Since the beginning of the semester, Ye Xiaoyu is about to usher in his first exam this semester.

Although Ye Xiaoyu felt that she was very well prepared, she was very bottomless in her heart, what kind of feeling was this?

Unlike the general people who shout when they hear the exam, it is a kind of discouragement, as if there is not a simple river in front of them, but if you walk into it, you will fall into the abyss.

Ye Xiaoyu worked hard to review and prepare. I want to ignore the emptiness and emptiness that has flooded my mind.

Ye Xiaoyu entered the examination room and looked at the paper in front of him, a little numb.

Obviously I have made so many preparations, why do I feel like this?

After the exam, Ye Xiaoyu's mood was very calm. There is only emptiness.

When I walked into the classroom, I saw that everyone was proofreading the answers.

Maybe this is the last struggle of the scumbags, that is, you can't, but you have to proofread the answers, you have to make yourself feel distressed, and doubt life before you can stop.

Proofread it, it feels right. Ye Xiaoyu's mood finally improved.

The ash that penetrated deep into the bone marrow finally had a hint of color.

It's finally paying off for all this hard work.

Ye Xiaoyu happily went back to take a shower and slept beautifully.

However, the moment when the results and the real answers are sent, it is a little embarrassing.

Why? The volume was full of bright red forks, and Ye Xiaoyu's heart only felt that the ash in his heart began to spread again.

Ye Xiaoyu began to reflect, but he couldn't think of a reason. She listened carefully in class every day, asked questions every day, wrote homework on time, and found questions to do outside of class, and did it at 12 o'clock.

Ye Xiaoyu asked himself with a clear conscience.

But this result gave her a slap in the face.

The teachers said, "If you have a good attitude towards learning, why can't you learn?" ”

Some people wondered: "Are you fake efforts, are you pretending?" ”

Someone else said, "Seriously, if I were like you, I'd definitely learn." ”

This example of effort failed, and everyone changed their faces.

"What do you still learn, it's the same when you learn, and it's the same if you don't learn."

"It's so hard every day to get so much points, or don't learn, it's hard."

Another person sympathized: "I think you are miserable, I don't know how to say it, but I just think you are miserable." ”

For these words, Ye Xiaoyu had only one expression, and that was - smirk.

She didn't know what else to say besides laughing.

Slowly, Ye Xiaoyu also began to question whether he really didn't learn, just pretending that he was working hard, whether it was true that he was not learning this material, whether it was true...... Salted fish must not turn over.

There was no light in Ye Xiaoyu's eyes, there was nothing, only a frightening abyss.

But some people, who never listen to lectures in class and never study seriously, can still get an unattainable score.

Like Gu is still such a person, she is very smart, she starts looking at her phone every day when she goes to bed in the dormitory, and she never does her homework by herself, but she can always break the top 100. If it weren't for the three pairs of machines that were on her bar, she wouldn't have been the worst in the dormitory.

Such a person is the person Ye Xiaoyu envies the most.

But she knew very well in her heart that she was not such a person.

She's just an ordinary person who can't be more ordinary, and even a little clumsy.

Many people say that Ye Xiaoyu is a thick accumulation.

But Ye Xiaoyu felt that this was just a consolation word for ordinary people to sympathize with people who were weaker than themselves.

She didn't want others to say that she worked hard, because all this, in front of the results, became ridiculous.