Mrs. Jing and Mrs. Jing were very puzzled by Afu's sudden move-in.

But she's also used to not asking, after all, the last time she checked in, it was her little couple who had an awkward relationship, maybe this time too.

She lived in the temple for a long time, ignoring the world, just looking at Afu's little face with a sallow face, and couldn't help but persuade: "Madam, apart from life and death, what can't you see?" ”

Afu nodded, she knew this truth too well now.

A few days later, the emperor edicted Pei Jiheng and Gu Yanxian, and gave Pei Shuyu and Huashi a difficult name, Jinghe Shitai was shocked to learn all this, and rarely messed up the pace, walked into the Buddha hall where Afu often lived, and saw her kneeling at the foot of the golden Buddha, looking up, looking at the Buddha's expression.

This scene is exactly the same as when General Pei came to the temple to look for her.

Jinghe Shitai recited the Buddha and knelt beside Afu.

Ah Fu turned her head to look at her, there was no smile on her face, and her eyes were full of doubts: "Master, did you say that the Buddha was punishing me?" ”

"Punish you for what?"

"Punish me for having too much in the first half of my life and not knowing how to cherish it, so I want to taste all the hardships in front of the Buddha. But I have repented many times, and the Si people have passed away, and there is no more response. ”

Jinghe Shitai had countless words in his mind, but he couldn't say a single one. She reached out and grabbed Aph's shoulder.

"Madam, the Buddha is not punishing you, but to give you time to savor it. Where are you going to die, you will see General Pei Jiuquan in the future, and you should have a lot of time to cherish. ”

Afu said: "Will we definitely meet?" ”

Mrs. Jing and Shi Tai said falsely: "It will definitely be." ”

Afu curled the corners of her lips.

The next time we meet, we must cherish every minute and every second.....

Cheng Yuan ran in from the apse, and he was now speaking fluently: "A-Niang, what is this?" ”

Ah Fu looked at it, and Chengyuan turned out to be Shuyu's letter in his hand, which had obviously been ravaged by him, with a small wet piece in the lower left corner, and a big hole in the right side.

Afu felt like she was about to breathe fire: "Chengyuan! Why are you messing with Niang's things? ”

She had never spoken so harshly, Chengyuan was stunned, and said in a good voice: "I'm sorry, A-Niang." ”

As soon as he said this, Afu relented. But it was still a pity that this good thing that was harmed by him was carefully leveled in his hand.

Jinghe Shitai said: "Is it Madame's love?" ”

Afu looked soft: "Yes." It was the letter he left me. ”

"Madame, have you read it?"

"No, I didn't."

"Why don't you read it?"

Afu was silent for a while: "... I want to keep a hope. ”

Jinghe Shitai sighed.

.....

The letter opened its mouth, and Afu couldn't help but want to look inside.

After lulling Chengyuan to sleep, she tossed and turned on the bed, and finally took the letter.

From the hole torn open by Chengyuan, she pulled out a blue cloth toil.

Twisting it on her fingertips, Afu's memory suddenly returned to the days in the countryside of Wenzhou.

This blue coarse cloth was the one she used to wrap her hair at that time. Later, the journey was bumpy, and I don't know where I threw it, but I didn't expect it to be treasured by him to this day.

Afu clutched the cloth towel, and before she had time to think, her hand tore open the envelope.

Only a thin piece of paper.

Only a thin piece of paper! That thickness was actually supported by this blue cloth towel, and Afu almost vomited blood.

Pei Shuyu! You damn eye, I only wrote you enough to read it for me for a year, and you only wrote one!

Afu immediately regretted it, and wanted to stuff the letter back, but her hand opened it again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

It's Shuyu's word.

When Afu saw the two "I'm sorry", her heart twitched, and she covered the letter and didn't dare to look at it again.

After a while, I opened it again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

"Aph, I really don't want you to see this letter. I used to think that I had to live longer than you, so that I could arrange everything for you. Now, it's not possible! ”

"Don't blame me, because I blame myself, I hate why I can't be cheeky to find you before I leave, why waste the time we can spend together...... I'm always afraid of bothering you. This is the first excuse for me. ”

"You and I have been married for four and a half years, and I am grateful. A good person like you, with whom you are together, will live happily. Because of me, I have caused you a lot of grievances. This is the second sorry. ”

"I'm in Nanshao, I'm afraid that there will be changes in Chang'an City. If I had done it properly, I might have been able to keep it safe; If not, Cheng Ying pestle, the moon shines on Xixiang, I am easy for it, and you are difficult for it. I just want you to live well, and you can ignore the false name behind you. Putting you in danger, this is the third sorry. ”

"Afu, there are things I need to explain, but I really can't remember. This time I don't have time to coax you, and you have to forgive me. In any case, long before you and I got married, I only had you in my heart. Don't forget me, but don't forget me too long. I don't plan for your life, as long as you live well, I'm happy no matter what. ”

"In the future, your children and grandchildren will sit around your knees and sit idly in front of the court, and if there is a breeze, then I will come to see you."

"Shuyu's own handwriting"

There is also a small line at the end, which is obviously added: "I am in the military department, and I only have this one of your objects by my side." Aph, cherish! ”

......

This letter is like Shuyu, who is sincere all day long, but it will not sensationalize.

Afu thought to herself, she shouldn't expect him to write anything.

But she couldn't help but read it over and over again, reading it in Shuyu's voice and intonation.

She is familiar with many words, such as "I really can't remember", "don't blame me", "I only have you in my heart".

But she had never heard Shuyu say, "Don't forget me, but don't remember it for too long."

This man has always been terrifyingly confident, and never felt that there was anything to separate them.

Afu thought, Pei Shuyu, aren't you amazing? Why did you give in this time?

Silently chanting "That's when I'm here to see you", her long-dried eyes suddenly moistened.

Pei Shuyu, Pei Shuyu, when are you coming to see me?

Afu threw down the letter, covered her face with the blue cloth, and cried silently.

She didn't know how long she cried, so she fell asleep.

When I woke up, my eyes were so swollen that I could barely open them.

She stared at a slit and found Chengyuan lying in front of her, carefully touching her eyes with her little hand: "Auntie, are you crying?" ”

Afu was sad for a while and nodded.

"Why?"

Afu looked into Chengyuan's eyes.

Gradually, he could see that these eyes were like his father's, and they were a little tougher than Afu's lines.

But Shuyu's old face was exposed to the wind and sun, and it looked thicker.

"Auntie misses Daddy."

"Daddy is coming back soon, Auntie doesn't cry." Cheng Yuan carefully touched her eyes.

Afu's tears flowed out again, she hugged Chengyuan, choked and whispered, "Daddy may not come back." ”

Chengyuan likes to be held in her arms the most, waving her little hands, and laughing "hee-hee-ha".

Looking at his carefree expression, Afu was happy and sad at the same time.

In the afternoon, Ming Yan came to the temple to see her.

Her two swollen eyes were like peaches, which made Ming Yan a little relieved.

Ming went to turn himself in. This fool, who can even turn himself in, went to the wrong place, and actually ran to the criminal department. In the end, he called someone to send it to Chang'an Yin again. ”

Afu said: "Second brother, there is still someone at large now." ”

"Who?"

"Prime Minister Wang."

Xiang Mingyan sat up and said, "Jin Heng told me." This matter is really strange, and later he went to ask Dr. Gu why he was silent at the last moment, but he didn't ask anything. ”

Afu said: "I have no evidence, but I just inferred from the words of the sister-in-law before her death that Prime Minister Wang Cheng killed the son of Qiao Guifei in order to keep the position of the crown prince of the queen's son." can drive Prime Minister Li Cheng to kill, Prime Minister Wang Cheng must have his handle. As for what this handle is, it is not known, but knowing it without saying it is tantamount to the same sin. ”

Ming Yan frowned and said, "Dr. Gu... Will there also be a handle in the hands of Prime Minister Wang? ”

There are too many secrets of the Gu family, and they are very fatal, Pei Man, Gu Yanxian, Gu Xiaoze, Gu Shuer, all of them are the people on the tip of Afu's heart.

Afu said, "Brother, why don't you go and visit Dr. Gu?" You have a teacher-student friendship, find a way to get him to speak out, let's give a prescription for illness, right? ”