Gu Zilong nodded undeniably, he had been struggling for a long time at that time, should he give up the heir or give up her?

If he gives up on her, his heart will ache. Giving up the heir, he has too much unwillingness in his heart.

Because, he has given too much for the heir and lost too much.

He lost his full childhood, he didn't have a childhood. They are having fun playing when he is learning in a variety of ways. How many times has he watched them play with envy and wanted to play with them. Grandpa always said, "You are the heir, you have a mission and a heavy responsibility, unlike them." They can be kept as pets, and you have to be the owner of the pet. ”

He lost his full teenage years, and he also did not have a boyhood. Study, study, study, he is studying every day, either as a prerequisite course, or to learn business. When they went out, he followed his grandfather to the group to participate in the group meeting, whether he could understand it or not, he had to understand it, and he had to explain his own views.

If it is said that what is plucking seedlings to grow, he is plucking and growing.

At a young age, he has maturity and thinking that does not match his age, and he is excellent in the eyes of others, but how much he has suffered, he himself does not say that others will never know. Just let him give up, he was unwilling in his early twenties.

He fell seriously ill because of this, and the people who tortured him were not ghosts or ghosts. During his illness, they all advised him: Give up! There is no grass at the end of the world. Give it up! There will be women who are more suitable for you in the future.

"I wavered. I chose to give up on her. Compared with my more than 20 years of dedication, I have only known her for a few years. When he said this, Gu Zilong was particularly painful, covering his face with his hands to cover his regret and guilt.

Lin Muyao has no emotion: angry? Glad? Wrath? Irascible? Gloat? She has no emotions, or her emotions are too complicated, and her complex self can't explain what emotions she is. She didn't accuse him, she didn't even resent him, she just waited quietly for him to continue.

Gu Zilong took a few deep breaths before continuing: "After I get better, I'll go back to T City to find her." This was my last time with her, and I was very special in love with her. I met all her requirements, and I said yes to every condition she asked. Finally she noticed something strange and chased me to ask if something was wrong? I didn't say it, I just told her: 'After this separation, if I don't come back, you forget about me'. ”

Lin Muyao's heart tightened tightly, and she could fully understand Shen Shimei's mood at that time. This is simply a bolt from the blue, and the feelings have been paid to such an extent, I never thought that there would be such an ending.

"She's smart, just as smart as you are. Needless to say, she understands everything. I left, she didn't cry, didn't stop, didn't chase, just stood there quietly and watched me go away step by step. I didn't dare to look back, it was Tang Shun who told me, and she stood there for a long, long time, like a sculpture until dark. ”

After Gu Zilong returned to City A, he was decadent for a long time, and he was unhappy. The smile in front of the public is all forced laughter. He tried to go on a blind date, tried to date a famous daughter, no, none of them, no matter which woman he saw, his mind was full of her.

"Mei'er had an autism after I left, she locked herself in her room, didn't interact with the outside world, and then fell seriously ill. After she recovered, she was reborn and forgot about me completely, remembering only her classmates and her work. ”

"The environment in T City was not good at that time, and she returned to City A at your invitation, but she didn't look for me, and she didn't go to the place we used to go to often. Once Kang Shun deliberately found someone and mentioned me in front of her, she was also at a loss and didn't know who I was. ”

After that, she went abroad. Then something happens to you. Then you gather again abroad. ”

"After that, she has been taking care of you and treating you as a family member until now. You always ask me why I saved her? Why was it saved in such a timely manner? Because, I've been sending people to follow her. Because of following her, I found clues that Gu Lanqing didn't find. I wanted to intervene, but I didn't. I can't even handle my own affairs, so how can I interfere in your affairs? I gave up on intervening and went with the flow. ”

Gu Zilong let go of his hands and looked at Lin Muyao's eyes again, there was a lot of pain in his eyes, and he hoped to get her understanding and support: "I have been unhappy since the breakup, and I have been looking for someone to replace her." But no, I can't find someone who can replace her, and I can't forget her. As I went from being a young man in my twenties to my current age, I asked myself: How many more decades? And how many youths? How many years can you still live pretending to be indifferent? Do I have to wait until Shen Shimei marries someone else to know what regret is? ”

With a long sigh, his voice became obviously relaxed: "After the car accident is a turning point, Xu is on the verge of death has walked around, maybe it is Gu Lanqing's long-term affection that moved me." I started to redo the choice, I was going to give up the heir, I was going to choose her. ”

"Lin Muyao, I deliberately snatched your makeup mirror. Because that's what she gave you, and I want her gift. ”

"I didn't dare to disturb her too much, I wanted to awaken her memory little by little. Before the memory is awakened, she can fall in love with me again. I approached her in a different way, not daring to be too hasty, and approaching slowly. ”

"She forgot about me, but she still felt for me. If you hadn't kept holding me back, she would have accepted me again. And because of you, she is far away from me. ”

"I don't blame you, I even want to thank you. Because of your intervention, I have a real sense of crisis, I want to get her, I want to get her, I want to get her, at all costs. ”

Lin Muyao was a little decadent and a little depressed: "So you stepped down from the Gu clan and exchanged the country you have fought for decades for a beauty?" Not to mention anything else, being able to make this choice can also show that Gu Zilong really loves Shen Shimei. True love can't stop it, I'd rather demolish a temple than destroy a marriage. But what she feared the most was not only happening, but also happening a long time ago.

Selective amnesia!

It's also a brain problem!

It's really a good friend, even the pathology is the same.

Gu Zilong nodded: "Yes, I exchange the country for the beauty." I want to be like Gu Lanqing, start from scratch, fight for a clean world for the woman I love, and I will not be bound by anyone. Gu Lanqing can do it, and I can do it too. ”

Lin Muyao didn't want to look at him, so she withdrew her gaze and looked at the water cup in front of her: "In addition to the loss in this regard, what punishment did Gu Lao give you?" With his hegemonic thinking, he shouldn't let you go so easily. ”

"Flogging! Nine deaths and a lifetime of canlogging! It is also the so-called family rule of the Gu family! "Gu Zilong said it, and said it all. said that the whipping was not to get any sympathy, but to tell her: Shen Shimei He must get it, even if he dies for a lifetime.