200,000 soldiers be innocent? How innocent are the people of the frontier? My grandfather, my father, and my uncles, what about the white bones by the Xiaochun River? ”
"Naturally, the first emperor still valued King Chen's ......"
"I think, although the first emperor thought that Ma Jianjun might cause trouble, he didn't expect him to be so bold and dare to bet on a big victory, and then at that time, Jinghai Hou You was there, the Ma family had not fallen, there was a war in the northwest, and the southeast could not be chaotic.
"The so-called emperor's mental tricks, the world is secretive, in the final analysis, it is nothing more than weighing the pros and cons."
"We, the noble and high-ranking men, look at the scenery and are illustrious, but on the chessboard where the king directs the country, like tens of millions of people, we are just chess pieces that can be used or discarded."
"When I was young, my father taught me to be loyal to the king and compassion for the people, I thought it was a word, but later I realized that these are two words."
"Over the years, when I looked at the Wujin gun in my hand when I was on the border, I often couldn't help but think, Shao Jiaerlang's gun, should I fight for the Son of Heaven or for the common people?"
"I can't ...... choice"
Shao Beicheng's tone was resolute: "But tonight, I have a decision......
"The Shao family already has many loyal generals......"
"I want to be true to my heart."
"If it is written in that book, the court behind him is already decaying, then what is the use of that chivalrous warrior taking the lives of his wife and son and guarding Xiangyang City for a few more days?"
At this time, Rong Yu leaned in Shao Beicheng's arms for a long time, but he was actually a little sleepy.
Before going to bed, her voice often unconsciously brings a bit of softness: "Loyal to her heart, it makes sense!" ”
"Did Mrs. Guo die in vain? I'll have to turn it out and read it again......"
Shao Beicheng hugged Rong Yu and listened to her soft words, and his body was a little hot.
If it was in the past, even if he was intentional, he couldn't bear to disturb Rong Yu to sleep, and he would always give up.
But today, firstly, he felt that his heart was agitated and a little difficult to stop, and secondly, didn't he have a ready-made reason......
So, Shao Beicheng whispered to Rong Yu: "Speaking of which, you slandered me when you were young, and this matter has not been stopped?" ”
Rong Yu immediately stopped sleepy: "What?!" ”
Shao Beicheng smiled in a low voice: "Tonight, my husband will settle this old account with you!" ”