Chapter 189, for whom did he live?
"Zen Master ......" Qingshi wanted to ask why, why did he let him go, and what did that go, what did it mean.
The green white fingertips tightly pinch the dark brown Buddha beads, the strong color contrast impacts people's sight, the green is dressed in white, the face is cold, involuntarily attracts people's attention, the breath is calm and calm, just like the Zhilan jade tree.
He has been living in Futu Temple for as long as he can remember, and then he grew up and inherited the position of presiding, everything was natural and everything was expected by him, but suddenly......
Taking a deep breath, Qing Shi looked at the old monk opposite seriously, the tea on the table had overflowed and was hot.
Knowing that he had a lot of doubts, the old monk nodded, "Qingshi, haven't you always been curious about your identity?" ”
In fact, strictly speaking, he is not a person when he is young.
He also thought about it for a long time before he decided to tell Qing Shi that he had the right to know everything, but he had no right to choose, and the senior brother was right, Qing Shi came for His Royal Highness.
He can't ruin this five-hundred-year-old companionship because of his own selfishness, whether it is for Hua Rong or Hua Sesheng-
It's all unfair.
The two of them were silent for a while, and the air was a little scary.
When he was young, he didn't speak, he didn't easily rejoice or anger with the character he developed since he was a child, he was naturally curious about his identity, but when he should know, he would always know.
The lotus leaves in the lake have revealed their sharp horns, and occasionally butterflies will stop on them, flying around, and the whole world is quiet, quiet.
Quietly listened to the old monk's next words.
"You have seen the national teacher, you should know Hua Ronghe." That young emperor, the old monk's fingertips trembled a little, he had heard the master talk about the things more than five hundred years ago, and he didn't know which master passed it down.
The boy exchanged the rest of his life for his sister's life, and his soul in exchange for Qingshi, five hundred years later, that is, in this era, Qingshi will replace him and accompany his favorite sister.
When he was young, it was his obsession.
Qing Shi nodded, Hua Sesheng had mentioned it, and now that the old monk had mentioned it again, he also had a speculative answer in his heart.
The Ah He in Hua Sesheng's mouth is the emperor Hua Ronghe of Gu Shu.
"When you are young, you are him, you are the obsession of Hua Ronghe, he exchanged his soul for the current you, just to let you replace him and stay by his sister's side." The words are light and faint, but only Hua Rong and himself know how deep the intentions are.
He was twenty years old when he died.
It was a person's best years, but he gave the rest of his life to Hua Sesheng.
The old monk felt a little sad inexplicably, everyone has affection, but there are too few people who have reached the point of being with love.
At that moment, his whole world stopped.
The heart was like a monstrous wave, and he couldn't calm down for a long time, his heart was raised high, and he couldn't put it down anymore, his mind was in chaos, and he subconsciously clenched his fists, and the palms of Fozhule began to turn white.
How could he accept this answer?
has lived for twenty-two years, but now he is told that he is not even a complete person, and his existence is just for Hua Sesheng, to be by her side, that's all-
The character he has cultivated since childhood makes it impossible for him to do anything excessive, and when he is young, he suddenly gets up, and he doesn't know what he should do now, or what he can do.
He even began to doubt the meaning of his existence, whether he lived for the sake of beauty or for himself.