Chapter 138: Negligence
"Mother's love..."Zhang Yiheng's expression suddenly became sad, he opened his eyes and did not speak, a tear slowly flowed out from the corner of his right eye, and then quietly dripped on the sheets.
"That's not your fault, it's just an accident!" Chen Yifeng hated iron a little, "You two, you guys are still blaming yourself for this matter for so many years, but natural disasters and man-made disasters, natural disasters and man-made disasters, why are one called natural disasters and the other called man-made disasters, is it because I feel that I am not tired enough to live, so I always add some unwarranted guilt to myself, right?" ”
"Mr. Chen, you don't understand..."Zhang Yiheng's tears slipped down his face again, "It's me who is too negligent..."
"Yes, yes, it's you who was negligent, you were negligent," Chen Yifeng stood up and raised his voice anxiously, "But how long have you been guilty about this matter, think about it yourself?" It's been eighteen years, eighteen years, how long are you going to blame yourself for this? ”
"Mr. Chen..."Although he knew that the situation was not quite right, the secretary still mustered up the courage to step forward, "We..."
"Can you go out first?" Chen Yifeng roared angrily.
"Mr. Chen, you go get busy first." Zhang Yiheng closed his eyes, "It just so happens that I also want to be alone and quiet." ”
"I just want to ask you how long you're going to feel guilty?" Chen Yifeng didn't have the slightest intention of going out, he asked coldly.
"I don't know..."Zhang Yiheng frowned painfully, "Maybe I will never be able to let go..."
"Lao Zhang..."Chen Yifeng squatted in front of Zhang Yiheng's hospital bed again, "Promise me, don't do this..."
"You go get busy first, Mr. Chen..."Zhang Yiheng twisted his head slightly to the other side, "I also want to sleep for a while." ”
"I..."
"Mr. Chen." Maybe there was something really important, but the secretary insisted on calling Mr. Chen even at this time.
"Let's go, let's go," Chen Yifeng reluctantly got up and walked outside the ward, "Say, what's wrong?" ”
"Mr. Chen," the secretary looked around for a while, and after making sure that there were no suspicious people around, he cautiously approached Chen Yifeng's ear to speak, and after finishing speaking, Chen Yifeng's face changed suddenly.
"Are you sure the message is reliable?" Chen Yifeng still couldn't believe it.
"Very reliable."
"It doesn't matter if it's reliable or not, it's just a reminder that it's time to be more mindful." Chen Yifeng's expression became serious, he squinted slightly, and there was a hint of scheming in his eyes.
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"Xianlin, here," Seeing that Gu Xianlin was walking in slowly, Quan Yanyi stood up anxiously and waved her hand, "Here and here, I will help you occupy a seat." ”
Gu Xianlin's expression was a little dazed, she walked to Quan Yanyi's side in a daze and sat down.
"Where have you been? Why are you here now? You didn't answer the call, I thought you were going to skip class and scared me to death, Xianlin, where did you go, why did you go? ”
"Teacher Deng is here." Gu Xianlin looked up at Deng Lixin who was walking into the classroom.
"Then we'll talk about it after class." Quan Yanyi glanced at Deng Lixin, whose face was even more ugly than before, and still stopped talking.
The air pressure in the classroom today is also exceptionally low.
"Everyone's in our tutorial video, right?" Deng Lixin didn't have extra greetings, and there was no roll call, she directly clicked on the courseware and prepared to start lecturing.
"Teacher Deng must have something going on today..."Yu Xiwen vaguely heard the girls next to her discussing something.
"Yes, I also think that Teacher Deng is actually late today, and he forgot to call the name, you must know that the old witch must be ordered for every class, and her class must not be late, and she is never late."
"There are two cases that can be broken today, unusual, unusual..."
"Could it be that her husband thinks that she looks bad every day with a straight face, so he quarrels with her?"
"You're not going to file for divorce again, are you?"
"No, I heard that Teacher Deng is single, and she just lives here with her own children and her ex-husband."
"Leaving a long time ago? I'll just say, an old witch is an old witch, how can you find someone to like it..."
The voice next to her became more and more harsh, Yu Xiwen glanced at Deng Lixin on the stage, and didn't know if she could hear it.
Probably not, with her character, if she heard these words, I guess this classroom would be opened, right?
It's not that Teacher Deng Lixin is particularly violent, but I just feel that for a woman like her who wants to be strong and self-reliant, how can she allow others to insult her like this?
"And then here..."Deng Lixin was seriously explaining the video, when suddenly someone raised her hand, "Teacher, it's not right." ”
"What's wrong?" Deng Lixin stopped and looked at the classmates who raised their hands, and everyone also looked at Zhang Ziyi.
"You shouldn't have used a for loop just now, you see, that's right..."Zhang Ziyi seriously explained his understanding and opinions, but he didn't find that the eyes of the people on the podium didn't stay on him.
Deng Lixin looked at Gu Xianlin who was sitting obediently in the audience, she was so well-behaved, so well-behaved, like when she was a child, Gu Xianlin at this moment was also staring at Deng Lixin intently, she looked directly into Deng Lixin's eyes, for a long time, for a long time.
"So I don't think it's right here." Zhang Ziyi finished his opinion cracklingly, and then quietly waited for the teacher's explanation.
"Wow, that's amazing..."The other students all looked at Zhang Ziyi with some admiration.
The most reason for worship is not because of how smooth and powerful his explanation just now, but because he dared to shout at Mr. Deng in front of so many classmates, nor did he shout, he dared to say that Mr. Deng was not, and it was today, and everyone could see that Mr. Deng was not right today, and he felt that he would run away at any time.
Deng Lixin looked at Gu Xianlin a little distracted, she didn't want to be so indifferent to Gu Xianlin, it was her own flesh and blood, it was her daughter, her little padded jacket, and her pride.
She didn't come here just because she was here, right?
Why... Is she coming alone?
The man...
After so many years, he still doesn't want to come and see her?
He only has work in his eyes, only work, so he has not had a single phone call or text message after she has been away for so many years, and there is no difference between his departure and staying.
Oh no, it's still a bit different, and he feels more in the way when he's around, right?
Why is that man so heartless and so indifferent? He really didn't think about her at all, never.
For so many years, how did Xianlin come over, growing up alone in that cold place, and having to endure that independent father.
Xianlin, I'm sorry, Mom is really sorry for you...
I'm really sorry for you...
But Mom has no choice, Mom knows that you must be sad and painful, but...
"Teacher Deng?" Zhang Ziyi felt that Deng Lixin seemed to be stunned, motionless, he called her gently.
However, Deng Lixin still didn't move, she was just silent, staring ahead and not knowing where it was.
Zhang Ziyi followed Deng Lixin's gaze all the way, and then saw Gu Xianlin, who was also in a daze.
"Teacher Deng," Gu Xianlin felt that the gaze of the classmates was coming, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly, "Let's talk about the topic, don't delay everyone's class time." ”
"Oh..." Deng Lixin came back to her senses suddenly, she looked at Zhang Ziyi who was also looking at her with a blank face.
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