Chapter 47
Zhang Wenxiu couldn't understand Emperor Jin Ping's mood, what was his face? If he wanted face, he wouldn't have rushed back to save Jin Ping, a woman who had lost her virginity before marrying him.
Therefore, after passing the level in my heart, my face and face are all floating clouds.
It's a pity that the level in his heart was too late, and everything was too late.
Because of the permission of Emperor Jinping of Jin, he did not leave the palace, but stayed in the palace.
He lives next door to Jin Ping, and his inconsistent attitude is that Jin Ping is puzzled, she didn't want to pay attention to this, but he dangles under her eyelids all day long, and she can't calm down.
So she found him, and when she found him, she asked, "Why do you still live here?" What are the benefits of living here for you? My father is old and confused, I'm not confused, Zhang Wenxiu, if you don't leave, I will send someone to kill you. ”
"It seems that you have decided to be a good princess for the country and the people......"
His words were mixed with strong mockery.
"So what."
The tone of her speech was very impulsive, and the tone of his speech was not much better, this scene formed a fresh contrast with the first time they talked, but I didn't expect that in just a few months, two people who should have lived in intimacy and harmony have reached the point of incompatibility.
"I'm not how, I'm just reminding you that for royal orthodoxy, you're a wild seed and not a princess," he uncovered the bloody facts in order to keep her from making mistakes, "No one will care about you except your father." And now, even your father, who loves you the most, has abandoned you, why do you want to stay here and sacrifice yourself for his country? ”
"What if I told you that I wanted to kiss myself?"
A fluttering sentence interrupted his speech, and his mouth opened, but he could only make a weak voice, "Is that really the case?" You...... Why do you want to take the initiative to get along? You know that most of the princesses and relatives have no good results. The land of the alien barbarians, you can't survive there, you-"
She turned her back to her, and after a long time, Fang sighed, "Do you really want to listen to my explanation?" ”
"If you will—"
"You don't regret it?"
"I don't regret it."
Although he didn't know what she was trying to explain, he still stubbornly answered her words. Her back trembled, she hesitated for a moment, and finally opened her right arm, and wrapped a white gauze around her jade lotus-like wrist, which she untied with her other hand, revealing the wound that had not yet healed.
"When I cut this hole, I was already a dead man, are dead people afraid of dying again?" Her voice reached his ears, and he stared at her wound in a daze and asked, "Is this ...... Did you do it yourself? ”
"I paddled on the night I left the house," she said calmly, "my life is like a joke, for I have the supreme favor because of my mother, but I am like her, we are all unblessed people." Although she won the love of the king of a country, she spent half of her life. And I, on the other hand, have lost a lifetime of happiness......"
The wind ruffled the corners of her clothes, the gauze that hung at her side, and she was still talking calmly about it all unmoved.
This calmness is mixed with the desolation of the little half of life.
"After the child is gone, I have lost my love for the world, the night after returning to the palace, I broke my wrist and lay on the bed waiting for death, it was Mama Chu who sensed that something was wrong and saved me, but so what? I've thought of myself as a dead man. ”
Unexpectedly, she was so pessimistic about life.
Thinking of the actions that added fuel to the fire in the past, he regretted it. Men like to hold up a sky for women, especially delicate and sad women can trigger their desire to protect, Zhang Wenxiu is the same, at this time he is full of Jin Ping's desire to protect, this desire to protect comes from inexplicable love, but also from his psychology of atonement.
He was the one who pushed her off the edge of the cliff.
Jinping's voice continued......
"A dead man, change the peace of the country, this business only makes money and does not lose money, I have no reason not to live to make peace. Don't think that you can change all this when you come back, Zhang Wenxiu, I don't like you anymore, you can leave here and go wherever you want, please don't dangle in front of me anymore, I only have more than ten days of freedom, I don't want to waste it on you. ”
"I want to leave too, but I can't leave you." He said.
"Reason."
"Because you like me," she said as she turned her head and frowned, "Please don't contradict my words, think about it, if you don't like me, why do you dislike me so much for appearing around you?" Because you care about it, you still care about me, whether you want to admit it or not, you drive me away because you are afraid that you will not be able to control and do selfish things after I show my feelings and remorse for you. But Jin Ping, have you ever thought that people are selfish, the world of the Jin Kingdom does not need you a weak woman to redeem it, the men of the Jin Kingdom do not eat dry food, they have the ability and obligation to protect their country. ”
"If they weren't eating dry food, why did things come to this? Now the 'Jin country boy' in your mouth is counting on me to exchange peace for them? ”
"But I don't need you to exchange peace for me, I ......"
"Do you need less place to use me?"
She scoffed, the past came back to her mind, she couldn't control her meanness, at this time, she felt that she was so stupid a few months ago, that she had silently endured all his.
Unexpectedly, she came to such a sentence, he was a little speechless, and when she gave an ultimatum and turned to leave, he suddenly looked at her back and said loudly: "I, Zhang Wenxiu, swear to you that I don't need you to pay anything for me in the future." I want you to be my wife, no matter what lies between us. ”
"In that case, let's destroy Beiqiang!"
Her indifferent voice rang in the wind, and his face flushed with choking again.
Why didn't I notice her mouth so sharp before? Alas, if her mouth was so able to say it before, how could the two of them come to this point. When she was mean to her before, she had the strength to fight, but she gave up her strength, what did she think in her heart?
A woman's heart is really hard to guess, going around and around, and just when you think you know her, she preaches to you again.
No wonder experienced people say that if you want to grow old with a woman, don't spend in vain trying to understand her, you just need to love her well.