Chapter 79: Doubting Your Own

Still, he regretted it.

The two women he loved the most in this life, Huaxi and Mengxue, died in front of his eyes, and just when he turned into a breath, he seemed to see the once harmonious family again.

At that time, Meng Xue was very happy with a smile, looking at the two of them, how happy the family was!

Yebai has always been by Ling'er's side since he was a child, and Ling'er has always liked to chase after him when he was a child and call him Brother Yebai.

At that time, he was Ling'er's favorite big brother, and he always liked her. What she likes is the kind of big brother he likes, and he likes the likes of his relatives, but what he likes is not the love of the big brother, but the kind of love between men and women, she doesn't know that he has always liked her and has always loved her.

At that time, Yebai thought that Ling'er would stay by his side all the time and not leave, but one day, Ling'er brought back a man.

That man is very perfect and powerful, even he is ashamed of himself, before he thought that he could match Ling'er such a perfect person is only him Yebai, but after meeting the Demon Emperor, he began to feel inferior.

I thought that they would live happily forever, and she would still follow him and call her Brother Yebai as before.

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Later, he wanted to fight for it, but he was afraid that their relationship would not be able to maintain after fighting, after all, he loved her, she didn't love him, it was a fact, in order to stay by her side as a brother all the time, he didn't say anything, just watched his beloved Ling'er marry another man.

It was the worst day of his life, but he just watched them silently.

Later, when Nie Xun came back, he began to waver.

Nie Xun promised him that if he helped Nie Xun, Nie Xun would help him get Ling'er, at that time he just blindly wanted to live with Ling'er, yes, he didn't know anything at that time, and he didn't care about everything, just a person trapped by love, at that time, he looked at Ling'er and the Demon Emperor's daily heart was very painful, why wasn't he by Ling'er's side?!

He began to get confused, and he began to feel that he didn't feel like himself anymore. Later, he helped Nie Xun to do things, from the beginning to the end, even Ling'er and they always believed in him, even when the Demon Emperor doubted him, Ling'er didn't doubt him, he always believed him.

However, he later betrayed her, the one he loved.

She believed him, but he betrayed her.

After Ling'er and the Demon Emperor disappeared, he began to frantically want to find her and find a way to resurrect her. That Nie Xun told him that Ling'er would still be reborn after thousands of years, but he was scared again, afraid that he would become an old man after thousands of years, so he later agreed to Nie Xun's request and followed him to be his subordinate, just because he could let him maintain his appearance and make himself not old, although his hair still turned white, but his face was still as young and handsome as before.

Yes, even if he has always protected her, he will never be able to protect her.

During the time at the inn, he left by himself, because when she came back that time, he had already felt Nie Xun's breath from her, and he knew that Nie Xun had already begun to make a move.

Although Nie Xun knew that he had protected Ling'er a few times, he would not punish him, because Nie Xun also knew how uncomfortable it was to watch his beloved get hurt. But...... He still hurt Ling'er's favorite Grandma Huaxi, and Grandma Huaxi asked him at that time.

Yebai, your love for the Ling'er Daughter King has harmed you and Ling'er, why have you been like this all the time? You have always deceived yourself, and you know that it is impossible, but you still have to follow the Spirit Lady King, why can't you keep guarding her behind her?

Love can turn a bad person into a good person or a good person into a bad person.

At that time, he was thinking about whether he had really done wrong all these years. Is it really wrong to love someone?

In fact, it wasn't until the last moment that he looked at Ling'er's eyes that he understood.

It turns out that there is nothing wrong with love, the fault is that he can't let go, love is actually very simple, just make her happy with him.

When I first met her, she was still a little girl who didn't understand the facts.

That time she entered his room by chance, in order to avoid the people chasing her, looking at her smart eyes and beautiful face, he had a second of time confusion, he had never seen such clear and beautiful eyes, at that time he didn't know who she was, he directly felt that she was not in any danger, very pure and flawless.

He has known a lot of things since he can remember, and he has seen a lot of things, many people, but it is the first time that he has discovered that such a person has such quiet and beautiful eyes.

He had been sucked in by her eyes, and few people could get into his eyes.

At that time, he was not close to people, but he protected her for the first time, and they began to communicate at that time.

At that time, he stayed in the city of painting, because he thought that the scenery of the city of painting was good.

The nimble and clever she could always surprise him, and that was the happiest time for him.

They have been to the most interesting places together, and they have eaten the best food together in the most beautiful places.

After that, he went to those places to eat those delicacies again, and the scenery and food were still the same, but there was no longer that her around him, and the taste had changed.

However, he later learned that she was the person he had been looking for, and it was also his responsibility.

Later, he began to struggle, she likes to call him Brother Huahua, and he likes to call her Xiaoqi. He never thought that he would put himself in a tangle once, he had never met someone who made him so entangled, and now ......

Everything had changed because of her, and he had hesitated and thought about seeing her again. However, he still couldn't help it.

That time, she just happened to study, and at that moment Nie Xun had been persecuting him, and he also knew that no one could stop him from doing what he was going to do.

He hesitated, stretched out his hand to Xiao Qi in the lotus, a force was faint and seemed to be nothing, but the next moment before he could come up with a result, the power on Xiao Qi's body rushed towards him and seriously injured him.

At that time, with the help of the Demon Emperor, he saw her again, and her temperament became cold, but her eyes were still very clear.

She didn't remember him, he was both happy and worried, happy that she had forgotten that he had hurt her, worried that she might never remember herself, nor remember the memories she had with herself.

In fact, he has been hiding by her side since then, following her path.

He has never had a good impression of Yebai, but he has done the same thing as Yebai.

To hurt her in the name of loving her.

The things in Huaxi Valley were done by them, and what they did was to protect Xiao Qi, but they still did it wrong.

At the last moment, he looked at him, looked at the sadness in her eyes, and he felt much better inexplicably in his heart.

No one can decide his own choice, in fact, no one can change his choice in the first place.

Everything was his own choice, but he kept doing it wrong. Everything was done wrong by himself, if he had been protecting her without any hesitation, I don't know if there would have been a trace of sameness.

What people do wrong is their own mistake, and it is also their own choice.

All the consequences are our own choices.

At that time, Ling'er was a carefree little girl, with her favorite Yebai brother and people nearby, she was very happy.

Once she went into the deep forest to play, and by chance she saw the injured Demon Emperor, at that time she saw such a handsome person for the first time, she has lived since she was a child, and she has seen a lot of beautiful men, Brother Yebai is one of them, but she has never seen someone like him.

The high bridge of the nose, the thin lips that are confined, and the cold and hard look give her an inexplicable good feeling, the first move when she was a girl, maybe it is her.

Chun Chun Meng when she was young, and later she took him back to her home.

Yebai's brother also once told her that this unknown person might be in danger and asked her not to leave the Demon Emperor behind, and later she begged Yebai to let Yebai save the Demon Emperor, and then Yebai saved the Demon Emperor because he loved her.

At that time, she took care of him every day and night, in fact, she didn't know why, but she just liked him inexplicably, and fell in love with him day by day.

She never knew the feeling of the girl's heartbeat, and at that time she didn't know when love was or what love was.

But after meeting him, she seemed to understand everything and understood what it was like to be tempted.

Later, after he woke up, she still took care of him, even if Yebai and he wanted to leave, but she didn't agree, because she was afraid that he wouldn't come back once he left.

Many times, after understanding love, I realize how uncomfortable it is to lose someone.

She tried to keep him, but in the end his wounds were healed, and she watched his departing figure, and tears flowed down her face.

At that time, he turned around and hugged her affectionately, and told her that he would definitely come back here, and he would definitely come back to see her.

Later, she waited for him every day and every night, waiting for him to come and see her. Yebai said that he was a liar and would not come back, but she still waited for him.

In the end, he came.

Xin Hao, she didn't give up, he finally came.

After that, he stayed by her side all the time, and they naturally fell in love with each other and got married.

At that time, she realized that she was so happy with the person she loved, although she had been very happy before, but love can really make people happy.

Later, together with others, they created another world, and from then on they had a home, a warm home. It's just that the good times didn't last long, and after the incident of Mengxue appeared, they also thought about giving up their lives to save Mengxue, but there were so many lives in another world, and they couldn't ignore their lives.

Later, it was Huaxi, Meng Hua and Mengxue who were willing to give up their own interests to make the other world better.

Later, when Nie Xun came back, they would rather let themselves be punished for Mengxue's affairs, but what Nie Xun wanted was the status of the king of another world.

Later, they still preferred to hand over their lives in order to let another world go, but the Demon Emperor at that time would rather die completely than let Ling'er know in order to protect Ling'er.

Later, Ling'er still knew that she would not let him go alone, leaving him alone in the world, alone.

Later, they all contributed to the other world with their lives. They knew that even if their souls were gone, they would still survive thousands of years from now.

So at the moment before leaving, he handed over the Flower of the Other World and the Demon Yu Ring to Meng Hua, and handed over the Demon Emperor's Otherworld Ring to Nanzi, hoping that after thousands of years, he would meet Nie Xun again and find them after being reborn, so that they could once again contribute to the other world.

After all, they always felt that Mengxue's death and Nie Xun's change had a big factor, because of them, so they hoped to use their own death to alleviate Nie Xun's hatred.

But no!

After Xie Juan and Rong Yan disappeared, the other world returned to its original appearance, and people no longer remembered that Nie Xun had appeared and did not know that there were other battlefields.