Chapter 11: We can't go back to the way we were

And when Shen Nianxi just opened the door of the hospital ward, he was greeted by Zhenzhen, who rushed over early in the morning and brought breakfast to Yu Ruyi, and saw that it was his big boss, Zhenzhen hurriedly took a few steps back and shouted: "Mr. Shen...... Good morning, Mr. Shen. ”

Shen Nianxi ignored Zhenzhen as well, and walked out of the hospital with angry steps.

Seeing her big boss go away, Zhenzhen remembered Yu Ruyi, and then she hurriedly took the breakfast she had prepared for her and walked quickly to Yu Ruyi's bedside.

"Are you awake, Ruyi?" Zhenzhen took out breakfast from the insulated box and talked to Yu Ruyi on the bed.

And Yu Ruyi on the bed seemed to have no idea that someone had come to her side, and her eyes kept staring blankly at the direction of the door.

Seeing that what she said was like a mud cow entering the sea, and no one answered, Zhenzhen stopped what she was doing, and then turned her head to look at Yu Ruyi. After discovering that Yu Ruyi had been staring in the direction of the door, Zhenzhen thought that Yu Ruyi was reminding herself to close the door, so she silently walked to the door and gently closed the door of the ward.

And as the door of the ward was closed, Yu Ruyi also realized that Shen Nianxi had really left.

Actually, she couldn't say in her heart why she was talking to him like that, she didn't want to, she was even ecstatic in her heart because she saw her brother Nianxi again, otherwise, she wouldn't feel that she was dreaming.

However, she didn't understand how things developed, developed, and developed into what they are today; The story, how to go, to the current situation.

Yu Ruyi remembered that when he was a child, he always followed behind his brother Nianxi, over and over again, and shouted tirelessly, Brother Nianxi, Brother Nianxi......

At that time, no matter what he did or how he made trouble, Shen Nianxi would never be annoyed.

But now?

He just said a few words that he didn't like to hear, and he walked away without looking back, regardless of whether she was sad or unhappy.

Yu Ruyi remembered that when he was a child, he always took the math question he asked Shen Nianxi yesterday, and he had to ask it again today.

At that time, she remembered that although her brother Nianxi had a gloomy face, he was still so gentle and tireless to explain to her and help her analyze, until she really knew how to do it, Shen Nianxi was willing to let her go.

But now?

The sorrow is still there, but it is gentle, but it has long been unable to exchange for "heart" like "water".

Yu Ruyi still remembers that when she was a child, every time she was on the way from school and couldn't walk, or didn't want to go, her brother Nianxi would definitely lean down and let herself lie on his still weak body, and then, step by step, step by step, carried herself home, and was not willing to put her down until the door of the house.

At that time, Yu Ruyi asked Shen Nianxi, Brother Nianxi, will you carry me home for the rest of your life?

She remembered that although her brother Nianxi did not speak, he smiled and nodded.

She remembered, he smiled and nodded!

But now?

For many days and nights, Yu Ruyi was alone, dragging his tired and bitter body, and walked alone on the way home.

Yu Ruyi still remembers that when he was a child......

Thinking of the bits and pieces of those past events, Yu Ruyi suddenly languished in the quilt like a deflated ball, and then she pulled the quilt violently and covered her head.

In the darkness, finally, Yu Ruyi's tears came out of his eyes like a flood.

She cried, silently, and cried as much as she could, as if she were going to cry out all the tears of this life.

Oh, yes!

She's really been depressed for too long, she's really been sad for too long, and she's really tired.

If it hadn't happened to that incident, perhaps, she could have been with her beloved brother Nianxi.

If it hadn't happened, maybe she wouldn't have to endure so much pain that she shouldn't have to bear.

If it weren't for that incident, maybe she could really be with her brother Nianxi for a long time, forever.

But what about now?

Everything was a dream.

It's all in the past.

It's so sad!

So sad!

However, who can know how sad it is?

However, who can understand this sadness?

Can you?

No!

Can he?

No!

Can Shen Nianxi?

No!!!

Yu Ruyi can't bring his misfortune to his most beloved person; She didn't want to delay the happiness of Shen Nianxi's life because of her own reasons.

Perhaps, there is some pain, some sadness, and some sadness on the road of life. Maybe there is really no one who can help you bear it, help you accept it, and accompany you to resolve it. Perhaps, it is really only you, relying on yourself, to bear, to accept, to dissolve, and then break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly.

It's just that the pain on the road to growth is really bitter; This sadness is really sad; It's sad, it's really hard!

Yu Ruyi finally felt that he was really a little unbearable!

At this time, how much she wished she could have a shoulder to lean on.

At this time, how much she wants to have a pair of hands, pull her, and pull her out of the quagmire of life.

At this time, how much she wanted to forget everything in the past, she ran to her brother Nianxi regardless of it, and said to him, Brother Nianxi, I ......

Alas! Forget it!

Everything can only be thought of.

She can't go back to the way she used to be!

Shen Nianxi can't go back to the past!

Everything, there is no going back to the past!

Once upon a time, it was really a long, long time ago, so long that even if the two of them ran at the speed of light, it would be difficult to go back in this life after all.

"I can't go back, I can't go back, I can't go back...... Yu Ruyi sat in the quilt, and suddenly choked up in his mouth.

"Ruyi, what did you say? What can't you go back to? And Zhenzhen, who had been tinkering with breakfast for her from closing the door just now, and then turning her back to Yu Ruyi, suddenly heard Yu Ruyi's voice, and she subconsciously accosted, "Go back, go back, the crew is fine, Mr. Shen has already opened the assistant director, and also told the people in the circle that if anyone dares to use him again in the future, it will be impossible to get along with him Shen Nianxi." ”

"What kind of person do you think, Mr. Shen? Who dares not to give him face! I think, after that assistant director, life must be difficult. By the way, there is also the investor, Mr. Shen has also sent him to the Public Security Bureau. Although he attempted rape, he was also a crime after all, so the police have already arrested him. ”

"Oh, that's right, when I think of that investor, I think of the picture of Mr. Shen beating people for you, so many, so manly, I sometimes think, who do you say will be qualified to marry us Mr. Shen in the future? I think it must be the woman who saved the galaxy in her last life! Our Mr. Shen is really handsome, too handsome. ”

"By the way, Ruyi, how did you meet? Why did he come in a hurry as soon as I called and only said that something happened to you? You tell me if there's something you're hiding from me. Fast! Recruit truthfully! If not, I won't give you such a hearty breakfast that I have carefully prepared. ”

Speaking of which, Zhenzhen finally took out the breakfast she had carefully prepared and put it on a small plate, and then she turned around and looked at Yu Ruyi.

However, when it came into view, Zhenzhen saw Yu Ruyi curled up in the quilt, and her body kept trembling.