Chapter 89: Return to Beijing
I also said, "What can't you do to support yourself, to be looked down upon by others, to be ridiculed everywhere, to be pointed at by others?" Is this really what they want? ”
"There are too many bodies that can't help themselves, and they can live in a different way. You're just you, you can't protect everyone's life."
That day, I talked a lot, but now that I think about it, I feel a little self-blaming. If they knew that it was me who made them lose their safe haven, wouldn't they blame me?
"Yes. . . I'm sorry that day I was very self-reproachful and a little choked, Sheng Jinhua interrupted me as if she knew what I wanted to say, she said
"Girl doesn't have to apologize, your words are not unreasonable. You're right, I'm just me, I can't protect everyone. The road ahead. I can't replace anyone. Only on their own"
"Auntie, my words were unintentional. Don't take it to heart. ”
Sheng Jinhua pursed her lips and smiled, relieved, "It was your unintentional words that woke me up." I should thank you. They have a better path to choose from, and the future is on their own."
Hey, I didn't speak anymore, my eyes moved with Sheng Jinhua to the little girls who had received the silver and left the Baihua Building, their thoughts were messy, and I didn't know what to do
"Auntie" pondered, and Lily walked towards me and Sheng Jinhua
"Lily, go get some silver and leave."
"No, aunt" Lily was resolute, she said, "Lily doesn't leave, Lily will follow her aunt in life and death"
"Lily doesn't know why her aunt suddenly dispersed the flower building, but Lily knows that her aunt must have something unspeakable, if it weren't for her aunt, Lily is afraid that she has already become a lonely soul in this world, for Lily, she has long regarded her aunt as a relative, and you are Lily's aunt."
Lily's affectionate words are really touching. Even I almost burst into tears, but Sheng Jinhua was obviously very moved, and she pretended to be iron-hearted
"Follow me, it's not a good choice, you better leave"
I don't know why Sheng Jinhua resolutely let Lily leave, but I saw Lily's deep affection. Without waiting for her to speak, I said
"Follow me" I blurted out, a little embarrassed, and embarrassed to speak again, "If the lily girl doesn't dislike it, come back to Beijing with me, it just so happens that my Yu'er lacks a bickering partner"
Sheng Jinhua and Lily looked at each other, followed me, it was a good choice, but was rejected by Lily,
She said, "Lily is very grateful for the girl's kindness, but Lily just wants to follow her aunt" and laughed, holding Sheng Jinhua's arm with both hands, and said that she would not let go
I laughed, this lily is also sincere. Sheng Jinhua was a little embarrassed.
"Well, even if Lily insists, I won't force it. It's just that Auntie, if you scatter the flower building, what are your plans for the future? ”
Sheng Jinhua's eyebrows were a little sad, and after a long time, she slowly spoke, "The road ahead, who knows, take a step and see a step"
"If my aunt doesn't dislike it, come with me to Beijing."
Again, I repeated to Sheng Jinhua, and she seemed to hesitate a little, "This... ”
I smiled slightly and said to her, "Auntie, don't get me wrong, it's just that I originally wanted to open a restaurant in Shangjing, and it just so happens that my aunt and Lily can help me take care of it, don't worry, if you pay for it, it's easy to talk about it, and I won't lose you."
I half-jokingly talked about the salary, which attracted a smile, Sheng Jinhua was amused by me, and finally agreed to go back to Beijing with me.
I'm very self-blaming.,If it weren't for my unintentionality,Sheng Jinhua is afraid that it won't be scattered in Baihualou.,So,What I can do,What I can do is to make up for it as much as possible.,After many years,I realized how ignorant and ridiculous I was.。。。